xbloodiedxkneesx asked: Is your muse a good kisser? (@ all the muses)

Zima only truly knows one way to kiss, and she's not even entirely sure as to why? Like, she's never kissed anyone before in her life before Gummy, but in those fleeting moments of amorous passion, Zima... SONYA... Had struggled at first. She supposed gentle intimacy would just always be one of those things that ESCAPED HER. She could try with soft touches and slow kisses but she'd just always be left feeling like a BUMBLING FOOL, clattering teeth and moving her jaw in ways that made her wanna PUNCH A WALL (or herself... Really... REALLY fucking hard). Now, call it her Ursan instincts, call it the violence in her venis, call it a way to cope, maybe some sick security impulse or maybe TENSION RELEASE, but when Zima just throws everything to the wind? Yeah, THAT'S how she knows how to kiss. Though, she can't help but fear getting a little TOO aggressive and hurting her partners. But that's her comfort zone, that's always BEEN her comfort zone:

VIOLENCE.

It had saved her life on more occasions than she could count. From her bullies. From her father. From the gangs that were OUT FOR HER HEAD. From those poor, unfortunate, bastards that got locked up inside Peterheim with her. From REUNION. And now it saved her life on a per mission basis. Maybe. Just maybe. It was also saving her from herself? From her own anxiety? From her fear of commitment? And her inability to be INTIMATE with ANYONE. Thankfully... Gummy knew how to kiss. Though, Zima wondered where she'd ever learned to. And maybe in time, with enough patient and practise, Zima would learn how to be soft, how to be gentle, how to settle down, how to trust... How to LOVE... God, she could only HOPE SO...