It feels so incredibly weird to be gender nonconforming while also having like really black and white thinking. Like my brain fully cant think of an in between of men and women because i grew up without any outward confirmation of nonbinary people existing so i keep trying to place myself as either a guy or a girl but if i ask myself which id rather be i just get physically repulsed by both options. Like my brain fully cant comprehend who i am?This does lead to me getting imposter syndrome over if i am even trans because of how much i just try to not think of my gender.