#and tbh i dont think that anxiety ever left at 24 i am still deeply afraid that i will wake up and i will be alone
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living alone is gr8 i love it but sometimes it can be immensely earth shatteringly lonely
#got myself worked up today for no reason n cried bc i miss my parents#since im in a different province now#and it reminded me of when i was 4-10y/o... i would have a very hard time sleeping because i was so afraid that no one would be there when#woke up. and my parents tried a lot of things and in the end they taped pictures of themselves to the headboard as a promise that they were#in the house#and tbh i dont think that anxiety ever left at 24 i am still deeply afraid that i will wake up and i will be alone#and sometimes its true often i am alone#i dont mean physically alone in the house i mean totally completely alone in my environment and i need help and no ones there
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