#an Outback just shove it all in your car and take a trip to goodwill and whatever goodwill doesnt take bring to the free section in the dump | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

marinecorvid · 5 months

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sorry venting

the joy of having fun little knickknacks and thingamajigs related to what you love VS. the desire to not become overwhelmed by material items + the agony overwhelming that comes with being keenly surrounded by stuff: FIGHT

#maybe it’s just bc I have ‘still living in my childhood bedroom as an adult’ syndrome #but am in the process of tidying up and it just. god. fucking bowled me over #sometime soon I gotta Marie kondo this place again #and maybe look into upgrading storage #instead of y’know sticking with the stuff I’ve been using since middle school #but also also pre Covid before (and after) my grandfather died #a lot of stress my mom was under (and me by extension) was that he was an awful hoarder #and he didn’t rlly care #but then he died and we had to take sporadic trips out to his old apartment and help his roommate/partner/person go through all his shit #and then we had to just start throwing shit out bc their rent lease end was coming up and she needed to have everything moved out #so now it’s like. I feel hypersensitive to it #and we still have so much shit in the house not even in my room #some of which is still his!!!#and it’s like….. mom wants to go through it all properly and try and sell it but I’m fucking so tired of it. just get rid of it you have an #an Outback just shove it all in your car and take a trip to goodwill and whatever goodwill doesnt take bring to the free section in the dump #but she’s not going to do that bc She’s Mom and whenever I try to just throw stuff out she says stuff that makes me second guess myself #or insists she’ll try to find someone to give it to #but then she doesn’t a lot of the time so it just sits in my room or some random spot around the house #she is picking and choosing every battle that is presented to her and she is losing and I am trying not to lose my mind

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