to be honest im not a fan of how life has "returned to normal" for the most part. covid still exists but people are just treating it like its regular. i barely know anyone who still wears a mask. the fact that we're just continuing on with our lives as if it were pre-pandemic doesnt sit right with me.

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have a friend who keeps talking about how they keep getting sick and im like this is a new development its not normal You Have Long Covid i really dont know why ppl seem to be so thick about covid in particular it makes me bonkers.

if you dont wear a mask when you're sick i hope you die. "oh its just a cold its not covid" i dont give a fuck i dont want to get a cold either. you disgust me. you sicken me. literally.

see i dont know what i would say is the cause of like. transmitting vampirism in my own personal vampire lore. i like the idea of vampirism being like a disease, but i dont necessarily like it to be spread like one. i like when its an intentional thing, like you have to purposely turn someone else into a vampire. disease doesnt give a shit abt intention though, so i don't know of a way to bridge these things to be so honest with u.

truly part of why most things i show or whatever r sketchy doodles i did in one sitting is that it is always a race against the clock when im doing something before The Evil takes over and eats me. i get stressed about if i try to actually make something pretty bc i know i cant lol, and if i take too long [staring nervously at the google docs i keep opening and closing] on a fic it's harder to finish bc i start Thinking about it too much and if it's any good or if it's cringe or What Ever

I feel like im.about to vormit 💔💔💔💔

My throat hurts like fucking hell and it's only getting worse and I really hope it's not fucking COVID

every time i hear someone say they dont get flu(/covid god forbid) vaccines bc the vaccines just make them sick anyways (or, "i catch it right after!", another misconception of cause and effect) i wanna throw them off a bridge. like. what are you TALKING about. if your body is so frail that a vaccine affected you so badly you should be GLAD you got the vaccine! if the dead virus did that to you imagine what the real, live one would do to u! but now ur body knows how to fight it if that happens! so be fucking grateful you absolute dingdong

black tank top 👍

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Always funny to me when my coworkers notice how much of a germaphobe I am when they see me wipe down my cart in the morning. I dont just wipe the handle, I wipe the top of the sides and the top part of the baby seat, places where people grab other than the handle. Then I use hand sanitizer bc by that point I've touched: the cart, the scanner locker screen and locker, my scanner (also wipe that shit down, yuck), my lock, and the spray bottle. So yucky places.

I mean hey maybe I'm not giving my immune system that boost of exposure, but I'm also not giving it covid, norovirus, or influenza from touching the cart and scanner so 🤷‍♀️

skipping class for the first time in my life bc my professor has covid and he sent out an email saying we’re having class and he’s asymptomatic and will wear a mask per cdc guidelines even tho he’s past the 5 day required isolation period. like. great whatevs but have you actually tested negative

update: the answer was no he had not

Why couldn't life "go on" with masks? I'm so fucking tired

my entire body feels like it's trying to kill me

Alright I give up I'm going home early and calling it in tmrw, it is what it is wrt lost pay, if my headache passes I can at least drink hot lemon and honey in bed and play totk tmrw while bro 3 is at school and I don't have to share the switch