#and i feel so protective of them i dont give a fuck abt fandom normally but some ppls bad takes lately are getting under my skin
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thinking abt the touden siblings got me sniffling and weeping....
#im.too emotional abt them to properly explain#just rly glad to see autistic characters in media that i can deeply relate to and share experiences with. its such a rare thing#and i feel so protective of them i dont give a fuck abt fandom normally but some ppls bad takes lately are getting under my skin#like just say u hate autistic people and leave. stop calling laios a fucking freak im going to kill you with my bare hands#ppl think theyre so smart and funny for making posts like haha hes thr type of autistic that makes everyone uncomfortable and wish he-#would shut up or go away. im going to start hitting u with a brick until ur a bloody pulp#and thw way ppl treat falin so differently just bc shes not a guy. even tho theyre both clearly autistic and struggle socially#like wow thats crazy. do you act this way abt autistic ppl irl too#whatever just liberally blocking ppl abt it i dont fucking wanna see ur stupid posts#anyway.. back to thjnking abt their backstories and crying a little. masculinely of course#man i am soooo tired im so glad its the weekend i want to melt into a puddle and soak into the carpet and stain it forever#but we dont.have carpet.in this flat so.i guess ill just go to bed......#well maybe a little elden ring first#i would reallt like to draw sometime this weekend too. need to muster up some creative courage#but thats a problem for tomorrow... zzz#.diaries
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D (any of your NHIE fics), F, H, I, M, S, T, U, W, X, Y?
anon. you spoil me
D: Is there a song or a playlist to associate with [insert fic]?
soooo i will normally put together a 3-4 song playlist and listen to that on repeat when i write any given fic. for before the moment’s gone i listened almost solely to no.1 party anthem by arctic monkeys, dancing with your ghost by sasha sloan, and stay together by noah cyrus. if u have any other specific fic ur interested in knowing abt i will gladly talk at length abt the process in writing it LOL
F: Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.
im a particularly fond of the dialogue i wrote for senior superlatives, because i personally think it’s the most successful attempt i’ve had at being funny and biting and tender all at once. i feel like i peaked with that fic. it’s still my favorite i’ve ever written.
H: How would you describe your style?
i genuinely have no clue!! i guess if there were a spectrum between dialogue-heavy and description-heavy, my writing would lean more toward the former. other descriptors i would use are words like direct/earnest/self conscious/wry/heavy usage of the word “like”/even heavier usage of both run on sentences and fragments
I: Do you have a guilty pleasure in fic (reading or writing)?
i would have one but i don’t ever feel guilty. check out my bookmarks for non guilty pleasure delight
M: Got any premises on the back burner that you’d care to share?
like....yes. ive been thinking about a summer camp AU for a long long long time.... will probably write it for ben/devi and eleanor/paxton but who knows i might wanna mix things around a bit and fuck around with some different rare pairs :) lowkey waiting on s2 to give me some good content and new characters to play with
S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?
the enemies to lovers trope... obviously.
i am a particular fan of AUs and i absolutely adore the “jaded high school reunions” au and the “frequent hookups to oh-no-i-think-i’m-in-love-with-you-oops” au. i also am a fan of crack fic just by virtue of being obsessed with rare pairs
T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?
this isn’t necessarily a trope but it bothers me to read fic about ben and devi getting together right after s1 when it isn’t well developed. for me it usually demonstrates a lack of understanding of how both characters would process their budding relationship (platonic and romantic!) and usually reads as extremely cheesy and forced. however I am also not usually a person who enjoys reading fic set in canon..... so.
U: Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.
here is a list of my favorite fic writers in general (complete with rationale and how they inspire me) but for nhie im gonna highlight a couple of my friends, who also happen to be extremely talented writers!
if you read any nhie fic at ALL you’ve probably read something by magnetichearts and for good fucking reason bc she manages to write some of the best ben/devi content out there. her work is so sweet and funny and angsty and smutty and she waxes poetic like no one’s business. check out her work on ao3 and tumblr for a great time
flashlightinacave has some of the best, fluffiest ben/devi content. if you love yourself and/or love feeling Good Feelings from reading fic, please please please check her out! she’s an absolute beast when it comes to heart-wrenching scientific metaphors and vivid descriptions. you can find her work on her ao3 and tumblr
cori_the_bloody is such a gifted writer who produces fantastic fic that always makes me actually laugh out loud. her writing is so sharp and smart and always captures just the right amount of awkward-sweetness and i have yet to meet anyone who can capture the earnest kind of self consciousness and embarrassment and tenderness that she does in her ben/devi fic. her work is on her ao3 and she also writes incredible analysis abt nhie on her tumblr
one of my favorite, most underrated authors in the fandom is peterpan_in_neverland and she deserves all the attention and kudos for writing some of the BEST eleanor/paxton fic in the game. that pairing tag is basically her tag. i love the way she writes dialogue and her fics are fabulous reads for anyone who loves good writing and horny content ;) here’s her ao3 and tumblr
etc etc etc! i love every writer in the fandom tbh
X: A character you enjoy making suffer.
hmmmmmmmmm i think devi. i dont actually like seeing her suffer but i think she’s the most fun/difficult to write when she’s tortured? she has such a loud personality and balancing that with her more introspective, reflective side is a challenge but always satisfying to write.
Y: A character you want to protect.
eleanor. at all costs.
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My Kacchako reading list
My personal shortlist of the most unforgettable Kacchako fics I’ve read and currently reading, as well as planning to read! These are just those I can name at the top of my head so I probably might have missed some and will add later on once I remember. Most are rated M/E (because I am a sucker for Kacchako smut bahaAHHAA)
HAVE READ / ONESHOT / COMPLETE
A Little Bit Closer by mignonettes (a Ground Zero...dildo?!)
A Softer World Prompt 46 by i-masshiro (kchk as exes. They never really got over each other)
A Sweet Surprise by ohmytheon (Ochako bakes Bakugou a birthday cake)
Again by corinnemaree (After Bakugo gives Ocha her first kiss, she just cant get enough)
All Work and No Play by mignonettes (one of the hottest kchk smuts imo)
Angel and Demon by EmeraldWaves (Ochako is a tease)
Apricity by i-masshiro (Christmas kchk; honesty hour for our babies, very cute)
As If to Say by calamansifresh (can’t get enough of a straightforward Bakugo. fluff!)
As We Minimize the Space by calamansifresh (Ochako’s obsession: touching Bakugo. hot smut)
Quiet by IchigoKacchan (twitter thread turned Ao3, HOT)
Bakudonis by Ichigo_Kacchan (1-A drooling over shirtless Bakugo)
Benign Masochism by windigop (Stripper Bkg. That’s it. I’m sold)
Best Birthday Ever by crystymre (A twitter thread full of fluff and everything nice uwu)
Biting the Bullet by MockingbirdSoul (one of the BEST kchk sexual tension fics EVAR)
Conflict Resolution by Colorslander (Bakugo is bad at feelings, yes)
Delivery Incoming by mignonettes (drunk Bakugo loves his girlfriend so much. VERY CUTE)
Drinks series by BlueTee (ahh!! drunk kchk!! isso!! cute!!! AHH)
Fight Night by ohmytheon (Ochako: *breaks Bakugo’s nose* Bakugo: im so turned on rn)
First Date Etiquette by Methoxyethane (smut and humor are /chefs kiss/)
Fleeting Emotions by EmeraldWaves (series of oneshots! includes tdmm and kmjr! fave is #4)
Fragile by Virtually Forgotten (another series of oneshots! fluff/angst/smut i’m in love)
Fuck or Die: Bakugo birthday edition by Italian_Lily (lust quirk and coming 7 times omg)
Fuck or Die by mignonettes (twitter thread; ochako hit by a quirk that makes ya horny)
Gentle Hands by corinnemaree (it takes a while for Bakugo to process that Ocha kissed him)
Girl of His Dreams by NamiSwaannn (Bakugo has very /vivid/ dreams abt Ochako)
good together by tusslee (kchk sext this is so hot asjdkhaf)
Hero Analysis and Application by SakuraDrops93 (slow-burn kchk wholesome content, except for chapter 28, ish)
Hot Lavender Latte by calamansifresh (coffee shop AU! cute and wholesome and fluffy)
How’s The Weather by crystymre (how the ending is written is the BEST)
I Don’t Care by SakuraDrops93 (MY. MOST. FAVORITE. NON-SMUT kchk oneshot)
I Don’t Compete by crystymre (kchk pro-hero AU. hot and sweet and cute)
If Heartbreak by i-masshiro (if you don’t want to have your heart broken, DONT READ THIS. </3)
Irresistible by ElanaDrex (lust quirk again, but dayum this hot)
Kill, Fuck, Marry by stillfly94 (twitter thread; we love an angry dork Bakugo)
Late Night Sweets by jarynw02 (so cute omg! Bakugo soft only for Chako)
Misfit Love by Ichigo_Kacchan (Bakugo bought a new desk and Ochako didnt like it. yet)
Morning Dew by calamansifresh (we need kchk morning sex in our lives)
No One Else by thesweetestnerd (again, Ochako being a hot tease)
Not Afraid by omytheon (Spin the bottle. Bakugo to kiss Ochako, then it gets complicated)
once bitten by wonduhhwoman/still.fly (vampire ochako oneshot. help, this is too hot.)
one juicy peach by still.fly (the first kcck i’ve read. it’s hot and beautiful ;_; sweet bakugo)
Partition by Ichigo_Kacchan (based on Beyonce’s Partition, Kacchako multitasks in limo)
[Prompt]Sweet Surprise Vday KCCK by italian_lily (Bakugo helps Ochako make cake)
Protect and Kill by ohmytheon (AU, Ocha is FBI agent and Baku is assassin)
quality time by still.fly (kcck as roommates. fluff!)
Quarantine Thread by Megadoodle (soooo cute!!!)
Quiet Time by ohmytheon (Deku overhears kcck on the top bunk doing...things)
say it and i’m yours by yaomomochi (aquarium date!!!)
Sparks by ohmytheon (secret relationship + blind date)
Stress Relief by Italian_lily (exactly how I would picture a kchk sparring smut scene tbh)
Suds ‘n’ Sweat by mignonettes (kcck in laundry and ya know what happens)
Summer Hoodies by mythica magic (Ochako in Bakugo’s sweater hrrrmm)
Take a Break by ohmytheon (pro-hero Kchk doing it in the workplace to relieve stress)
The Dark Web by ohmytheon (another hot kchk sexual tension comin’ right up!!!)
The feeling that isn’t entirely unpleasant by mysterious intentions (fluffy HS kchk!)
The Final Countdown by ohmytheon (New Year’s countdown, first kiss, pure kchk fluff <3)
The Five Times It’s Fake and the One Time It Isn’t by mignonettes (fake dating AU!)
thought that i was dreaming by lianhuawu (kchk post AFO-fight. sweet huhu)
Un Pour Tous by mignonettes (coffee shop AU, fluff!)
VIP Pass by HikoCassidy (oooh a drummer Bakugo)
warm light on a winter’s day by wonduhhwoman (soulmates kchk, stuck in cabin for winter)
Worthy by Tharros (drunk Ochako again + sweet “friend” Bakugo)
Yes or No is Not a Trick Question by silv3rbloodalch3mist (ANOTHER. FAVORITE. Honest Bakugo is hot)
Yours, If You Wanted by calamansifresh (bakugo and his hidden crush mehehe)
CURRENTLY READING / ONGOING
Aquating Training Session by BeMore (happens before camping arc; w/ tdmm!)
Boyfriend-Girlfriend Things by silv3rbloodalch3mist (ahh another one from a fave author!)
Little Do You Know by fullondisclosure (soulmates with a twist!)
Make it wit chu by Ichigo_Kacchan (a One night stand/FwB Kacchako)
Mr. Brightside by SakuraDrops93 (MY. MOST. FAVORITE! RECENTLY UPDATED AHH)
Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell by Ms_Chunks (very long but very good asdhajf kchk quirk dynamic)
floaty ‘splodey fic series by ishkabibble_bafflegab (every fic in this series is /hearteyes/)
Hot Cocoa & Chill by FrenchK (uwu i’m soft)
Seeing Double by knifekirby (Fantasy AU! I’m in love with this!)
The Reaper by thevoidyouknow (kchk roommates, virgin ocha and horny bakugo)
(Touch Me) Kill Each Other Slowly by corinnemaree (vampire!bkg)
there is something wrong with uravity by onlyfm (again with the horny quirk. yes)
We Can Never Be Friends by crystymre (reading this on twitter it’s so fun and hot omg)
why don’t you say so by frazzledazzle (all dialogue; all interesting drabbles! love this!)
You Lost by NanaHachikoSan (this is just hot dirty hahaha)
TO READ
A Different Perspective by house_of_pixels
actuality by still.fly
Among a Crowd of Faces by miraimisu
Bakugou Katsuki is Going to Become A Friendly Guy Even if it Kills Him by pisces-royalty
Blanket Pals by miraimisu
Clocks and Blades by Pomoon
Closer by Ichigo_Kacchan
downplay it by seconddaysea
Fall by crystymre
Finding Our Normal by theGingerTrekie
Floating Embers by megwritesfanfiction
Grounded by ElenaDrex
He Who Always Left First by miraimisu
Hot-headed by MoofyKitten
In Hindsight by infantblue
It’s Just Training by LaMuerta
It’s Our Secret, Angel Face by thesweetestnerd
Kacchako Week 2019 entries by BlueTee
Lie for Me by lovecassia
Limerence by KarmaHope
Make Me Forget by Chio Saki
Midnight Terrain by stillfly94
No One Knows by Ichigo_Kacchan
Noblesse Oblige by EmeraldWaves & Superevey
On the Rainbow Road by ohmytheon
One Day at a Time by jarynw02
Out of the Town by jarynw02
Popcorn for Breakfast by Ichigo_Kacchan
[Prompt]Glimpse into the Future by italian_lily
Something New by megwritesfanfiction
The Boys Start the War and the Girls Get Even by crystymre
The Heist by katschako
The Need Inside You by ohmytheon
the shape of your words by nascence
The Wonderful World of Jealousy by ohmytheon
These Stones We Skip by miraimisu
With the Touch of My Staff by miraimisu
If you can recommend me some (I’m pretty sure there are a lot of beautiful Kacchako fics out there I might’ve missed bc srsly this fandom has SO MANY talented writers), feel free to leave them in the comments and I’ll be more than happy to add them here
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Callout post: @toroidion @fckhand @mashcores @googledocz @1cm3 @tcnno @tarnmas @p976 @p15s @harmacysts tons of other urls-- SEXUALLY HARASSES AND ASSAULTS OTHER MINORS!!!
I apologize so much for posting this into fandom tags but he’s a Transformers fandom blogger and everyone needs to watch out. First off,
Here’s a list of shit this callout post covers:
him literally SEXUALLY ASSAULTING and SEXUALLY HARASSING MINORS.
him forcing nsfw/kink onto both MINORS and adults.
him being very emotionally manipulative (guilt tripping, threatening suicide to force people to be friends with him, etc.)
SO TW FOR ALL OF THAT.
Here are his blogs:
@38 (current url!!!)
@fckhand (he goes back to this url a lot)
@googledocz (past url)
@8752 (previous url)
@1cm3
@tcnno (a previous url)
@tarnmas (a previous url)
@roughbf (some sort of active sideblog)
@ctdc (an old tfkin group chat he had -- this is where he’s proved to harass people the most!!)
@pcrv (old URL - still online)
@p15s (old URL - still online)
@skrnr (old blog - recently taken by the Woody Collectives)
@breakpng-remade (an old blog when he used to ID as Breakdown)
@harmkin (an old blog he used to stalk people on to send them n.s.f.w)
Past URLs:
toroidion
incelreaper
magistream
oddcorn
harmacysts
harmacysts-remade
ctnet
cybertronnet
breakdovvn
breakpng
skrnr
soliqsnake
paralons
Names he goes by to watch out for:
Pharma
Para / Paralon
Docs
Griev
Grim
Ten
Break(down)
He’s a minor himself but that does NOT excuse him from literally sexually assaulting other minors and putting them in danger within multiple group chats.
Please PLEASE PLEASE REBLOG IF YOU CAN!
Note: some people in this post are kin with certain characters. If someone is using a character name, it’s because of that. Don’t attack them about this.
Note: those whose names/urls/etc. are not censored gave FULL PERMISSION to be included and not censored in this post.
Note: again, this person is indeed a minor too (which doesn’t excuse him at all) but please do not harass him. Block him and spread the word to protect other minors!
He sexually assaults other minors:
It’s been my personal experience of being with him in group chats that many times he has just been asked to stop talking nsfw/kink because he’s a minor or it just made people/other minors uncomfortable. However, most of the time, he either refused or said he’d stop... only to continue. That’s all I’ve experienced. This obviously isn’t enough to warrant a callout post, however...
HE HAS RECENTLY WENT SO FAR AS TO MASTURBATE WHILE ON CALL WITH A MINOR (15) WHO WAS TOO FUCKING SCARED TO TELL HIM TO STOP.
I’ve been given permission by the person he assaulted to say who they are: it was @t4ilgate he assaulted.
It started off with someone messaging me about it:
Note that @/harmacysts aka @fckhand (now @toroidion) fakes being a system in order to get out of most of the shit he starts. Ie. “oh my other alter did that, not me, so I can’t take responsibility for my actions!”
I later got proof of his sexual assault and harassment on a tumblr user by the URL of @t4ilgate (again, permission was given to make their url public):
JUST BECAUSE THIS PERSON DIDNT SAY NO AND FELT PRESSURED INTO IT, DOESNT MEAN ITS OK. THIS WAS FORCED UPON THEM. THEY LITERALLY SAY THAT THEY DIDNT SAY NO BECAUSE THEY WERE TOO FUCKING SCARED TO SPEAK UP.
He later tried to defend them not speaking up as them “giving consent”:
“They should not have given me the slightest consent if they didn’t want it” SILENCE AND FEAR IS NOT CONSENT.
“i gave them the option to say no multiple times” THEY WERE TOO SCARED OF YOU TO SAY NO. ALSO ACCORDING TO THEM,
YOU DIDNT AT ALL.
“I’m genuinely trying to get better” YOU WOULDNT FORCE NSFW/KINKS AND YOURSELF ONTO OTHER MINORS IF YOU ACTUALLY WERE.
And here it is CONFIRMED that they were pressured and scared/forced into this shit:
[ @/t4ilgate: i really tried to hint at trying to make things slow down when he started getting too sexual with me. he just kept asking and asking me until i just felt really pressured to just agree. he really took advantage of me, especially since i had something really similar like this happen before, i was distressed abt upsetting him. he kept asking me over and over how i was feeling, and asking me if i knew what he was feeling and doing. he kept insisting that i should be blunt whenever he did.
(name redacted): god - im so sorry you had to go through that ]
Again allow me to emphasize:
“he just kept asking and asking me until i just felt really pressured to just agree. he really took advantage of me, especially since i had something really similar like this happen before, i was distressed abt upsetting him.”
And in response to his “public apology”:
[ @/t4ilgate: HAHAHAHA W O W OK THEN - 'consent' oh, you mean, constantly badgering me until my 'i dont know, im not sure' turns into '....ok' - 70% of the call was spent doing sexual activities he spent so long trying to convince me to do. - get fucked. ]
HE DID THIS WITHOUT CONSENT AND EXCUSED EVERYTHING WITH “but... [after i intensely pressured and forced them into it] they barely said ok so it’s consensual!”
BADGERING SOMEONE UNTIL THEY GIVE IN IS NOT CONSENT. YOU ARE A FUCKING SEXUAL ASSAULTER AND YOU’VE POTENTIALLY TRAUMATIZED A MINOR FOR YOUR OWN SEXUAL GRATIFICATION.
I hope you have fun living with this knowledge for the rest of your life.
--
And here’s him being asked to leave, saying he’s “so sorry” for sexually assaulting someone, (note: the person telling him to leave says that he’s done this to MULTIPLE PEOPLE SO HE IS A REPEATED OFFENDER AND DANGER):
As you can see, him asking “are you sure you want me to leave [after sexually assaulting a member of your chat]” outright shows that he’s not even considerate of how others feel LET ALONE THE PERSON HE ASSAULTED. He asks after sexually assaulting someone if they really want him to leave. Which, no shit asshole who WOULDNT want you to leave.
As a trauma survivor myself, this utterly disgusts me that this person @/harmacysts aka @fckhand (now @38) who is also the owner of @/ctnet would go so far as to WILLINGLY TRAUMATIZE ANOTHER MINOR FOR SEXUAL GRATIFICATION.
That’s cocsa even if it’s not physical or in-person, it’s still a form of sexual assault and harassment and I feel so fucking bad for the person (people?) he’s sexually harassed.
It gets worse!!!!
HE ALSO MADE A BLOG ABOUT THIS POOR MINOR AND HIS SEXUAL FANTASIES ABOUT THEM AND HARASSED THEM ON THERE TOO
Apparently this has happened BEFORE with other people as well many times:
[@/t4ilgate: -and really sexually affectionate, but i never knew he’d do that w/out asking me first - YEAH - like he even made a nsfw vent blog to talk about him lusting over me and just feels so bad and wrong i hate it i hate it
(name redacted): he did that to us too
@/t4ilgate: the url used to be harmkin - seriously???
(name redacted): he used to have a blog called fakegimmick and he’d vague about wanting to fuck us (all 17+ year olds) all the time
@/t4ilgate: that’s so fucking sick holy shit i never knew
(name redacted): and he’d even send us the links to the shit he’d vague - it was so fucking uncomfortable - he even made fun of sex-repulsion]
Him making nsfw blogs to literally stalk and harass other minors sexually and to talk about them sexually is fucking creepy. He was asked to stop multiple times but DID NOT EVER STOP. This is harassment, this is cocsa, and this is disgusting.
If that wasn’t enough, then here’s more of what he’s done:
UPDATE!! -- his new url has changed to @38 !
@tcnno used to be a previous url (proof):
[ like… i know ive been denying everything this whole time but… the person that was called out is in our system. im a newer host. i tried to get away from the whole thing because im a coward but that’s irrelevant. the point is that im letting go of my role as host and Pharma is taking that. if anyone is uncomfortable just leave the server its all fine. i doubt im going dormant but we’ll see. im really sorry i have to do this everything is too much for me to handle right now.
if anyone wants anything cleared out just ask. pharma is here with me so he can ask questions as well.
by the way feel free to screenshot that because im not hiding anymore.
oh and if you dont know whats going on just… ((link to the callout against him)) yeah. he doesnt do that kind of shit anymore and is getting better but still if anyone is uncomfortable, feel free to cut contact ] --- source (tcnno)
please note that he has excused his manipulative and abusive behavior and even the fact that he has sexually harassed a minor with his “system” and “headmates” before!!!!!
He has said MANY TIMES that he has “changed”!!
this is normal manipulative behavior for him. please do not fall for it! he is STILL VERY MUCH A DANGER!!
and he’s since then moved to @1cm3 as stated on his blog:
and from this blog you can find a url trail from 1cm3 to @incelreaper and then back to the old @fckhand and over to @arknights and over to @mashcores and then to @googledocz where he deleted most of his content and then to 8752 where he seems to go back to the url @fckhand a lot where he admitted he was googledocz. he is now @38
UPDATE: HE JOKES ABOUT SEXUALLY HARASSING PEOPLE AND ADMITS HE DOESNT FEEL BAD ABOUT WHAT HE DID!
I guess he saw the callout post and all he did was make jokes about it and thus him sexually harassing people:
and then even say he “feels bad but also not”:
He forces nsfw/kink onto both other minors and adults:
Many people have come to me telling me that in all of the group chats he runs and/or is in, he has tried to force nsfw/kink shit onto minors MANY TIMES.
The below pictures in this next part include him going so far as to force nsfw/kink onto his old ex datemate. He’s went so far as to completely ignore their boundaries and they make commentary here and there about how scared they were (tw for vaguely nsfw implied text - but nothing outright nsfw):
[ @/harmacysts: we still have that thing you suggested - we should do that eventually.
--- A note from his ex who we’ll call “Tracer”: I didn’t suggest it. ]
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[ @/harmacysts: well i just remembered a thing from our past and im-
“Tracer”: ???????
Harmacysts: try to guess
--- A note from his ex: here im playing along bc im too scared to do anything else ]
===
and here is where his ex datemate tried to LEAVE THE SITUATION but he kept forcing it further:
Nothing is outwardly nsfw but his ex is clearly very VERY uncomfortable and tries to literally escape the situations he puts them in MULTIPLE TIMES to the point where they feel SCARED of him.
There were also a few other instances of him forcing nsfw/kink onto people:
He has posted pictures of himself wearing a collar in a group chat he used to be in. This made a lot of people very uncomfortable as he’s a minor so they had to delete the pic he sent. During the time he was wearing it/sent the pic, he kept talking about how “age regressed” he was and then later on called his age regression “pet regression” (possible fetishization of age regression and trauma?)
After being called out about it, instead of apologizing and trying to make things better, he deleted most of the shit he sent and ran from the situation and left the group chat, unable to take people telling him to stop posting nsfw things.
Most of it was deleted including the picture he posted, but here is where he sent it:
note: NO ONE told him to send it and NO ONE told him that it was ok to. Here’s proof that they did not encourage him AT ALL and even told him to NOT post it:
and here’s the aftermath of it where, when being talked to about it and asked to stop in a calm manner, he immediately guilt trips the person telling him to stop:
[caption:
(Name redacted): I apologize but you didn’t have to leave. All I was asking was for you to not post such things into a chat with adults and - Yeah a few people have also mentioned that it made them incredibly uncomfortable as well as adults. I also don’t understnad the issue with me asking you to not post such things, and for adults to be informed of you being a minor.
Harmacysts: no its just best im not there at all]
However, after that, he once again began to force collars and kink shit onto people DESPITE BEING TOLD TO STOP MULTIPLE TIMES:
Here’s where people tell him to stop:
Note, these are taken from multiple group chats,
[ (name redacted): you NEED TO STOP POSTING THIS SHIT its making so many people uncomfortable and youre a MINOR. this isnt an nsfw chat. this is a sfw chat. and even if we did allow nsfw, YOURE A MINOR YOU NEED TO FUCKING STOP OR ELSE WE’RE GOING TO BOOT YOU FOR GOOD, OK? ]
[ (name redacted): pleasee stop this is really uncomfortable im a minor and i dont wanna see this stuff.... please??? idc if youre a minor too i want you to stop!! ]
He’s made EVERYONE both minors and adults uncomfortable. He forces nsfw/kink shit onto minors. He forces it onto adults too. No matter how much people ask him to stop, he doesn’t.
He’s caused multiple minors harm and has even triggered quite a few of them into panic attacks with his blatant sexual harassment.
I can’t stress it enough that even though he’s a minor himself, THIS IS NOT OK --- LET ALONE THE FACT THAT HE SEXUALLY ASSAULTED ANOTHER MINOR!!
He’s very emotionally manipulative:
Here are some accounts of him emotionally manipulating, guilt tripping, threatening suicide, and even trying to break relationships up out of jealousy.
This will be a mixture of people’s encounters with him and screenshots of what he’s said/done.
[ (name redacted): one of the only things that made me stay and wait for him to get better was the fact he used to guilt trip me with "i think i would have kms if i hadn't ever met you" which made me feel important but burdened WITH A FUCKING HUMAN LIFE ]
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[ (Name redacted #1): all he said when i once commented about the age difference between his first two relationships i knew of was "i can see why it's not everyone's thing" like................. hey
(Name redacted #2): oh my god
(Name redacted #3): so he perpetuates gross age gaps - also he’s still shoving his nsfw kink talk into minor’s faces - he’s doing it in other group chats
(Name redacted #4): UGh ]
so he advocates and even perpetuates for adult/minor and age-gap relationships.
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a few emotionally manipulative and guilt-trippy things he’s said but nothing too serious to warrant a callout post by itself, but it’s still something to include to show his general behavior:
(he apparently used to go by this name and icon in a different chat)
EDIT as of 21/01/2018: since then, he has been changing to numerous URLs, FULLY PRETENDING TO BE OTHER PEOPLE, and trying to drag new people into his shit. He’s hurt even more people according to a few sources and STILL tries to excuse his actions with weak apologies and saying that he “has changed and improved”:
[[ Pharmy boy (aka harmacysts/fckhand -- now @toroidion): yeah ik its really bad but if you need an apology/explanation or something i can provide one? just first off its been 5 months since everything Happened. ive improved a lot since then and i dont condone those types of things at all. it was very stupid of me and i take all the responsibility for it. i mightve been 14 at the time but that doesnt take away how bad it is. ((continued))--
I am trying my best. So first off yeah I did do sexual things on call with another person when i hadnt been given a proper answer, and i did pressure them into it. I admit that. I didnt mean to hurt them, I genuinely thought it was ok, but now i know better. i do feel very guilty for what i did. ill be more careful in the future and am sure to not repeat the same thing ever again.
then theres me talking about nsfw when people were telling me to stop. obviously thats not a right thing to do either, as everyone was clearly uncomfortable with it. i wont repeat that either, and will look after it myself.
theres also me blaming things on alters, and not taking responsibility for what they mightve done. i dont remember exactly what happened but from now on im sure to take note of what they do and apologize for them. ((note: he is NOT an actual system, does not have DID, and only started to claim to be one after he got friends who also claimed to be systems))
ive also bee manipulative in the past, and ive taken note of it. i used to guilt trip people and say shit like “no one loves me and youre lying” etc etc but i promise i will not do that again.
the only time i ever did stuff like that was the ones mentioned, i havent done the same before, and neither will i do it again. ((false: he has done many more things that weren’t documented due to him deleting messages after he was told off or called out))
sorry thats a bit sloppy.
but like. i promise ive improved, and i still am. ill continue to improve from now on as well, you can give me a chance to prove that if you so desire.
bottomtron: sorry but, literally, i cant. my abuser of 3 years that ruined my life was like this and i even physically lived with him. im sure youll get better in time but 5 months isnt long and my gut tells me to just do what i feel is right. so i hope you have a good run in life and you do get better. ]]
however, despite harmacysts/fckhand’s claims, he actually HAS NOT changed and continues to sexually harass and perhaps even groom other minors:
plus it should be quite obvious that 5 months is barely enough time, especially since there has been little difference in his behaviour.
Small edit as of 2018/07/30 --- fckhand (now @38) proves that he STILL has not changed and does not care about nor respect any of his friends’ decisions to leave him after they find out what he has done.
He has no changed, will not change, and refuses to respect peoples’ decisions even after claiming for ages now that he does. He is lying.
TLDR --- this person @fckhand (now @38) literally sexually harassed another minor under the guise that their silence and fear was consent. He pressured them into it and harmed them. He’s extremely manipulative and toxic and is KNOWN to force nsfw/kink onto other minors. since then, he has been lying and trying to worm his way back into fandoms and people’s lives.
again do not harass him but by all means please reblog this post, block him, and tell others!
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