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#RELIGIOUS TRAUMA BLACKSTAR WHEN??
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i feel like i am the only one who understands Blackstar warrior cats. i feel it in my heart
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dex-xe · 3 years
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I’ve made Spotify playlists inspired by each of the ghosts and I’ve made these little written pieces to talk about them. if you wanna read them, please go ahead - if not then enjoy the music!!
This is Humphrey’s playlist:
Body - Mother Mother
I wish I were sorry, but I’m honestly not. There’s no real consensus regarding what the song is actually about. I usually interpret it as being about body/gender dysphoria which isn’t really relevant here but I guess it links to the separation between body and soul and the idea that the body doesn’t define you which I think is quite relevant to Humphrey who relies on his soul for attention from others rather than his physical presence in a room.
Sign of the Times - Harry Styles
I feel like Humphrey probably has the most reasonable understanding of the passage of time of all the ghosts. He’s very down to earth compared to the rest of them. I know Robin has been there longer but I think he’s probably accepted the change of time without really considering it philosophically, whereas with Humphrey getting lost all the time he’s probably had more time to contemplate and I think he’d appreciate the song to listen to while he’s stuck various places. Also he’d like he piano, Humphrey’s a kinda piano man you can’t tell me otherwise (no Billy Joel fuck off).
Greensleeves - Ralph Vaughan Williams & Philharmonia Orchestra
This’ll come up a lot in various other ghosts’ playlists but I’ve tried to include some music from each of their time periods to try and capture what they would have heard so yeah, enjoy some Tudor music.
Tilted - Christine and the Queens
It’s been established that Humphrey’s wife was French so I felt the need to include at least a little bit of French which this song obviously captures. Also again it’s kinda the idea of not having total control over your body.
Abracadabra - Steve Miller Band
No idea why it’s just a Humphrey song I will take no criticism on this.
Don’t Look Back In Anger - Oasis
The scene with Fanny and Humphrey talking about their marriages is one of my favourite scenes and basically the whole “marriage went wrong but you can’t look back at it with contempt because it’s over now and time’s moved on” is what he was trying to say to Fanny and aid her recovery from her marriage trauma in the same way that Humphrey has healed from his.
High and Dry - Radiohead
I also see this song in reference to that scene with Fanny because it’s like no precise meaning to my knowledge but I interpret it as being about telling someone to let go of other people and what’s happening with them and focus on yourself and what you need.
My Iron Lung - Radiohead
Humphrey’s death is constrained by the decisions he made in life that brought about his death, which is kindaaaaa the meaning of the song like it’s a stretch. Like it’s actually about Radiohead being constrained by Creep as one of their most successful songs but like the idea of being stuck in a box and not being able to live freely. I really want to learn more about Humphrey’s life in the new series cause like, I want development to show how his beheading was brought about and what it’s like to live his… death completely restrained by his situation.
Body Terror Song - AJJ
“I’m so sorry that you have to have a body, one that will hurt you, and be the subject of so much of your fear, it will betray you, be used against you, then it'll fail on you my dear”. There we go!! Humphrey’s body wanders away - newsflash from me.
Eleanor Rigby - The Beatles
“A ballad for the lonely”, catch me crying over Humphrey as usual. But yeah obvious reason is cause Humphrey is often left alone and unable to interact with the others. The other thing I like to think when listening to this song is about the idea of lonely people noticing the little details no one else does, in the song it’s clearly the little details about the protagonists lives (Eleanor Rigby picking up tiny grains of rice with no one to help, and Father McKenzie writing sermons no one will hear) but Humphrey - like I think many lonely people — notices little things like Francis writing the letter to Thomas etc.
Where Is My Mind? - Pixies
Idk this song is just trippy. I remember reading ages ago that it was about scuba diving. But yeah, I primarily think it’s a Humphrey song because I just like the image of his body wandering aimlessly about the house with this song looking for his head XD
Waterloo Sunset - The Kinks
Again, I’ve said this a few times now but Humphrey being an observer of Button House and what takes place within it’s walls, just watching the others going about their days as he sits alone. I know the writer said he watched the world from the window of a hospital as a child and I think being able to watch over the city without being able to participate because of physical ailment is pretty telling.
O Lord, in Thy Wrath - Orlando Gibbons & Choir of Clare College, Cambridge
This is just a Tudor song. I grew up very very religious and, while I’m not sure I heard this exact song, I spent hours upon hours in church services every week with songs very similar to this and the music was the only thing I actually enjoyed about it. But yeah, I wanted to include at least a few religious songs in Humphrey’s because of my theory regarding his death which (given that we might find out about it in season 3 and I might be totally wrong) I’m gonna just briefly mention XD I basically think his death might’ve been religiously motivated because of the instability of state sanctioned religion in England at the time. Elizabeth I (monarch when Humphrey died) put 200 Catholics to death and given that Humphrey was married to a French woman and the French were under Catholic rule at the time it might not be too far outside the realm of possibility for Humphrey to have lost his head for being the ‘wrong’ denomination. Idk, probably miles off cause I’m really bad at theories but we’ll find out soon hopefully!!
Pantyhose and Roses - Echobelly
Just for the line “it could change but it never will”. Being a ghost must be such a difficult existence because there’s very little they can do to change what’s wrong because they obviously can’t leave where they die. But especially for Humphrey, nothing can change really for him because of his situation.
Waltz #2 (XO) - Elliott Smith
“I’m never gonna know you now, but I’m gonna love you anyhow”. As far as we know Humphrey’s relationship with his wife obviously wasn’t the best and it seems as if he possible barely knew her cause of the language barrier and the fact it was an arranged marriage.
After Hours - The Velvet Underground
This song has such a feeling of isolation like wishing that you could be a part of everyone’s fun but you’ve yet to find the person with whom you can experience that fun with.
Out of Time - Blur
I’ve said it before I’ll say it again but the idea of noticing the small things around you and focussing on the bigger picture of the world rather than hyper fixating on the intricacies of our own existence. Also, this is totally irrelevant but there’s an episode of Torchwood called ‘Out of Time’ in which three people from the 1950s suddenly rock up in 2000s Cardiff and the Torchwood 3 team have to take care of them and try to teach them about the modern world (it’s one of my favourite episodes, like it’s genuinely really good) and I think that’s really cool.
Blackstar - David Bowie
The song is just sad and I put it on any playlist of a sad character, no further explanation.
Why do I use my paper, ink and pen? - William Byrd, Stile Antico & Fretwork
More Tudor music, Tudor musiccccc.
25 Minutes to Go - Johnny Cash
Obvious but yeah there we go: just basically a man waiting and being led to his death which, if the assassination theory is to be believed (which we shall soon find out I guess) then the idea of Humphrey being led to his death is potentially gonna be a sorrowful story to hear about in the show??
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lbbounaries · 4 years
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Summer Lyrics
Sunburn:
Come waste your millions here
Secretly she sneers
Another corporate show
A guilty conscience grows
And I'll feel a guilty conscience grow
And I'll feel a guilty conscience grow
She burns like the sun
And I can't look away
And she'll burn our horizons
Make no mistakes
Come let the truth be shared
No one ever dared to break
These endless lies
Secretly she cries
She burns like the sun
And I can't look away
And she'll burn our horizons
Make no…
by Muse
Sunburn Analysis:
Sunburn written by Matt Bellamy, lead vocalist. This song is about moving into a new world mentally and/or physically. You realise that it’s not what you thought it was going to be. The band Muse state it was written at a time of change for them, from painting and decorating, to signing on and flying first class to LA.
When I listen to Sunburn, I get a sense of anger and frustration. Someone who has been mistreated and used by those who have underestimated her strength, that comes from years of anger being pushed down until one day it is realised and burns everyone who has never shown any respect. All lies have been broken and the truth has come out, ridding her of any guilt she felt before towards those people. They shake with fear in the presence of her power, but are captivated by the sheer magnitude of it.
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Psycho:
Love, it will get you nowhere
You are on your own
Lost in the wild
So come to me now
I could use someone like you
Someone who'll kill on my command
And asks no questions
I'm gonna make you
I'm gonna break you
I'm gonna make you
A fucking psycho
A fucking psycho
A fucking psycho
Your ass belongs to me now
Are you a human drone?
(Aye, sir!)
Are you a killing machine?
(Aye, sir!)
I'm in control, motherfucker, do you understand?
(Aye, sir!)
Your mind is just a program
And I'm the virus
I'm changing the station
I'll improve your thresholds
I'll turn you into a super drone (super drone)
And you will kill on my command
And I won't be responsible
I'm gonna make you
I'm gonna break you
I'm gonna make you
A fucking psycho
A fucking psycho
A fucking psycho
Your ass belongs to me now…
by Muse
Psycho Analysis:
Psycho was written by lead vocalist Matt Bellamy. The song explores the violent nature of modern society. Matt Bellamy explains the songs in the album Drones, including Psycho, are metaphorical psychopaths enabling psychopathic behaviour. The world is run by these Drones turning the rest of humankind into a “super drone” with this psychopathic behaviour. 
Matt continues to say that the album itself explores the journey of a human, from abandonment and loss of hope, to indoctrination by the system to be a human drone, to their eventual defection from their oppressors.
My interpretation of the song involves the training and brainwashing of armies, stripping them of their humanity, and replacing it with the urge and need to kill. Being trained to kill on command, with no empathy, to then be blamed when the consequences come around. Being abandoned and forgotten, left to suffer with the trauma and guilt of the actions forced upon them.
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Time Is Running Out:
I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation
You will squeeze the life out of me
Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push…
by Muse
Time Is Running Out Analysis:
My personal interpretation of this song is about life itself. At times you feel like you're drowning and that you will never be free to do what you want to do, and try to stop it. But there will be a point where you are addicted to everything life can give. You can’t stop it from taking its course, and you can’t contain it or ‘screaming out’. It is meant to be seen and heard and used to its full potential.
Time Is Running Out written by lead vocalist Matt Bellamy. This song is open to many interpretations. One is a girl who smothers a guy, but he is now ‘addicted’ to her and can’t let go. 
It could also be a commentary on the fleeting nature of time itself, and how it can be so overwhelming but beautiful. It is slowly sucking the life out of us and, in the end, it will be the death of the majority of humankind. The song states that you can’t stop it, and you can’t manipulate it. You are free until you realise you are, then it will restrict you - ‘bound and restricted’.
Based on the music video, it suggests the lyrics refer to the approach of a nuclear holocaust: ‘you can’t push it underground, you can’t stop it screaming it out, how did it come to this?’
Rock ‘n’ Roll Suicide:
Time takes a cigarette, puts it in your mouth
You pull on your finger, then another finger, then cigarette
The wall-to-wall is calling, it lingers, then you forget
Ohhh, you're a rock 'n' roll suicide
You're too old to lose it, too young to choose it
And the clock waits so patiently on your song
You walk past a cafe, but you don't eat when you've lived too long
Oh, no, no, no, you're a rock 'n' roll suicide
Chev brakes are snarling as you stumble across the road
But the day breaks instead, so you hurry home
Don't let the sun blast your shadow
Don't let the milk float ride your mind
They're so natural, religiously unkind
Oh no, love, you're not alone
You're watching yourself, but you're too unfair
You got your head all tangled up, but if I could only make…
by David Bowie
Rock ‘n’ Roll Suicide Analysis:
Rock ‘n’ Roll Suicide written by David Bowie. This song is about Bowie’s persona, Ziggy Stardust and his collapse. The song closes the album The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from Mars. You get an idea of what the song is about just from the title itself.
Lyrics such as, “Time takes a cigarette, puts it in your mouth” and “the clock waits so patiently on your song” suggest that Ziggy was born to die. Time is killing him slowly, waiting for him to finish his performance. Personally, I think that this is David Bowie singing to Ziggy Stardust, saying his final goodbyes, knowing what is going through his mind. “I’ve had my share, I’ll help you with the pain, You’re not alone”. I believe he is thankful for what Ziggy did for him and his career, and knows his time has come. “Gimme your hands ‘cause you’re wonderful”.
Lazarus:
Look up here, I'm in heaven
I've got scars that can't be seen
I've got drama, can't be stolen
Everybody knows me now
Look up here, man, I'm in danger
I've got nothing left to lose
I'm so high it makes my brain whirl
Dropped my cell phone down below
Ain't that just like me?
By the time I got to New York
I was living like a king
Then I used up all my money
I was looking for your ass
This way or no way
You know, I'll be free
Just like that bluebird
Now ain't that just like me?
Oh I'll be free
Just like that bluebird
Oh I'll be free
Ain't that just like me?
by David Bowie
Lazarus Analysis:
Lazarus written by David Bowie. Bowie was working on his off-Broadway musical Lazarus, a sequel to The Man Who Fell to Earth. He played the lead Thomas Jerome Newton, a man who remains on Earth unable to die. It is  the only song from the production on the album.
Lazarus is a biblical name, who was restored to life four days after his death by Jesus. Reasoning behind the naming of the song, could be a metaphor for the resurrection of the Newton character. It could also be Bowie reflecting on the revival of his own career after years of self-imposed silence.
The song had a new meaning after David Bowie passed away, two days after the release of the album Blackstar. Bowie died of cancer, and had known that his life was coming to an end, indicating that in this song he was coming to terms with his death. “Look up here, I’m in heaven”. 
In the music video, Bowie sings from a hospital bed with a wrap covering his eyes. A woman comes out of a wardrobe, reaching up at him from under the bed, and from under the desk as he quickly and desperately writes. She is the visual representation of Death. Bowie’s final scene is him backing into the wardrobe from where Death came from, and closing the door.
People Are Strange:
People are strange when you're a stranger
Faces look ugly when you're alone
Women seem wicked when you're unwanted
Streets are uneven when you're down
When you're strange
Faces come out of the rain
When you're strange
No one remembers your name
When you're strange
When you're strange
When you're strange
by The Doors
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What Percent Are Monsters:
Early morning rain and I can’t explain
All this heartache falling down on me
And I’ve been runnin for far to long
Take me when you’re gone
Don’t wanna sing about love sing about pain
I feel all alone
We don’t feel the same
Town was built
Town was paved
Early morning rain and I can’t explain
All this heartache
Don’t go
What do you get when you lose someone?
The same old place and the same old scars
What do you do to forget someone?
You don’t look back you never look back
Stay don’t go
How many time do you have to let me go
What do you get when you lose someone?
The same old place and the same old town
by Friends of Clay
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Every You Every Me:
Sucker love is heaven sent
You pucker up, our passion's spent
My hearts a tart, your body's rent
My body's broken, yours is spent
Carve your name into my arm
Instead of stressed, i lie here charmed
'Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Sucker love, a box i choose
No other box i choose to use
Another love i would abuse
No circumstances could excuse
In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone
'Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me, me
Sucker love is known to swing
Prone to cling and waste these things
Pucker up for heavens sake
There's never been so much at stake
I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort, calling late
'Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you…
by Placebo
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