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#and then two years after you realize you're still thinking about that tidbit of lore and you'll be like “oh... oh.”
kyouka-supremacy
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That fic from Akutagawa's pov that remarked how although Dazai had left a bomb under Chuuya's car, at least that showed he had thought about him before going, while he never cared enough to spare a thought for Akutagawa.
#I think about it a lot... Something something the opposite of love isn't hatred but indifference
#I can imagine Akutagawa and Chuuya fighting over Dazai when he left
#“AT LEAST HE THOUGHT ABOUT YOU!” “HIS THINKING ABOUT ME WAS A FUCKING ATTEMPT TO MURDER ME AKUTAGAWA!”
#...
#It was supposed to be funny it shouldn't hurt me as much as it does.........
#Trust me chuu/aku angst actually hits the hardest and you will never see it coming.
#Because it’s not the kind of angst of “oh no my boyfriend has been beheaded by this magic sword that cuts through space and time ://”.
#Chuu/aku angst hits right close to home when you least expect it and it’s so real in its inherent humanity it leaves you defenseless
#ryūnosuke akutagawa
#osamu dazai
#chūya nakahara
#bsd
#bungou stray dogs
#mine
#q.
#23/11/22
#I'm sorry I don't remember the fic of course I'll add the link if I find it again
#It's just that sometimes you will read something in a fic and go “oh my God” and it feels like you've been run over by a bus
#And other times you read a fic and it seems like nothing happened–
#and then two years after you realize you're still thinking about that tidbit of lore and you'll be like “oh... oh.”
#Like fics that rewrite your entire belief system without you even noticing for real
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