#atbb’s turning 4 years old this august and i’ve barely gotten it started
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anyone wanna powerwash my brain for me real quick pls. like just full blast
#delete later#idk its probably bc summer aint good for my mental health and also my sleep has gone to shit but. man#atbb’s turning 4 years old this august and i’ve barely gotten it started#i cant stop thinking about how i started this in middle school and next summer i’ll be getting ready for college#and i have fun working on it when i’m working on it but when i pause to start thinking about the next thing for it i just. dont rlly want to#maybe its the undiagnosed untreated adhd but i cant or the life of me get myself to work on even the most mundane parts of it#i really love this story and i wanna see it to its end but im kinda. starting to doubt if i actually can#i mean i have hugely major characters that i havent even started foreshadowing yet. plot arcs that i dont even know the start point of yet#its been 4 years irl and 1 week in canon. the whole canon story is supposed to be a little over a year#im kinda tempted to just convert it entirely to a fanfic but then i’d lose the charm of the ask blog parts of it#god i dont know im just. i’m not giving up yet. but if i’m still having these doubts by next year i think i’m gonna act on them#but also it’s 9am and i havent slept yet so maybe i’ll think this is stupid and melodramatic by next week. who knows lol ✌️
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