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queentargary3n · 4 years

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Sasusaku Fan-fiction AU Lawers Rated M

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Chapter 6

You shouldn't listen to your selfish heart. It doesn't have a brain. Besides keeping you alive, it's existence is in vain. - Unknown

“We need to stop this…” Karin muttered, separating herself from the kiss of the white-haired man, and pushing him away so hard that his back hit the passenger side window of her little convertible.

“Jeez, you didn’t have to push me so hard just for that…” Suigetsu told her, rubbing his back from where he hit the door handle. “You said Sasuke wasn’t going to be home ‘till late, you wanna go back to your place?”

“NO! I mean, we have to stop this whole thing we are doing…” She told him. She turned on the ignition and drove away from the dark, secluded parking lot they had been at.

The look Sasuke gave her that morning, was on her thoughts all day. It reminded her why she’d fallen in love with him in the first place, it had been so long since he looked at her warmly. She wanted to regain those feelings, she had to.

“Man... is it because of Sasuke again?” He asked, resting his head against the window and watching the streets go by as she sped up. They’d had an on and off thing for years, but t wasn’t until a few months ago that their relationship turned physical. He knew they would go back to it eventually, but that didn’t mean it didn’t hurt every time she ended it.

“I just don’t want to do this anymore, okay?!” Karin answered, exasperated with his antics already.

“You think with all those ‘late nights at work’ and those he doesn’t even go back to your apartment, that he isn’t getting some too?” Suigetsu asked her with a smirk on his face.

She turned to look at him and exhaled slowly. “You and I both know Sasuke would never do that” Which makes things so much worse, she thought.

“Ha, if you actually believed that, you wouldn’t be scaring away all the girls that approach him”

“I trust him, it’s other women I don’t trust… Sasuke is more traditional, for him marriage is forever, when we first got married, he… just forget it” She didn’t feel like explaining herself to him, he’d never understand anyway.

“Come on, be real! You keep on waiting that one day, he’ll wake up and realize you were there all along and fall in love with you? How long have you been married already? 4 years? If it hasn’t happened yet-“

She didn’t let him finish. She hit him hard on the shoulder, without even taking her eyes off the road. “Just shut up, that’s not it” Karin said, but it was the truth, so much so, it hurt to hear it from someone, especially Suigetsu with his mocking tone.

They drove in silence for a few more moments, both of them deep in their own thoughts, until they reached Suigetsu’s loft. “We’re here, get down”

“Karin…” Suigetsu said without moving to get out, “you know, you don’t have to try so hard with me, it doesn’t matter that you hit me every chance you get, or how mean or bitchy you get, I actually… I already love you, just the way you are”

“You’re such an idiot” The redhead whispered and moved to open her own door and get out of from the car. Because maybe, just maybe, it wouldn’t be so terrible to have one more moment of weakness.

“Yeah, thank you for having me, I’ll be heading out now” Sasuke said to Hinata, after finishing the last bottle of beer Naruto had handed him. “I’ll see you tomorrow” He said to the blond and gave Sakura a small nod of acknowledgment.

“Sure thing, Teme” replied Naruto, taking another swing of his own beer and returning to his conversation with his wife and Sakura.

Their other guests had left hours before, when the family diner turned into a drinking night, on account of a pregnant Temari and a responsible Shikamaru.

Sakura waited until Sasuke walked out the door before announcing, “Actually, I should head out too, it was so nice to see you two again,” she stood up from her chair and moved to hug both Hinata and Naruto from behind their seats. “Give a kiss to mini-Naruto for me, okay?”

“Sure” She was told by Hinata. “We really need to see each other more often. I hope you can come back next week to diner too”

“Of course, Hinata! I’ll be here” Sakura grabbed her small purse in a hurry and headed out the door in search of Sasuke.

By her observations, he had consumed approximately 10 beers and a couple of shots of sake Naruto handed him, which put him well over the limits of intoxication. If there was one thing Sakura did not tolerate, was drunk driving. She found him fumbling with the keys of his car trying to enter

She grabbed him by the arm from behind and started to pull back.

“No, no, no, you shouldn’t be driving like that, you had way too much to drink” She told him.

“I would call a cab… but my phone’s dead” he told her, slurring his words and shoving his phone on her face as evidence. “Besides, I’m not leaving my car here” He knew Naruto had a tendency to play pranks on him, immature as he was, god knows what he’d do to his precious car.

“I can call you a ride” She offered and pulled out her phone to request it.

“I’m NOT leaving my car here” he rebuked, ripping her phone from her hands with an impossible speed, considering he had trouble with his car keys before, and put it on his back pocket.

“god you really are stubborn! Give me the keys, I’ll drive you home” Sakura told him, while taking the keys from his hand in the same manner he had taken her phone before.

“Whatever” he muttered and moved to enter the passenger side.

Sakura unlocked his car and entered into the driver seat, adjusting the seat until she was able to reach the pedals, he was so much taller than her it took her a while.

“Hn” The sight of her scooting the seat for a while was amusing for him. “It’s a sports car, can you handle it?” he asked her in teasing, flashing her a smirk that made her skin tingle.

“Pff, of course I can!” She answered, turning on the car and rapidly shifting into reverse and then forward doing a burnout before accelerating off, trying to show off.

“Ha ha” Sasuke laughed quietly. “It’s still so easy to get a rise out of you” he told her.

“Shut up” She whispered, blushing. It had been such a long time since she heard Sasuke’s laugh it gave her goosebumps, just like before.

“Didn’t you drink too?” He asked her. He remembered her walking into Naruto’s, holding a bottle of wine.

“Nope, I just brought the wine bottle as a gesture, I only took a sip” Sakura replied.

“How did you know I’d be there?” Sasuke asked her, looking over at her so intently that Sakura found it hard to focus on the road.

“Be where?” She asked him confused.

“The ointment, you had it with you already” he explained.

It was a good question, Sakura spent most of the day mulling over the situation. She didn’t get to see neither Naruto or Sasuke in the office, but the texts she received earlier from Naruto did not indicate that he knew what had happened, they weren’t in college anymore, they were adults working together, she wondered if he’d be upset at her for acting like an immature, hotheaded teenager. Getting into a fight with a superior, 3 days after being hired didn’t really speak for her professionalism. After thinking it over for hours, she decided she should be the one to apologize to Sasuke, even if he was absolutely rude and petty. She liked the firm, and she wanted to continue working there.

But she didn’t feel like voicing her thoughts in that particular moment to a drunken Sasuke, so instead of responding, she asked, “So… where do you live?”

“You’ve been driving for a while and you don’t know where I live?” He asked in a mock offended tone. “What? were you just driving around in circles? Just head downtown” He instructed, still slurring his word, but accurately guiding her turns until they reached his apartment building.

“I’m sorry…” he said, eyes closed and head resting on the cool window.

“Sorry, for what?” She asked him.

“For calling you a bad word…”

“Listen I haven't forgiven you, but I told you we are fine –“ she began to speak but he continued as if she hadn’t heard her at all.

“-and for trying to get you off the case… and for thinking you’d hook up with the idiot… and for leaving back then”

“Sasuke, you don’t have to…” it had been such a long time, it didn’t feel receiving an apology for that, not in his drunken state.

“And for making you drive me…” He seemed to be more drunk than she initially suspected.

“Stop apologizing already jeez…” she moved to get down from his car and went to over to his side. She offered his car keys back, holding them to his face, and said “My phone please?” which he handed over without complaint.

“Wait… your car… how are you getting back now?” He had not even considered how she was getting home until that point, but imagining Sakura walking back home at night, seemed to sober him up a bit.

“It’s okay, I already called me a ride, besides it was so fun driving your car!” she explained, because compared to driving her old compact, Sasuke’s sports car was a blast. She showed him the app which showed her ride almost there. “It shouldn’t be much longer, you okay getting in?”

“Ah…” He answered in confirmation.

“Okay… see you later Sasuke” she said gentle smile on her face.

“Kun”

“Sorry, what?” She asked. She wondered how he had made it this far as an attorney, a profession in which properly communicating ones ideas was crucial, with his terrible communication skills.

“Call me Sasuke-kun” He demanded.

She busted out laughing. He had a blush on his face which he knew off, so he tried to hide it by looking the other way. He really had a nerve asking her to call him that, but she did have to admit, he looked adorable pouting like that. “Okay, Okay, see you later Sasuke-kun” she added a little chirp when saying his name. That made him smile a little.

“Ah” He said, a gentle smile still on his lips, he took a step closer to Sakura, and poked her forehead with his fingers, as he used to do all those years ago.

Sakura had never known what the gesture meant, but it was a side of Sasuke he only ever showed to her, it always made her feel so special. But now? Ten years after, she figured it only meant Sasuke was drunk and reminiscent.

He was still looking at her, and she was still looking at him. Both of them completely lost in each other’s eyes, they didn’t notice that aside from Sakura’s ride, a different car had arrived and parked right behind Sasuke’s car.

Karin sat in her car watching, frozen for a moment after witnessing the whole interaction, it would seem completely innocent if it wasn’t for Sasuke being an incredible private and cold person. Suigetsu was right… she thought. The pink-haired girl had only started working with them this week, but she had a feeling they had known each other much longer. She didn’t like that one bit. Sasuke was still her husband.

I’m such a hypocrite… she thought when she felt tears running down her cheeks. It wasn’t like she wasn’t doing the same. But it’s different… I love him… I loved him for as long as I’ve known him. And this morning…

It wasn’t like there was a definitive moment in which Sasuke started to pull away from her. He was always distant. She always figured that was just the way he was, Orochimaru had once told her, to not take it personally, that Sasuke was asexual, although he never admitted it himself. Years of marriage solidified that belief, never paying attention to the series of women who practically offered themselves to him, never caught him stealing a look from attractive people passing by, the way she sometimes caught Suigetsu doing. His face looking at her naked or in cute lingerie, was never different from him looking at her dressed and in public.

It should be said that Karin and Sasuke had shared moments of warmth in the years of marriage, of course. Karin was a kind person, if a little over the top at times. It’s impossible to live with someone who care for you, for years, without starting to care for them too. He’d tried to make it work.

The first night they slept together was the day they’d gotten married. She didn’t like thinking about her “wedding”, if she could call going to the courthouse, and signing paperwork, while Naruto looked over their shoulders disapprovingly, a wedding. After it was done, and once they were alone in the small apartment Sasuke lived in back then, she approached him in bed and said, “You know, we have to consummate the marriage to make it official Sasuke” As she lowered the strap of her tank top, and slowly placed herself on top of him, she closed the distance between then tentatively, to kiss him which he allowed and reciprocated.

She undressed herself and him as fast as she could, her ultimate fantasy finally becoming a reality. The act was fast, with Sasuke mostly keeping his sole hand at her hip while she did the work. It was pleasurable for her, being that she finally had the man she’d been fantasizing off for years, and he came, which she took as a good sign.

Karin had hoped, that if she kept him satisfied in bed, maybe he would start developing feelings after. So, she tried and learned, and bought expensive lingerie, between other things. But that’s not the way things ever work. After that, sex was mostly reserved for special occasions, and anniversaries, always initiated by her.

In a moment of weakness, and during one of Sasuke’s work trips, she found herself with Suigetsu in bed. The experience was so different, with his cold hands all over her body, his need to kiss and touch every inch of her body, him actively taking her, and whispering words of adoration in her ear while they made love. He took every opportunity he had to be with her. Stealing whatever little touches and kisses he could.

She didn’t know, Suigetsu believed the same thing she did. Maybe someday she’ll come to love me. She was to him, what Sasuke was for her. This unattainable woman, just at the tip of his grasp but far enough emotionally to keep him constantly reaching for her just as she did for Sasuke.

I don’t understand…. She thought.

She had stayed in her car even after the girl with the pink hair left in a car and Sasuke entered the building. She pulled out her phone and found the number she was looking for to send out a text message that read: I need help, I think Sasuke is straying.

She debated for quite some time whether or not to hit send. He always did know what to do when it came to Sasuke, his need to keep him was perhaps even bigger than hers. Still she could get in deep trouble if he figured out what she’d been doing with Suigetsu, and who knows what he might end up doing to Sasuke.

Acting on an impulse she hit send, and relaxed when she didn’t immediately get a response.

She walked into her apartment, to find Sasuke already passed out on the couch in the living room, still dressed and with shoes on. She touched his face affectionally, careful not to hurt his injured cheek.

She wondered if the new girl had something to do with his black eye, maybe that’s just something Sasuke’s into. S&M? Nah that's ridiculous...he wouldn't. She took off his shoes and brought a blanket to cover him without waking him.

She then went to bed and started to draft another text message to him. I just freaked out, everything is fine, I just have to work harder and keep that bitch away.. She thought. But before she even finished typing, she received a response from the number.

I’ll take care of it.

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