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arnold-layne · 2 years

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im eyeing the blade runner and detroit become human so hard but I can't let a hyperfixation consume me now because I won't be able to study. something something having to restrict your dopamine production because of education system not adapted to neurodivergent people something something

#now that im thinking. i never let myself consume media that will for sure bring me joy during the school year because i will fixate #and thus i only consume media that wont give me the kick but will satisfy my art consumption quota #hm i wonder why i get so miserable during school year 🤔#and then in summer i make up for it by engaging with this media for 24+ hrs on end #it actually got worse this summer because when i was playing the witcher i couldnt calm down my brain enough to fall asleep #so i played until i literally blacked out from exhaustion #because that was the only way i could fall asleep #fun times :)#hyperfixation #neurodivergent #arnold's laments #arnold's diary

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