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#a year and leave it at that šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ please we havenā€™t interacted in MONTHS how do you have a crush on me are you kidding. goddddddd
holdinbacksecrets Ā· 5 months
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hii lovely, do you have any fic recs?
actually while weā€™re at it, your writings and the things you reblog are just beautiful, do you have any book recs too?
i have so many! and thank you for sharing kind words šŸ–¤
my bts side blog is @sayeuphoria and my fic rec tags are ā€˜sticky feelingsā€™ and ā€˜sweet like honeyā€™
iā€™ll also make a little list of my favorite fics and ones i go back to regularly. the majority of these are 18+. mdni
also, please interact with fics you love. reblog them! reblog them with tags! reblog them with comments! send an ask or message to the author! but please reblog. you know how good it feels to take yourself out for a little treat? thatā€™s how reblogs feel, and they make writers want to keep writing. it warms the hearts of writers to know someone was touched by our work, and a part of a piece that weā€™re really proud of ended up being someoneā€™s favorite part of the fic. plus, donā€™t you want others to read your favorite pieces?? reblog to help people find them šŸ–¤ itā€™s a potluck, and if you arenā€™t bringing a dish (which is totally fine), at least be willing to slice and serve some cake!
Rattled by @gukslut i first read this series over the summer of 2021, and i think about it on a weekly, sometimes daily basis. i reread it every six months. itā€™s an absolute gem, impeccably written. one of my favorite jungkookā€™s iā€™ve ever read
My feet to follow, and my heart to hold by @daechwitatamic i read this series as it was being posted last year, and i used to wake up so excited on the morning of a new chapter. this namjoon unleashed something in me, and iā€™ve been left craving love more than i used to. i love the presence of poetry too.
Guarded by @xjoonchildx this series was the first mafia au story i read and fucking loved. iā€™ve gone back to it so many times. i love the way hoseokā€™s perception of oc changes as the story progresses. oh so good and satisfying.
these blurbs by @darlingjoon tore me in half and stitched me back together
iā€™m a sucker for angst, and i love all the angst my lovely friend @taetaespeaches writes, especially for yoongi. perfection, but iā€™m going to drop some of my favorite titles of her fantastic, beautifully written work:
ā€œi thought you left.ā€ yoongi
ā€œYou know that I would ruin myself over and over again for you.ā€Ā yoongi
ā€œI didnā€™t think youā€™d care if I came back.ā€ yoongi
ā€œYouā€™ve been my future since we were teenagers.ā€ taehyung
ā€œLet me hold you. Let me take care of you.ā€ taehyung
ā€œI may or may not have met someone.ā€ taehyung
ā€œYou think Iā€™d leave you if you falter?ā€ jungkook
my @here2bbtstrash favorites:
deep end namjoon. this fic changed my life.
the shape of your body jimin
the spins jungkook
Love cafe by @chocosvt this jeonghan piece!!!!! AHHHHHHHH! the whole piece is amazing, but there were some scenes that were especially sweet and endearing. i remember sending a friend screenshots of dialogue freaking out.
i was so excited to share @by-moonflower-deactivated202401 bc their writing is incredible, piercing, and feels so nostalgic, but oh shit šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ just learned they deactivated ā˜¹ļø
book recs:
iā€™ve read almost everything by taylor jenkins reid, and iā€™ll recommend her books forever.
last year i read the book of azrael by amber v nicole and loved it. itā€™s a dark fantasy romance. i havenā€™t read the sequel yet.
this year, so far, iā€™ve read days at the morisaki bookshop. itā€™s a quick read but very sweet and comforting, with life lessons just beneath the surface. iā€™ve also read heavenly bodies by imani erriu. it had me screaming and kicking my feet. i posted about it here a few days ago. iā€™m reading the sequel right now.
dub finding ceremony by alexis pauline gumbs is a book i read my senior year of college, and it inspired a lot of writing for my independent studies prose class. braiding sweetgrass by robin wall kimmerer is another beautiful read.
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pepprs Ā· 2 years
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yeah naur i have gotten some very strange outbursts of potentially romantic attention out of nowhere in the last couple weeks huh!
#when it was my bday this kid who i NEVER talked to in hs made this very elaborate and ooey gooey instagram story for me with a shit ton of#like lovey bday stickers and a song that was like ā€˜all i need is ur loveā€™ or some shit and we had only ever talked on ig dms in a very surfs#surface level way and it was like VERY out of nowhere???? and now this other kid who ive been casual surface level friends for yrs (like weā€™#weā€™ve called a couple times and went out for lunch a couple times before covid) actually straight up fucking dropped $50 on a fucking cerami#custom sculpted / painted ceramic tile with my name on it and clay earrings (i donā€™t wear earrings) as a belated bday / valentines gift?????#LIKE HELLOā€¦. he tries to call me every single day and i never pick up despite knowing he is trying to call me every single day bc wonā€™t pick#up and i do that bc i have social anxiety and also i am overwhelmed 37483947384)273% of the time but like. man. i bumped into him on my way#back to the office from the br and he literally had this box for me in his backpack?? LIKE HOW LONG HAS HE BEEN CARRYING THAT AROUNDā€¦ and ye#yeah itā€™s like girl you are so fucking oblivious if he calls you every day clearly he likes you but ive never gotten that vibe from him and#i ermmmm uhmmmmā€¦ do not want to get that vibe from him ā™„ļø. not only bc im not interested in him in that way but bc heā€™s my buddy!!!but like#not THAT much of a buddy and i hate that he calls me very day it makes me very uncomfortable and stressed out but i will never tell him bc i#am literally ignoring all communication from him (i donā€™t do this w anyone else btw thatā€™s just plain being overwhelmed / anxiousā€¦ w him i s#seriouslt am constantly pretending i do not see it) and itā€™s like wuahfhshddjdh itā€™s really nice of him to get me this and spend so much#money on me but i like literally donā€™t know what to do w it. and im not trying to be ungrateful but itā€™s like i donā€™t really want him to spe#spend money on me or get me these things like wtf am i going to do w a ceramic tile dude why canā€™t you just be content w talking to me twice#a year and leave it at that šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ please we havenā€™t interacted in MONTHS how do you have a crush on me are you kidding. goddddddd#purrs#again violating my own limits bc for years i have refused to post abt my (lack of a) romantic life on principle bc i will not entertain any#interest from ppl i only know online even tho i do think itā€™s sweet but like. augh. and like even saying that feels very mean. but idk. just#augh.. why do i always end up in these situations where thereā€™s a person w a crush on me in this very sudden big uncomfortable way and i#have to get all prickly and duck under it. this has happened like 5 other times in my life i swear and itā€™s getting VERY old!!!!!!! i love#the tile seriously i do but likeā€¦ aughhhhhhhh now i have to tell him he might have the wrong idea bc there are fucking hearts on the tile šŸ˜­šŸ˜­#delete later#the tile is so pretty but like manā€¦ 50 FUCKING DOLLARS and i never answer your texts or calls????? sir are you ok. genuinely#damn ok i contradicted myself and jumped a bunch in these tags šŸ˜­ but basically a) im not responding to this kid NOT ONLY bc I am stressed ov#overwhelmed socially anxious etc but bc i am a bitch and i donā€™t want to talk to him specifically. and b) i have refused to post abt my roma#romantic life online bc i donā€™t want anyone on here getting the wrong idea iykwim. which feels like now im putting a kick me sign on my ass#but whatever. idk i feel very bitchy kvetching abt this but i have been anxious for like 4 straight days and i am trying to indulge in any#and all emotions i feel outside of immobilizing terror and this is certainly an emotion!
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sukunastoy Ā· 2 years
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When you feel like youā€™re completely alone and miserable, but are reminded there are people all across the world who care about you even though youā€™ve never metā€¦
šŸ˜”šŸ’–ā™„ļø Days are hard right nowā€¦and I havenā€™t felt this low in a very, very long timeā€¦
Itā€™s reassuring to know that there are wonderful people from all different parts of life who careā€¦
We donā€™t have to live in the same country, have the same beliefs, be the same color, speak the same language primarily, or even know what each other looks likeā€¦
Itā€™s a true honor and blessing to know I have people who are there for me. šŸ˜”ā™„ļø
For me, it is a blessing from God to place these people in my life. I know not everyone has the belief, and thatā€™s the beauty of it, because we can still care for each other and look past any differences.
I know Iā€™m not remembering everyone right now, but please know I lysm!! ā™„ļøā™„ļø
@d-structive Youā€™re my OG, itā€™s been over 10 years and you STILL have care and concern for meā€¦ šŸ˜” Youā€™ve been through so much with me and I say that because youā€™ve always listened and offered support and advice when I am hurting the mostā€¦always been there with me through my bullshitā€¦always listening to my hardshipsā€¦ā™„ļø
@charlie-xo I still canā€™t believe weā€™ve only started talking a couple months ago (not even that long???) and I feel like Iā€™ve known you for yearsā€¦you have NO IDEA how amazing and incredible you have been to me. šŸ„ŗ When you said I was your bestie right away, I thought it was just a sweet thing you were saying, but that braincell we share has proved so much more!!! šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ„ŗ Our love for Sukuna shows no bounds!!
@sukunassoulmate @yuujispinkhair @asaintlysinner you guys bring me so much joy and comfort whenever we interact it can make me cry šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ’–šŸ’– I feel like youā€™re all so much closer to me than where you guys really are! Our shameless madness for Sukuna is just.. šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’ØšŸ¤Œ
I love all of you so much and Iā€™m sure my brain isnā€™t giving credit to everyone who deserves it at this moment and I am so SO sorryā€¦ šŸ˜”šŸ˜” If Iā€™m leaving someone out please forgive meā€¦ just in these moments Iā€™m hurting so badlyā€¦
Everyoneā€™s care and attention mean the world to me.. šŸ’–āœØ
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