#and i havent run my heater this entire winter to cut costs
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Knowing you're not enough and that nothing you can do will be enough is an unbearable weight to carry
#i cant send more money home than i already i literally cannot#i send EVERYTHING besides what i meed for rent + utilities#and i havent run my heater this entire winter to cut costs#and i dont go out or buy things i am living as minimally as possible#and its not enough#sending almodt $4k each month to ky step dad#snd now my bio dad tells ke he had to refinance the house and that if he doesnt get a new job by august#they wont have any money left in savings bc hes has to dip into it every month#i just#ive never felt so helpless in my life#i should be proud if ky accomplishments but instead all i can thik about is how its kot ENOUGH#i cant afford to oay 2 mortgages and my rent#i cant help anymore than i already am and it feels fucking terrible#i havejt cried over ky situation this entire time but now? im sitting at my computer trying to work thru tears#and it's bc nothing i can do will be enough even if i get another job it wont be enough bc i dont have time to work the kind of job#that would pay me enouh to make a difference#im so tired#im uust so fucking tired cna we catch a break please
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