#bad ones. And that’s what I was In ThE PrOcEsSss of DOiNnG!!
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#my post#mine#it’s actually so surreal now to think about what I thought I wanted for my life#the fact that I was so willing to spend my life with a complete buffoon who showed no interest in sharing a life with me was just so so so#heartbreaking to go through. But now that I’ve taken this time to reflect on our behaviors#it’s obvious that I wanted the relationship and he didn’t and that’s totally fine! I’m most upset that I allowed myself to believe in lies#it’s hard staying apart of reality when someone that delusional is living with you#a part *#wow.#just mind boggling really. I’m so much happier and healthier now.#don’t get me wrong#it’s amazing talking to R right now and I adore our flirty banter but I don’t think I’m ready for another heartbreak or to lead him on.#woah. I always word vomit on here haha 😂 and forget that I’m doing it#while I’m doing it lol 😂#anywho! I’m just thankful to have my memories with R to reflect on. I knew there were good men in the world. I just had to get away from the#bad ones. And that’s what I was In ThE PrOcEsSss of DOiNnG!!#so glad I broke up with my ex and finally accepted the reality that he isn’t good for me and we don’t mix.#the clarity feels ethereal though. I’m so excited to figure out where things are at with R soon and then go from there#oof! which skirt shall I wear today ☺️#I got 3 new skirts yesterday and a wicked awesome scarf and some earrings.! man I’m such a lil fashionista now#finally dressing how I’ve always wanted too :)#okay I need to shut up#I could talk for hours haha 🙃#I’m so annoying sometimes but this is my blog! and I enjoy my small escape :) I’ve earned it#after dealing with nerve issues for the past near 7 months because my ex choked me and like a little bitch now forced both of us to have to#live with the horrors he created. I think I’ve earned my place in vomiting emotions into my little tumblr blog#I’ve accepted what happened. will never understand it because it’s a foolish delusion if you believe him to be a good guy or even capable#I’ve thought it over so many times. he had no one in his life supporting him like I was and he snapped when I was no longer an ‘object’ he#could use#so he panicked and does what his pea brain thought he had to do which was eliminate the ‘threat’ being me because he could no longer control
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