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arcadianico · 11 months

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i just finished q’s vod from yesterday and honestly? i feel vindicated in my belief that q’s attraction to wilbur is based more around his romanticisation of relationships (and his grief for tilín, silent but ever present) than love

#again don’t get me wrong i think he’s attracted to wilbur but babygirl ia not in love with him #honestly this stream more than anything is making me read him as arospec #his little speech/breakdown where he cries and asks why he doesn’t feel anything #his comment about how maybe he needs to relearn what love means like sophia #comparing himself to a character who has expressed her inability to experience human emotions in the way that humans do #but who wants to learn anyway #i think people reading it as sadness solely about wilbur not actually being there are missing how much of his sadness is due to internal #feelings #he’s upset because he feels broken. because he feels like getting married should have fixed him #because he idealised the idea of marriage as soemthing that would make things better #ans when it didn’t and he felt as numb as ever he started crying #and he went and tried to seek out someone who would be able to understand him. someone who has expressed similar experiences: sophia #idk i just dont think qwilbur as a person actually plays a massive role in q’s emotions #it’s about his projections and his idealised notions crumbling around him #and leaving him alone again #maybe i’m projecting but i also find this dynamic more interesting than just q is sad because wilbur wasn’t actually there #quackity #qsmp

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