#and that lowkey rewired all my neural pathways and the process of proving to ppl around me that i can do the things i want to do
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In my feels abt the autism again
#ramblings of a lunatic#I'm not having a great inner dialogue rn but if you're in your feels abt autism in a good way rn i encourage you to make this post abt that#like in your mind#idk I'm fine most of the time but one time someone close to me questioned if i could go to uni cause of my disablity#and that lowkey rewired all my neural pathways and the process of proving to ppl around me that i can do the things i want to do#has been thankless and uhhh. frankly self esteem destroying lol#like i get sooo upset about making mistakes. and planning things w/ ppl isn't fun anymore cause i feel like everything is riding on it#I'm so defensive about my abilities now and it doesn't feel good. literally never used to feel like this#it was like an awful sweet sixteen gift lmao#vent#putting that there bc while I'm too deliriously tired to stop myself making this post#i also want these tags to hopefully not be seen <3 please<3#or not yknow. look at these tags if u want I'm not your dad and/or mom
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