#and giving her and dena the resolution they deserve is even more cathartic now that my mom’s gone
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Currently crying in the club on a Wednesday afternoon over this journal entry from my mom’s camera roll
#mel’s musings#this is from my 15th birthday i think#and it fucks me up every time i read it. genuinely one of the most beautiful expressions of love i’ve ever seen put to words#our relationship was pretty tumultuous back then. it’s my main source of inspiration for how i write the conflict b/w denise and jen#of course the circumstances aren’t quite the same. for us it was my mom being ill-equipped to handle my executive dysfunction#on top of the usual teenage obstinacy. whereas for them they’re contending with the grief of their husband/dad’s disappearance#and their wildly different ways of responding to it is the primary source of conflict#but regardless. this really reads like a jen quote to me#and giving her and dena the resolution they deserve is even more cathartic now that my mom’s gone#our relationship recovered during my last semester of high school but it never really got to blossom#and giving them that chance where i lost it is a big source of healing for me. my beautiful resilient ladies they mean the world to me 🥺#forest for the tree
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