#also i have to take the SAT in one month. totallyyyy chilling. i take more breaks than i'm meant to but tbh | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

merevide · 2 months

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sdfghjkl i have state-mandated exams starting tomorrow that determine if i graduate also fragile mental health this week and listening to home video by lucy dacus a normal amount but tbh i'm chilling totally

#also i have to take the SAT in one month. totallyyyy chilling. i take more breaks than i'm meant to but tbh #i'm exhaustedddd. but i also dont have the academic legroom to be exhausted #bc i was early on and that fucked literally everything up sooo i gotta work like 10x harder #n if i flunk this basically all the good work will feel insignificant #will try to be on here more once i'm done w/ exams but i wont be fully done until april n then i got more stuff to #worry about in may/june not even mentioning all the shit i gotta do for fucking college.#still not 100% sure what i actually want to do BTW. so pray i figure that out asap #goddd i dont wanna be a human being. dont wanna. really do anything tbh #but also i'm clinically depressed according to every therapist i've had ever n anyone who's ever looked at me. FORK SPOTTED IN KITCHEN #but yeah complaining. boo/ gn..#stream home video. good album but idk much about good music i listen to whatever. please stay + hot n heavy + cartwheel + thumbs my faves #my text #Spotify

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