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#anyway i’m driving home tomorrow driving in texas is scary as shit and idk how anyone lives here full time
apathyfairy · 2 years
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well this week has taught me that life is fucking sad as shit and that’s just the way it is like not that i didn’t already know that but life is fucking miserable
#god dude. old people are SO goddamn sad.#like i said it’s my uncles dad who died and so his mom is left behind and like#i’ve known them since i was like idk 8? and we used to go over to their house for dinner#like every single weekend or they would go over to my uncles house and wed all have dinner or whatever#when my cousins were really little and we all lived in the same place and anyway. she just loves me to death like she always has#and she’s like me where if she hates u u absolutely know it skjsb but she just has always loved me so much#and i havent seen her in maybe like idk 11 years? something like that and all weekend she was just hugging me and like i’m so So glad you#came and i’m like so am i like jesus fuck she’s breaking my heart#and my uncle is an only child like me and he and my aunt and cousins live in california and she’s here in texas all alone now and it’s like.#god. and tonight we were at her house and they have two cats and she was like ‘yeah she’s our baby. . she’s My baby.’ and i’m like good god#just kill me on the spot it’s just SO fucking SAD. dude i don’t ever want to fucking get old never i’ve lost one ex boyfriend and literally#that still breaks my heart every single day i can’t even fucking fathom what it’s like to lose your husband of 54 fucking years.#life is just bullshit man i hate it i hate it i hate it#anyway i’m driving home tomorrow driving in texas is scary as shit and idk how anyone lives here full time
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