#THIS VERY SPECIFIC MOMENT KILLS ME
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exhausted local man bullied ruthlessly by his husband and stepdaughter
#the way he's like 'no one-- *look at me*' cracks me up#and house's very specific wording of 'from this moment on'#thirteen looking over her shoulder to see if wilson's freaked and then looking so pleased with herself when she opens the door LMAO#diagnostics department diabolical schemes im sure#the 'look at me' is the best part in the whole scene LMAO it kills me every time. they are soooo married#6x15#rewatch lb#james wilson#greg house#hilson#remy thirteen hadley#house md
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there are a lot of daddy issues to go around on DS9 in general, but odo, bashir and garak are really in their own special little fucked up 'what am I but wrought in my father's image' club
#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#odo#julian bashir#elim garak#(I personally think we should put their dads in a cage match and let them kill each other. tain would probably win#but we could just shoot him after he claimed that victory. I Would Like To See It)#the triumvirate of bad dads to karmically oppose the sheer power of good dad vibes benjamin sisko has#specifically dads who Cannot and Will Not allow the healthy individuation of their sons into whole separate people#apart from what their father's hands have shaped them into#where that is one of the first things sisko accepts and realizes he must allow jake to do right at the early seasons#the bad dad club boys seem more specifically forcibly held in place to serve as mirrors for their fathers#and have to find ways to break away from that in more or less graceful ways; breaking off more or less important parts of themselves#to do so#dr mora seems to have a 'oh fuck.' moment where he sort of realizes what he's done#but the sympathy that gains him from me is hm. neglible lmao at least tain is basically fully just a monster#what's your excuse mora#I haven't met bashir's dad properly yet but I've seen enough to suspect I'm not going to be very charitably inclined towards him either
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Not the kids. You can't kill kids.
#goodomendsedit#goodomensedits#goodomenssource#Good Omens#Aziraphale#Crowley#tusermyra#userfra#crowleyanthonys#tusermich#my gifs#fixing the one thing that really truly bothers me about the writing of a companion to owls#because any feelings about the mere existence of the pre-fall scene aside aziraphale invoking the angel crowley once was makes no sense her#because nothing we are shown of pre-fall crowley impacts this scene because pre-fall crowley doesn't (yet) care about the humans#he is devastated for the stars and the universe but not the humans but you know who is? the demon who takes a moment to reassure an angel#that his protection of the first two humans was the right thing the demon whose first reaction upon hearing of god's plan to drown humans#is to go 'not the kids. you can't kill kids.' the faith that aziraphale has in crowley very specifically in this very moment#according to what we've been shown in the show should not be build on the angel he once knew but on the demon that he now knows#and i understand that that line is there to show that aziraphale then understands that pre-fall and post-fall crowley are still the same#but like. if that's your message then write a scene where the continuity is actually between pre-fall and post-fall crowley lol
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well hold on, if we define a character flaw as any limitation a character deals with, regardless of whether it's something Morally Wrong With Them or not, then Ford's paranoia counts as a character flaw since it does in fact negatively impact him and the people around him. Let me use better wording here: I will die on the hill that Ford's paranoia is not a moral failing.
#'i'll die on this hill' one second later: un-dies on that hill on a technicality#godsrambles#one way in which i probably differ from ford is that i could not care less about winning any arguments all i care about is being accurate#people are right about a lot of fords character flaws actually. the part they are wrong about is which ones are Moral Failings#and also people misinterpret his motivations and intentions behind things. but the flaws themselves? sure yeah people can identify those#unpopular opinion but i think ego is fine on its own too depending on how you define ego. case in point: papyrus. yknow the skeleton#it only becomes a problem when you're putting other people down. which i dont think ford is guiltless of but. the others do that too#idk sometimes when other people go 'omg... ego moment :/' im like 'a chance to hype eachother up! yay' i dont assume im being looked down o#unless thats specifically demonstrated to be happening#but the thing that kills me is that stan constantly puts other people down. but since he doesnt idk have an ego or talk weird its fine??#i very much agree with dipper when he replied to mabel with 'ford doesnt make fun of me all the time like you guys do'#and like once again. to each their own#some people see that level of making fun of people/being made fun of as just friendly banter and thats fair enough#but i really appreciate that ford isn't like that
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WARNING FOR ANIMAL DEATH/MUTILATION IN THE TAGS
I think I’ve figured out why it’s the stuff with my cats that gets me the most viscerally upset when it comes to my roommate and I think I need to tell him why that is… we had a talk and he apologized for a lot of stuff but I just feel like I need to explain why I react so intensely to him hating my cats/wanting me to get rid of them
#like there’s the obvious things I’ve said before that ANY pet owner would feel the same about obvious#but like. okay I love cats. I’ve loved cats my WHOLE life#not just cats but animals in general#animals were baby’s first special interest#and I grew up on a farm and I had usually at least 8 pets at a time growing up#that I got money for by doing odd jobs and you know as a child you can spend all your money on your hobbies#and I love animals so I had pets#specifically I always had at least 3-4 cars#*cats#my mom’s first husband hated cats… fucking DESPISED them#and he talked about hating them/getting rid of them all the time#and. well. when I ever did anything to really piss him off#(which you know as a nine year old could be something as simple as breathing too loudly or some shit)#he would kill them#that man killed probably like 20 cats#cuz even after I was old enough to process ‘don’t get more cats bad things will happen to them’#my mom would bring home cats cuz she ALSO loved and wanted cats#even when I would beg her not to because I knew they were going to die#she never cared because in that moment she wanted cats#and obviously this was awful and damaging#and now that I live on my own with my two cats who are my BABIES that I love and cherish#my roommate talking about hating them and wanting them gone….#yeah it’s uh. um. hitting some really specific nerves#obviously I do not think he would EVER EVER do something like that#because you know. he’s not an insane control freak who hates me and animals#it’s still hitting those nerves#and yeah I think I need to tell him that for us to start coming to an understanding#like i get you don’t LOVE my cats you don’t have to#but you can’t talk that way about them… or I’m going to get VERY upset and defensive#kaz rambles
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achilles fans on this website still pretending he fought a river god and won, when actually he tried to fight a river god, nearly drowned, and probably would have died if multiple other gods hadn’t intervened
#destiny in the iliad is very interesting because there are a few cases where the gods literally make it happen themselves#this isn't oedipus-style destiny where things just happen to you without a specific deity's interference#achilles literally calls out to zeus like 'you can't let me drown! you already told me i'm supposed to die after killing hector'#and the olympians are like 'shit he's right'#the same thing happens to hector in his duel with achilles - apollo helps him up to a point but then abandons him at the last moment#because the gods have decided this is his time to die#could achilles have killed hector in a 'fair' fight with no divine interference? maybe. we don't know#still thinking about that moment where hector throws a spear at achilles and athena just fucking sends it flying back at him#fandom musings#mythology
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the idea of auntie ethel being Aware of feron is interesting bc like. ethel knows other hags. maybe she knew margaery since she was only a little further down the chionthar. maybe when feron gets to fight her she says "i had a feeling you were margaery's mutt when we first met. still biting the hand that feeds you, eh?" & feron goes. well. feral.
#rae plays bg3#bg3 spoilers#ch: feron reachwood#ethel's whole questline is what made me wanna bring feron back so. thanks 4 that auntie#its gonna be so important for feron to save vanra#like the moment she realizes a child has been kidnapped & EATEN !!! by ethel shes dropping everything to save that kid#like margaery didnt consume feron to make another hag bc 1) she didnt want competition & 2) she specifically wanted protection#vanra doesnt have that 'luxury' & feron is immediately aware of that so shes hauling ass#itll be very healing for her to help vanra & her mom & also kill another hag
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ok heres the most vile, depraved, unhinged thing i’m willing to admit to
if d*halim was a woman i would be all over that character like go girl give us nothing
hard to articulate exactly what makes me think this way if not “i just think it’s neat when fictional women are horrible not only as people, but also i want them to be absolute train wrecks from a writing perspective, especially in a way that is refreshing and a bit out of left field for a woman”
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guy needs girlfriend’s help and guidance to tie his shoelaces, not give himself food poisoning and not say the most insensitive shit to people:
-tired, plays into the “men can’t navigate life by themselves and need their Girlfriend Who Owns The Braincell for everything” cliché
-look at this failure of a straight (derogatory)
-opens a pit of darkness in my heart
girl needs girlfriend’s help and guidance to tie her own shoelaces, not give herself food poisoning and not say the most insensitive shit to people:
-refreshing, hilarious
-look at this failure of a lesbian (affectionate)
-opens a pit of darkness in my heart but it is a safe, welcoming kind of darkness that lulls me to peaceful harmony as it hums
gender is so mysterious u guys
#ruled a slave colony but was real nice about it then had a breakdown over her girlfriend's cries and tried to kill everyone in the room#as a girl?#idk that would have been a Moment#like dont get me wrong its still all very '???????????what even'#but idk i support women's wrongs thats all#kontxt#toarise hate#rereading myself going 'girl what are you even saying' at myself#maybe the offensive female character was me all along#(you know i have things to do today because im here typing this shit on tumbrl dot com#instead of getting my ass out of the house and getting things done)#(yes this is still the kon unemployment arc)#i just want every tales character to be a girl#just so we're clear i don't think making d*halim a girl magically turns him wholesome and pure uwuuuu#it just makes him fun in a way that caters to me specifically#this is not me being woke of feminist here this is me being a sicko
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every time a hlvrai character gets woobified and turned into something even vaguely human a angel dies
#no benry would NOT fucking turn human oh my god#and bubby designs have a very large lack of “yeah this guy was built in a tube meant to be the perfect human”#and. i cant say much about tommy. tommy designs are surprisingly good other than the fact that people make him look like a child.#that man is 37#AND DARE I SAY. gordon designs are kinda fucking boring sometimes ok#like yes alright hes human but hear me out ok? hed be more fucked up gmod charactr looking than benry. have you seen what he looks like from#an outsider perspective. its so fucking funny but also gives me so many ideas for character desigbs#he is a vr headset and a set of controllers. tell me why i dont see more cool stuff with him#this is not at all dissing anyone specifically. i am just TIRED and having a moment because i looked at how awful my old hlvrai art was#if im being honest its dissing me more than anyone#sorry for being a hater on main. it will happen agaib#im so fucking tired of seeing trans [character] tags on fics and then seeing the most blatant transphobic woobification on earth. kills me#he would not fucking say that#these characters killed people ok.#not maintagging this
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ok so terror firma is brilliant showstopping incredible etc etc but it also hits so hard as the first eighth doctor story released after new who started
#like damn okay. you’re gonna bring back dw with a new guy and he’s killed all the time lords and daleks??#ok. DAVROS TIME#its killing me that i cant remember off the top of my head like. when it was revealed the doctor had like. actively ended the time war#i mean i guess its sort of implied but#im thinking of rhe specifics.#ALSO sorry but anyone who listened to this and was still like. yeah i dont think eight couldve used the moment#not the eight literally in terror firma but its a pretty clear indication that he could get there#i just find the whole sort of wilderness years -> new who transition fascinating#because its a bunch of people fighting over very different identities for the show#dw#big finish listen#ais.dw
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Always funny to me when people say, "Why was the Doctor ever interested in River in any way when she's Not A Good Person," as if a) their oldest and closest friend in the universe isn't The Master, someone very much not known for being a particularly good person, and b) there wasn't literally a line that went, "And unlike me, [River] really doesn't mind shooting people. I shouldn't like that; kind of do a bit."
#sorry you've never experienced the joy of watching an older lady give zero fucks while also being terrifyingly capable of killing you <3#I AM very much a Twelve Girl™ but honestly eleven is probably the most relatable doctor for this alone#(though there is the moment in the christmas special where river is threatening him with death via organ extraction in alphabetical#order and he just goes 'which alphabet' with THE biggest smile on his face which wow what a mood lmao)#anyway tldr they're in love and I love them and for the purposes of blacklisting:#mel screams about The Weird Little Space Show again#there was also 'I love a bad girl me' like that literally was also a thing he canonically said#(obviously this is an outgrowth of staying chained to the previous era & The Ship™ from it as well as continual over-romanticization of 10)#(but I don't think I have the energy to specifically break that down today)#(and that's not really the point of this post anyway)#like. GOD. again: the things people will do to erase how important any woman who isn't a certain threshold of conventionally palatable#is to the narrative/other characters#like...he did. he did keep referring to her as. his wife. he specifically said 'yeah I'm dead to the world but I'm going to keep visiting#her in prison!' DON'T TEST ME ON DR/RIVER LORE I MADE THEM MY WHOLE PERSONALITY FOR LIKE 5 YEARS DURING ONE OF#THE MOST FORMATIVE AND TURBULENT PERIODS OF MY LIFE. IKNOWMORETHANYOU.JPEG
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honestly i understand why the life series is Like That bcus of an emotionally harrowing experience i had on a minecraft PE/bedrock server hunger games
#its like my 'nam flashbacks#i rlly understand#bcus in that one game i met up w this random girl#n like its PE bedrock i cant talk to her she cant talk to me#but we traded some resources n stuck together#defended each other#we made it to the very end in the circle#we survived it to the final two#and me i planned on givng her the win#by going into the border n dying#except then she did it first she killed herself in the border to give ME the win#n like that was a specific emotion i felt in those moments before they tped me back to the lobby
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i was curious what about miguel characterizations you've read in fics that are vastly different from yours? i've read a lot of fics myself and i feel like characterizations differ so widely so i'd be interested to know what kind of takes or interpretations you disagree with (also because i feel like our takes on him are similar).
you don't have to answer this if you don't want to (especially since it might just come off as gatekeeping or policing other people's characterizations and i know you don't want to do that) but it was something i was wondering since i appreciate your perspective. if you're not comfortable answering, feel free to ignore this and have a good day :)
mmmm its not so much Vastly different as it is there aspects to him i read in a particular kind of way and i think im just picky about wanting to read fics that have those elements in the same way i interpret them fkjshfjkds
i think probably the biggest one would be his anger? a lot of fics seem to portray miguel as having an innately hairline trigger temper, where what we see in the film is specifically him having a mental breakdown in the aftermath of a severely traumatic event and several short and long term stressors coming all at once? he's got a particular kind of relationship to anger given his comics-past yes, but i think even without that knowledge, assuming where he's at in the film is his inherent baseline kind of ignores how absolutely shocked everyone is when he snaps?
where he is during the film is evidently Not his normal, is what i mean.
and when this extends into fics characterising him as someone who gets physically retalitory in a non battle situation (i.e pushing characters away from him etc.) it feels ooc to me?
like, w peter as an exampe, you can see there's a clearly established kind of intimacy to their interactions. miguel accepts being touched affectionately and teased. you really get a sense that those two know what their boundaries are together and that they wouldn't be acting the way they do if they didn't know the other person was chill w it.
miguel is something of an asshole yeah. he's not a charmer; he can be abrasive and his sarcasm trends on the biting side, but he's also a character fundementally motivated by the desire to protect other people. that's core to his character, and it informs the entirety of how he reacts to pretty much Everything and by what principles he operates by.
and thank you for the compliement as well :D if you have any fic recs i'd be really happy to read them!
#i also disagree w the perspective that miguel just needed enough Emotional Evocation to change his pov in the film#his emotions WILL supercede his head absolutely but in that moment hes laser focused on the goal and shouldering guilt is something that#hes specifically geared himself up for. u gotta show him hes not going to accidentally kill people again#and none of this is even touching some of the uh. questionable choices. people make when creating not sfw content of him#long post#ask games#anon#miguel is very much to me that 'not nice but IS kind' trope
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#just kinda rambling#i have to be a bridesmaid for a wedding#but like#the dysphoria is killing me#and im not being strong about it#but i have to push forward for the bride#despite the obligatory bridezilla activities she's been engaging in. but whatever. shes stressed#i just wish so desperately that it was me in that groomsmen group chat#im only a bridesmaid because im dating her brother#the groom and i have been friends for years and he was the first person offline that i came out to#but yknow hes not just gonna out me like that. even if he remembered that lengthy conversation about it#which i honestly dont know if he does#it doesnt even matter#i know what i am and at the end of the day i have to be okay with being the only one in my day to day life who knows#and i am okay sometimes. its just kinda rough getting shoved into very strictly gendered situations#yknow what. the haircut im getting tomorrow will fix me#afterthought (because i just had a rough conversation about this to someone after typing the last tag):#this is coming from a moment of high emotional vulnerability so like. bear with me here#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i cant talk to anyone about this. SPECIFICALLY cis people i have to stay closeted around#and that fucking SUCKS. it literally feels like those spider-man moments where miles or peter is so so sooo close to just spilling the bean#but they just cant because itd potentially ruin everything. so they don't continue talking and its like. okay. i must be overeacting#because if the context of me being queer isn't known then im just crying because the men get to do airsoft on a convenient day#and instead i have to work around so many time constraints and time frames because the bride doesn't know how to plan things in advance#all to paint some mugs#and like yeah yeah yeah. again. im super frustrated by the general wedding/bachelorette party planning drama. i cant deny that#so yknow what im sorry but i dont like the physical heavy sickness i feel in my stomach every time the bride calls me girlie#knowing ill never get to be one of the guys#hoo boy ive been writing in these tags for literally an hour#im sorry if youre a mutual and you got this far. but also thank you kinda
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I'll be honest w y'all i do not intend on catching up w yj any time soon
#i think the finale aired? i saw a tweet ab the finale#but i just. do not care i must admit#i was so excited ab this season this show was a comfort show but the aspects of the fandom ive seen lately just. not good don't vibe#i think a Lot of the s1 and waiting experience for me was fandom based so this show is very fandom oriented for me#and knowing that everyone ive seen talk ab the show on twitter is violently hating the main character that draws me to the show is. mhm#like dont get me wrong i like the girls too!! theyre all mostly pretty likable for me its just.#im at a. specific point in my transition rn where im more drawn to male characters just bc of like. where im at idk#i dont feel like i have to explain it tbh but i also do bc i have seen fans of this show get attacked for far less#but going into s2 ben was my#my main interest i guess the main focus for me and maybe that's stupid but its what it is#and so everything just being the entire fandom hating him is just. not making me wanna watch at all#like im not gonna speak on if they're justified in hating him or not bc i have no idea i havent seen it and its truly not the point#like theyre valid for hating him and im not tryna talk shit on them for it it just kinda has been so loud that im not having fun anymore#idk. idk where this is going or what the solution is like i love this show but genuinely#can not bring myself to watch bc i will not enjoy the moments my favorite character is on screen bc i will Know people r loudly anti him#so im just kinda staying away i guess#idk. i kinda want them to. kill him off so i dont have to deal w it anymore#but i also know that when they kill him off people will be loudly celebrating and maybe thats worse#idk. i think the only way for me to win here is to change how i feel ab ben and not care ab him and join the hate train but i don't want to
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how’s everyone’s night going i’m thinking so hard about how two of the rawest moments we have with each individual jade (xuanwu cave + the mama lan sequence) happen in the sole presence of wei wuxian, and wei wuxian not only let’s each of them just be but does not judge either of them. other than that my night’s going great.
(contenders for second rawest moment is when jiang cheng hurts lan wangji’s feelings so badly and lan xichen has to beg to be able to have his own judgement)
#thinking abt wwx learning lwj’s boundaries and the lines he cannot cross#thinking abt lxc’s embarrassment in front of wwx and wwx assuring him that this moment will not leave the two of them#anyways unexplored dynamic lxc and wwx#i still firmly believe that wwx is a good bridge between the jades like. he doesn’t hold them to /being/ the jades#like. 1) that’s lan zhan!#from the very start wwx has greeted lwj with familiarity and just. just!#2) obviously the use of lxc’s titles out of respect but that does not stop wwx from being honest with lxc-#and seeing that lxc wants evidence of everything and working with that instead of against him#insert my thesis abt how i think if lxc wants to get out of seclusion lwj will have to be there to help him#but it’s through wwx that the two realize that they don’t always have to be the twin jades#and in fact only maintaining those specific roles would just be harmful to them and their brotherhood#like. let lan xichen and lan wangji be brothers and most of all be human not figureheads#anyways ch14 is hitting me with a fucking bus abt how much the jades were not allowed to be kids#and how they suffered the consequences of the actions of their parents#‘but the two children had clearly done nothing wrong’ is my new discord status#also i should state that like. the post is just my opinion bc xuanwu cave and the mama lan sequence both took me out back and killed me
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