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scattered-winter · 5 months

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yk Nightmare Scenarios aside I really do think this year was good for me. I've grown and learned a lot and none of it would have happened without The Horrors that came with it like obviously it's not ideal but. I think I've grown as a person because of them. idk

#like it sucks obviously but if mom was still alive i would still be in college paying for a degree i didnt want and just. being Stuck.#and i dont know if my current situation is better than that but i am at least free to figure things out.#im not locked in a contract for an apartment or in the middle of a semester. when i decide where i want to go #and what i want to do itll be fairly easy to make all the arrangements.#and im also learning things about myself i didnt know before. like i genuinely enjoy retail work #if the work environment is casual and fun and if i like my coworkers.#idk. this year has been an absolute hellhole but some good things have come of it ig.#winter speaks #personal #feeling kinda reflective for the new year. ur regularly scheduled bullshit will return shortly

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