#and like. the latter is just so insulting to women’s tennis as a whole that just thinking that that’s what i’m doing makes me sick
Text
………….
#im continuing my rambling here#man you can really tell i forgot to take my antidepressants today god#anyway yeah sorry for all the ranting its just that like#i feel bad for not being rly into the wta#but then that makes me examine WHY i feel bad about that#cause i mean being a wta fan doesn’t make anyone morally superior#but there’s still part of me that’s uncomfortable abt how in the sport where women are given such a high degree of attention (comparatively)#i still ended up choosing the men. and i have to ask myself WHY#and maybe its not that deep#but i just feel like every time i talk about the wta it’s performative. and its like. what am i trying to prove. what is wrong with me.#and anyway why am i even treating the wta like some sort of platform to prove my own feminism or smth. like. its not meant to be that.#cause now its like. if i get into them now am i doing it because i enjoy watching them as athletes or bc im trying to prove smth to myself#and like. the latter is just so insulting to women’s tennis as a whole that just thinking that that’s what i’m doing makes me sick#ugh. i need to stop overthinking this i know i just. ughhh.#i feel like an impostor here#i felt like that with the atp at first but now that i’m more familiar with them i’m finding new ways to feel like an impostor in this space!
1 note
·
View note
Last Seen Blogs
