#YOU DONT NEED TO FUCKING REPEAT IT AND BRING IY UPP
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Minor vent today was just really bad :p
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Ok I don’t know if this is dumb to ask but is it embarrassing to need to go home because of period cramps?? I think I made a big deal but I mean I did pass out but also I’ve heard people do deal with it??? I’m pissing off my parents because I’ve been sick so often and having to make them leave work because of it. It hurt alot but like. Idk.! I’m not even sure if I should’ve even gone home????? I just oh my god I feel really dumb and weak for some reason but also I get it because I passed out from the pain and this just does not happen but also I was told to ask my doctor which I know he’ll just say it’s my weight but. I don’t fucking know. I feel like I’m gaslighting myself and having a meltdown over a scratch but it’s not a scratch to me but aLSO I know that even if it wasn’t I should react and cause problems I’m being a burden. I mean they said it themselves I’m disrupting their work more often and I don’t want to do that but the last time I tried to tough it out I had to go to the ER which made an even bigger disruption and I just don’t wanna do that again.
Ok I don’t know if this is dumb to ask but is it embarrassing to need to go home because of period cramps?? I think I made a big deal but I mean I did pass out but also I’ve heard people do deal with it??? I’m pissing off my parents because I’ve been sick so often and having to make them leave work because of it. It hurt alot but like. Idk.! I’m not even sure if I should’ve even gone home????? I just oh my god I feel really dumb and weak for some reason but also I get it because I passed out from the pain and this just does not happen but also I was told to ask my doctor which I know he’ll just say it’s my weight but. I don’t fucking know. I feel like I’m gaslighting myself and having a meltdown over a scratch but it’s not a scratch to me but aLSO I know that even if it wasn’t I should react and cause problems I’m being a burden. I mean they said it themselves I’m disrupting their work more often and I don’t want to do that but the last time I tried to tough it out I had to go to the ER which made an even bigger disruption and I just don’t wanna do that again.
#kinda wish the school nurse had pain killers but we don’t have them#I did yknow throw up but but#I could be overreacting#I know that’s what my doctor will say!! fucking hate that because I know he only has 2 responses to me it’s either because I’m fat or it’s#it’s just normal#I am AWARE that I’m fat#you don’t have to say everything is wrong about me and that I should suffer through things because of it man#I think he thinks I don’t know#which is incredibly annoying because hey man!! you’ve been telling me I’m fat since I was SIXXX#YOU DONT NEED TO FUCKING REPEAT IT AND BRING IY UPP#I KNKW#I KNOW#I FUCKING KNOW#MAYBE#JUST MAYBE IM GOING TO YOU FOR ACTUAL MEDICAL HELP#THAT IS RELATED TO MY#ILLNESS THAT HAS BEEN CONTINUOUSLY ATTACKING ME#I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME#BUT I SURE AS HELL KNOW ITS NOT JUST BECAUSE IM FAT#it’s so hard to not relapse right now#ohhh the ed that’s just asking to come back and kill me is waiting for this#I can feel my mental health deteriorating every day!!!#I AM FULLY CONSCIOUS MY MIND AND BODY ROTTING AROUND ME#I AM IN HELL.
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