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chrisbangs · 11 months
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ok anyway if anyone would like to buy some of these hmu 👋😁
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plsdonttakemyname · 1 year
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You dont have to feel like you gotta do this, bc i know sm ppl r too out of their comfort zone with it, but would you consider:
Poly!Soukoku? Like Dazai / reader / chuuya?
Fluff HCs?
Ig if you wanted more fun stuff (pls dont do it this is too much!) What do you think would be a good ability for an S/O of them to have?? :0
I have this one idea where their just a sort of puppet master and have strings that they can latch onto ppl and physically move them around, or even mess with memories (the non-passionate/deep seated ones) bc i thought Dazai would like the different ways it could be applied, and Chuuya would think it's badass to watch you just, lower the glowing strings coming out of fingertips attached to like a group of armed enemies and they just like, drop their guns and bow.
Feel free to have fun with this however you want, or delete the request if its too much!
Also the ability i talked abt doesnt have to be readers ability, and these could just be chill headcanons abt their relationship! Whatever works!
Hope youre having a great weekend so far, and I really like your writing!!
Cheers,
Poly Anon ☢️
Poly!Soukoku X G!n Reader
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A/n; Hi Anon! Tysm I really appreciate it! I'm glad you like my writing! I hope you're having a great weekend so far too :D
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Genre; Fluff, Hcs
Pairings; Chuuya X Dazai X Reader
Warnings; Mentions of Suicide(Dazai), my bad writing, Might has some grammar mistakes 😭
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Now how do I start with this chaotic relationship...
Chuuya would try to kill Dazai from time to time and you have to be there to stop them because of it 😭
I feel like s/o would toy with their opponents with the use of their ability
Mori had assigned you three on another mission together even though one was already enough since the three of you were strong enough but who knows why he assigned you three on a mission like this
Chuuya would be surprised and amazed at the same time when he first saw your ability with his own eyes, sure he has heard about this ability before but he’s never actually seen it for himself before.
Chuuya thinks that his s/o is so badass when they puppet the enemies, making them bow down and drop all of the weapons carried to the battle.
Dazai on the other hand would not really get surprised since this is his first time actually seeing this ability with his own eyes and not hearing it from some stupid book, but he still knew from the beginning
But when the three of you are all bored and out of missions to carry out, you'll all hangout in a bar to spend some time with each other
It's either one of yall ended up drunk OR you all ended up drunk and passed out in the bar 😭
The three of you will always go out to the mall or on expensive dinner dates
You all share the same apartment and that's where things are starting to get really wild
When getting into bed, there is never peace...The three of you would be kicking each other off the bed and slapping each other in the middle of the night 💔
"GODDAMN CHUUYA STOP KICKING ME" *SNORES*
Chuuya Is the kicker,Dazai is the pusher and you're the one that's suffering 😢
Just imagine this, suddenly you woke up at an ungodly hour because you felt a hand slapping your face just to find out it was Dazai slapping you in his sleep and Chuuya is almost on the floor still dead asleep after a long day in the Port Mafia.
You had enough one night and decided to kick them both off the bed and acted as if you're still asleep 😭
It's legit 4am and suddenly you just kick them off the bed "OW" "what...the..fuck..." *Y/n fake snoring noises*
Besides that when it's really peaceful it's either they're both on a long mission or they're ACTUALLY not kicking or pushing each other off the bed.
The three of you likes to cuddle and fall asleep in each other's warmth
"Will you,Y/N L/n, Come double suicide with me?" "no." "OI MACKEREL IF YOU WANNA DIE I CAN KILL YOU NOW STOP ASKING Y/N TO SUICIDE WITH YOU JACKASS" "YOU HURT MY FEELINGS CHIBI.." while you're just busy typing up a report and also trying to calm down
When one of you are on a mission alone you all definitely give each other a goodbye and goodluck kiss before heading out
Besides all of those chaotic stuff happening in your relationship, You all are an unbreakable trio
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That's all I hope you like it </3
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Thoughts on scream queens? Because I rly wanna share mine ): I think the fact that all Chanels are made to be relatable in certain scenes (and act like teen/young adults) and then get locked in the psych is to disturb us a bit. Like a "that could be you" thing. Also I love how everyone speaks their mind. I know it's because of the grotesque/comedic value, but it just shows so much about the real world. How Chanel is so unapologetic and most rich women think like this, they just pretend. Or how Chad behaves. This kinda crumbled in later episodes as the show tried to take itself seriously ):
THANK U FOR THIS i love hearing ppls opinions on stuff like this sm
i never thought of the whole psych ward thing like that, but now that uve said it i do see that which is actually a little scary😭
ME TOO i love their unafraid humour sm, i do think it’s not for everyone tho bc sometimes i can see how ppl might see it as offensive. there were maybe a few lines that made me a little uncomfortable but i never took it serious bc it’s obviously satire.
i agree!! esp with ur chanel point i feel like this show has a lot to say about society and wealth but uses hilarious satirical humour to do it, which is why i love it sm.
i’m rewatching rn and i’m only up to the second ep so i don’t remember a lot but i do remember the humour of second season being kind of a let down compared to first💔
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tristitia · 3 days
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i really loved these ask questions by @archivoasks which I found thru @svnarin and I wanna answer them all! they literally reminded me of my time on quotev where I used to take those free answer surveys! ughhh! I miss making quizzes 😭 but here we go <33
1. what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?
guilt. isolation. and my own will to better myself after 10th class.
2. show us a picture of your handwriting?
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3. films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?
the hangover, pt 3. the campaign. the conjuring 2.
4. what made you start your blog?
I had started so many blogs and deleted them over these 3-4 yrs on Tumblr 😅 but I made my first blog (@demeto-anima) to post astrology incorrect quote, somehow it turned into TR blog, then I started posting my writings on it. When the list of my works started to grow, I made my side-blog @emotioball, then in December of 2022, I deleted both. Then in Jan 2023, I made my beloved @tristitia, on which I used to post my writings on my beloved Taiju, in March I guess, I deleted it too 😭 Now I'm here again, with the same name, but this time posting nothing because I lost that content maker streak in me somewhere back in September of last year 😭
5. what’s the best and worst part of being online/a creator?
The best part is, you enjoy what you create and the sad part it, it hurts when ppl don't appreciate what you made with your whole heart 😔💔 (and also that to be visible, to become a bigger blog, you have to be socially active which on so many occasions I had failed to achieve because I'm scared of talking to someone else outside my circle (which is a semi-circle tbh)
6. what scares you the most and why?
My sister dying before me 💔 She is the only person on this planet who loves and understands me without any condition, she's my soul mate, I'll die if she's gone 💔
7. any reacquiring dreams?
yeah... this big road that never seems to end. I always find myself standing alone on it
8. tell a story about your childhood
once a boy in 2nd grade wrote my name on his arm with blade, principle thrashed him so bad (Idk why such things happens to me all the time, something like this repeated I'm 11th grade too)
9. would you say you’re an emotional person?
Yes, on a scale of 0 to 10, I'm 15.
10. what do you consider to be romance?
understanding each other, being honest to each other. random acts of services. making time to meet up at the park or cafe. long walks together, sharing stories, all kind of them, good, bad, embarrassing— this is love
11. what’s some good advice you want to share?
don't ever do anything half-heartedly
12. what are you doing right now?
recovering from typhoid 😭 mustering courage to complete my notes
13. what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been to scared to do?
get into politics, I love it so much, I'm serious when I say I want to become Prime Minister of India 😭
14. what do you think of when you hear the word “home”?
books, TV, good movies to watch with my family
15. if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
try to be more confident
16. name 3 things that make you happy
books, writing, finally understanding a complex topic
17. do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?
I believe in ghosts! I've a whole theory that they live in the lower electromagnetic spectrum of light, yk in the UV range and we cannot see them because we see things in visible range
18. favourite thing about the day?
it's lively, and I'm more productive during this time
19. favourite things about the night?
you got to make vivid scenarios before bed
20. are you a spiritual person?
not right now, but I want to be. achieve that state of peacefulness and satisfaction
21. say 3 things about someone you love
they stuck with me when I thought they'll leave. they respect my opinions. they never judges me.
22. say 3 things about someone you hate
you're mean. you're arrogant. you'll never know love if you'll keep making everything about yourself.
23. what’s one thing you’re proud of yourself for?
I know when to distance myself from things that are running me mentally and/or physically
24. fave season and why?
summer, because there are lots of flowers and butterfly and green grass and blue sky and basically, lots of colors and life
25. fave colour and why?
yellow, because it reminds me of warmth, sun, sunflowers and that everything will be okay if it's not already, also Taiju's eyes are yellow so that's why too 🤭
26. any nicknames?
yeah, my one friend calls me Ashi and other calls me Asubaba
27. do you collect anything?
foreign currencies!
28. what do you do when you’re sad?
I watch TV 😭 and cry
29. what’s one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?
writing, especially when it turns out the way I wanted it too 🫶✨️
30. are you messy or organised?
mostly organized
31. how many tabs do you have open right now?
34 right now ♡ last week the number reached 80
32. any hobbies?
writing, reading, journaling
33. any pet peeves
i hate it when ppl talk to me in a way that they are demeaning me. homophobes and ppl who don't respect other person's culture, religion, ethenicity, etc. also irks me a lot
34. do you trust easily?
yeah 😔
35. are you an open book or do you have walls up?
according to my sister, I'm the most obvious person on this planet
36. share a secret
I think I'm bi
37. fave song at the moment?
coney island by taylor swift ft. the national
38. youtuber you’ve been obsessed with and why?
Dhruv Rathee, he is so brave and speaks the facts about the current situation in thr country. logical and presents his view without applying any bias biasness
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yuukei-yikes · 1 year
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What’s your opinion on Harushin (Haruka and Shintaro)? Can be either platonic or romantic
i love that u had to clarify who they are LMAOOO
hmm well i don't like them romantically. when it comes to the yuukei quartet ships I'd put them at the bottom 💔 mostly cuz i just dont ship haruka with anyone other than takane (but for some reason i pass takane around like a blunt) and also it means a lot to me that the reason haruka recognizes he loves takane is bc he defines shintaro as a friend but feels sad putting takane in the same category bc of the different feelings she entails.
and I HAVE THIS PET PEEVE that is a bit silly and nuanced. and it implies a lil bit of jin bashing so TOTAL AND COMPLETE DISCLAIMER i love jin's work and his characters and i immensely respect everything he's done for this franchise he shares with us and clearly loves. that said fuck his misogynistic fucking writing
i could go on and on and on abt that but to answer this ask specifically, i just HATE that shintaro is so nice to haruka and he's just a total ass to ayano and takane for no goddamn reason. takane was SO nice to him at first, could u imagine the good buddies they would've been if shintaro was fucking normal. and shintaro LITERALLY stands in a 2 hour line at the festival just to insult her😭😭😭 he didn't even KNOW her. he's like "u act like this big shot bc all these ppl fawn over you" as if takane hadn't been literally sobbing miserably the whole afternoon precisely bc people were fawning over her and she found it mortifying. bc ofc he didnt know that!! LIKE WHAT WAS THE DAMN REASON HE DID THIS HES CRAZY i will never know what was going thru jin's mind writing that bit but ig all i can do is imagine shintaro was like GIRLS CANT PLAY GAMES *SHAKING* i know im always talking abt shintaro and takane's friendship and how much i love them but god the writing in the hs days is just inexcusable like shintaro is so damn unlikable. i hate when they put him and takane in the same level of irrational arguers bc truly takane is just fucking defending herself. how would u treat a person who didnt even give u a damn chance and just says all that shit to u first meeting. and she's also speaking for ayano too cuz her ass wont defend herself. and also haruka wont say anything. like takanes fighting for her life in here i 10000% support her actions as ene cuz man fuck that guy i find it insane she still cared for him anyway
and it pisses me off that then we see him in novel 6 being totally capable of being a decent fucking person to haruka. like seriously what's his damage. also idk japanese but i THINK shintaro speaks in a polite manner to haruka and not to ayano and takane. obligatory joke im gay not bc i like men but bc i hate women etc etc etc
i could rly go on abt how much it annoys me haruka and shintaro's friendship is super developed opposed to ayano and takane's pathetic dynamic that doesnt pass the already stupid bechdel test (i actually ranted a lil bit abt it on my side twitter a few days ago if you wanna read it LMAO) (it starts as a thread abt harutaka but then i get sidetracked cuz...yeah) BUT THIS IS ABT HARUKA AND SHINTARO SO. yeah u could excuse it with shintaro being the protag and ofc getting a lot more focus on his relationships but still. i kinda resent this aspect of their dynamic so i don't like the ship teehee i just... i think haruka is way too good for him sorry shintaro my man. i say this while shipping shinaya i know but to be fair i make them go through hell in my mind before they can properly be happy together if at all. bc when i start going off abt all this stuff i also start resenting shinaya LMAOOO sometimes i say i like it out of nostalgia but then their whole story together and how theyre literally always destined to find each other (holds head) ok. thats aside the point. i have a complicated relationship to shinaya. it's all abt drawing the line between author and creation and how much u can say augh author is being annoying and augh character is just an ass on purpose. and compared to the pov of all the other kagepro characters, u can indeed see that sexism shit in all of it (i could whip out examples in a second)but on shintaro it is noticeably worse LOL
and again im not blaming fictional characters for author's misogyny, like someone is writing this duuuh which is why haruka never points it out but FROM MY insane perspective i interpret it as haruka recognizing the pattern but he's so damn spineless he can't bring himself to stand up for ayano and takane. he probably makes some comments that shintaro just dimisses and haruka is too nervous to bring them up again *me going off abt the internalized misogyny of fictional characters headcanoned based on the author being misogynistic*
ERM. ANOTHER REMINDER I LOVE KAGEPRO AND I RESPECT JIN FOREVER BC HE IS THE CREATOR OF ALL MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS. but also lol. doesn't mean i cant point out some of this stuff yknooooow
uhhh soooo platonic wise i love them. but its also not my favorite dynamic to explore, id repeat some of the stuff ive already written, it does bother me shintaro is Normal to haruka and not to ayano and takane and haruka acts like nothing. it's just a big thing that annoys me generally abt them lol and i find it tough to separate from author like i normally would with these weird things he includes because this bit is just a whole dynamic you know?? i could.... go on abt this but um. sorry ive been talking for a while. its definitely something im kinda bitter about in the writing.
but still they're definitely sweet, and i understand the appeal completely!!! these are just My thoughts i think its 2023 and i wont get death threats for not liking a ship anymore but also haruka is shintaro's bisexual awakening that is for damn sure. i like entertaining the onesided concept. shintaro being like hahahaha what if we kisssed like ayano and takane apparently did and haruka is like No thanks.
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HELLO!!! gosh im so bad at using tumblr aside from reblogging so this has been a long time coming but i came to say U R A POET!! i found your acc when u had like 2 ? fics out and i remember reading “if i fell through the floor i would keep falling” when it had 90 notes and feeling like someone had put their hand in my chest and ripped my heart out…. i was so confused how it didnt have 100000000 notes?!?! i am still confused now. it’s some of the most beautiful writing ive read (& i don’t even really read for geto so it was such a random find but i am so grateful). my favorite line was “he figures he can give you this one thing, at least.” there are so many heartbreaking ones in that piece but this one was especially so. it’s crazy to me how well you painted the scenes, it really felt like i could visually See every moment.
anyways, i rediscovered your account a few days ago thanks to “i can’t close my eyes alone” and i am BUZZING with excitement at how large your masterlist is (seeing many hurt/comfort fics and u absolutely KILL at that genre omg) i cant emphasize enough how excited i am to tear through it!!!! no way i get any sleep tonight. also sleeping in a bathtub is so horribly senseless that i relate deeply. i would also make a decision like that in anger and commit to it. my favorite line from that work is “sincerity and honesty are things that have been used against him all his life” 💔💔
please expect another longwinded message once i get through all your new works!! thank you for sharing your art
- duzhee
HI HELLO!!!!!!! god i KNEW your user sounded familiar……. i was like ”duzhee hmmm where have i heard that before … 🤨🤨” i think u were the first person who rbed that fic w tags actually, it made me so happy 🥺🥺 i still have a screenshot of it saved in my lil motivational folder <333
im so happy u found ur way back here, u have no idea!!!!! and gosh literally everything u said is so so sweet and thoughtful im tearing up T_T that geto fic still has a v special place in my heart, so i cant tell u how glad i am that u enjoyed it!! especially since u dont read geto often like thats such a huge accomplishment to me….. aaa u even mentioned ur fave line!! its my favorite thing to hear ever 🥺🥺
and the gojo fic!!! im so happy u liked that too!!! im super duper weak for hurt/comfort so its so flattering to me that u think i write it well?!??? u r so so sweet. tysm again for mentioning ur fave line it gives me like … an outrageous amount of happiness when ppl do 😭😭😭 
AND HONESTLY DUZHEE… the only reason i made reader sleep in a bathtub is bc i wanna do it myself so bad LMAO i love sleeping in unconventional places like i love nothing else <333 
ah and and and !!! honestly having someone call my writing ”poetic” is just ……. The most flattering thing ever???? u r genuinely such an angel, tysm for taking the time to write this out 🥺🥺 it made my morning!!!! i am EAGERLY looking forward to another longwinded message from u <3333
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Sorry I’m just completely heartbroken feels like a half of me died with her// i know how you feel. That's also how i felt when my dog died a decade ago. I avoid getting attached to animals after that. Growing up, I ended up avoiding getting attached to anything/anyone that could eventually hurt me. I can only show who I really am with strangers who I will never meet again. Strangers with no names never disappoints. It's been a decade and I still very much miss my dog as much as the day she left.// hi it’s me I’m starting to think the same thing to be honest I mean with her as soon as I brought her home she went on my lap and fell asleep for 3hrs and yes I couldn’t disturb her😂 it was a instant bond and I remember when she was about 1yr we had to take her the vet and within a 2 mins of being in the room the vet said she was too attached to me and I needed to create some distance so she learns so be more independent but how could I? We already made that bond from day one she was a house cat as when we adopted her as a kitten they recommended to keep her in bc she was so nervous/shy and genuinely terrified. So I couldn’t help being just as attached to her as she was with me. I was 17yrs old when I had her so I grew up with her and finding everything so extremely hard and feel like I’m half dead and at nights is worse as we always cuddle and she helped me sleep as I have sleep problems. What makes it harder is I have to wait 10 till 15 days to get her ashes back and maybe longer bc I’m in the UK and bc the fucking queen died which a lot of us don’t give a shot about. So yeah this is the 1st time I’m home and she’s not here 💔😭 I’m sorry for ur loss anon it sounds horrible/hard not being able to get attached to another animal and I hope I’m not like that as I have another cat her brother and some rabbits. I already don’t get attached to ppl bc of what I experienced as a child thank u for sharing
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leejenowrld · 3 months
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hii I just wanna say I was late to ex bf conversation so I was mad lost 💀 anyway and I just wanna say I appreciate u opening up since I know it's not easy I've never had a bf so ur post made me sad and horny at the same time. I also went through a time were I was not in the best place mentally and I could give the ppl around me why they needed so ur not a bad gf it just wasn't the best time and that's okay since it takes time for people and wounds to heal I'm still healing mine after years of it happening. 💖 that fact the he was willing to respect ur wishes and still be friends with u idk if he's the best guy to leave behind 😔 he sounds very sweet so I hope if one day u decide to find a bf I'm rooting for u 2 and I can't fathom a loss of a loved one sk close to me I have had ppl leave out of my life tho and it hurts even more than knowing they are resting peacefully since instead they just leave me 🤡 but anyway I'm sending all my love for u and ur writing.
hiiiii 🫶🫶 so so happy you sent me this and i hope you enjoyed the ex bf content 😭😭
and thank you<3 tbh it wasn’t easy at first but i’ve gotten used to it. sharing on here is easier than i expected, everyone has been so kind and caring and supportive so <3 definitely a safe space.
you get me :(( it does suck not being enough for the people around you. i hope you’re doing better and i’m sending you all my love 🥰 if you need anyone to talk to my messages or my inbox are always open xx and tbh same. i hope one day we do reconcile. i will always love him and he always love me
it’s bittersweet. she was in a lot of pain so i’m glad she’s in a better place but like 💔💔now i’m here alone
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chlorinecake · 3 months
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idk if u didnt reply to my last one or it didnt show up again 💔💔💔💔💔 ok so i literally forgot what i wrote last time soooo im screwed
i think i wrote
blueberry diaries log one
i mean i love jake land but the thing is idols they rarely come here like.. world tour literally means japan korea america americans are sooooo lucky 💔💔💔 i wish i could see enha but they havent come here even ONCE but its ok ive still had the chance to go to some concerts 😄😄 but the thing is i was literally resisting the urge to fly to singapore to watch enha 😞😞😞
speaking of did u go to the enhypen concert when they went to 29393288283 places in ur country 😄if u did hope it was fun (dying on the inside) if u didnt thennnn.. theres always next time
america is very cool tho i went there a while ago long flight tho but it was fun i went back in time sooo
im very curious what happens when an idol sees an au about themself.. 😭😭 how would they react LMAOAOA
anyways about universe ticket its really not traumatising some of the contestants even have tiktok accounts 😄😄 it feels a little rushed tho.. BUT THE THING IS THE DEBUT GROUP HAS ONE ADULT AND ONE 12 YEAR OLD I FEEL SO OLDDDD
also i never knew that you can change the size and the font of words on tumblr i feel so.. uneducated 😭😭
ok signing off,
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Omg, the “Blueberry Diaries” 😍 Sign me up, I love this show alreadyyy !!
Flying out to Singapore just to see them perform would’ve been such a fun experience I’m sure, but at the same time, very expensive and maybe even scary if you went alone … Crossing my fingers in hope that one day tho, Enhypen will show some love to Jake Land and it’s residing engenes 🫶
But no, I’ve actually never been to one of their concerts before, and as much as I’d love to go one day, my mom is SO ANTI kpop to the point that if she even knew that I listened to their music, she’d take my phone away again 😭 Like ong, she literally had a panic attack when she saw pictures of Hyunjin & Niki in my gallery, but that’s a story for another day … 🍵
And omg, which state did you visit (if you don’t mind sharing) …. You also just reminded me of my childhood fascination with Australia… I don’t know why, but I’ve always wanted to visit there as a kid, and even more NOW as an adult knowing that so many of my favorites idols are from there :’3
About the ff thing tho, I honestly feel like most of them would be flattered by it while others would just find it flat out weird 😭 Sometimes, I get the feeling that Enhypen knows abt ppl writing stuff for them, mostly bc it just seems like they’re always in on our inside jokes and strange engene ways 🫠
But trainees having active social media accounts is new :0 ?!? And ‘11 liners working alongside adults is crazyy !! Hell, I can’t even believe I just said 11’ liners, HELP-
Good to hear no one’s being traumatized tho 😭 And yeah, you’ll learn that tumblr has a lot of cool features and quirks once you keep using it !!
Anyways, thanks for reaching out again, Blueberry !! It was fun responding to this lengthy ask huhu 🤭 ~
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yagamisdiary · 2 years
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HEYYYYY i finished the board and it says chap.8 i included the prologue as a chapter but if it’s acc chap 7 just tell me and i can change it!! I couldn’t get some pics i wanted like i wanted one of them two painting but i couldn’t find any, both of them in the rain i couldn’t find any but just ppl kissing LMAO and ones of her in the rain but they were all cringe and i found one of her painting but it was outside in really nice weather so it didn’t fit 💀 i also tried to put the pics in order of the chapter accept for the prince phoenix ones i kept them all together in one :)
here’s the link before i bore you with thsu fucking paragraph LMAO: HERE (scroll down to the start of the board so it’s in order of the chapter the first pics being the start of the chap the last (aka the first pics you see like the tea etc) being the last scenes of the chap etc, etc) also incase that link doesn’t work https://pin.it/CzC6H8j
BUTTTT the one i’m REALLY happy i got was them two talking on the log at the fire, it’s a pic of two ppl talking on a log and the girl has a book in her hand, AND AHHHH I GOT A PIC OF TWO PPL TALKING IN BED WITH THE GIRL SMILING FOR THEM WHEN SHE GOES TO HIS ROOM EVERY NIGHT (i wanted loads for that part but i couldn’t find any </3 ) then two pics of the moon for their paintings, and there’s 5 pics all together (hopefully you can tell which ones i’m talking about) which are basically supposed to be what jean sees when y/n and Phoenix are together? AND SOME PICS FOR THE SMUT LMAO then pics of her crying n shit and him at her door and the hardest one to find was the one of kai brining her fo her bed and i really wanted to include that since it was one of my fav scenes AND I FINALLY FOUND ONE and apparently in the pic the ppl are both siblings aswell LMAO. then i literally couldn’t find any pics for them in the rain so o had to settle with two ppl looking at the moon kinda. BUT i’m really happy for the pic i got of jo and laurie for y/n and jean talking in the rain/ green house it was exactly how i envisioned him talking to her in that scene 😭 AND AHHH I GOT A PIC OF THEIR HANDS KINDA TOUCHING. and ofc i included some jean wet cause it looked like him in the rain kinda IDK. I know there’s a lot of little women BUT IT ALL FITTED SO WELL and i included amy burning jo’s pages but i kinda saw it as y/n burning other letters she wanted to send to jean, i know that never happened but i REALLT wanted to include that pic especially because it’s younger amy so it could be seen as younger y/n. and one of the literal hardest to find was a kinda royal aesthetic of jean readying the letters cause each time i’d try type something up i’d either get some kid thing of letters or some guy tryna be aesthetic reading a fucking book but i FINALLY found two. hardest by far was definitely trying to find one of him running i could only find one good one 💔 I DONT KNOW WHY BUT RHESE ARE MT ABSOLUTE FAV LIKE YOH DONT YNDERSTAND I KEEP GOING BACK TO THESE TWO PICS SPECIFICALLY. I found two pics of this girl who’s the same girl who played Cinderella and ones of her kinda looking down and you can see she’s exhausted and another is of her trying to smile and clearly exhausted again while talking to some guy AND LORDDDDD it was literally exactly how i imagined the scene when she saw the letters, like the first pic is exactly how i envisioned her seeing the letters in his hand for the first time the way she’s about to cry and already looks exhausted but she can’t, and then the second pic is her smiling but about to cry telling him to drink the tea LIKE AHHHHHHHH ANYWAYS SORRY I WENT ON ABOUT IT SO MUCH I JUST WANTED TO SHARE i also REALLY wanted to include him painting her nails cause that was my fav scene but couldn’t find any and knew if i did it wouldn’t go with the aesthetic.. ALSO IDK IF YOU NOTICED BUT THUS MADE ME 10 TUMES HAPPIER.. ALL THE PICS I WAS LOOKING FOR AND HAPPY I GOT I SOMEHOW GOT THEM ALL TO BE A ROYALE AESTHETIC OR OLD IF THAT MAKES SENSE AND IT MADE ME SO HAPPY. SORDY FOR GOING ON FOR SO LONG!!!!
OMG SO CUTE ILYSM
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