Hi yes hello what earned them the title worst siblings in the world?

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spinel is the epitome of perfection. she hasta be. anything less than perfection is something that can get her and her siblings killed. she already got her n her siblings out of an abusive home, she's not looking ta relive being in fear 24/7 (even though the situation hasnt changed, its just that the environment has and she feels a new level of control in this new one)

citrine is the opposite of perfection. she keeps fucking things up, not doing things the way they needta b done, and spinel dogs on her abt it A LOT. they're the eldest. they're the ones that hafta keep everything in order n citrine just doesnt seem ta b up ta the task. its like she's self sabotoging on purpose. like she's trying ta ruin this for them, when spinel worked oh so hard ta get them where they are now.

citrine used ta look up ta spinel a lot but not anymore. she's basically acting out in all the ways a rebellious teenager would. drugs, sex, hanging out w/"shady characters" just Not Listening, all that stuff. but bro. citrine is just tryna live man. really live. why does spinel hate it when she uses weed just ta try ta escape from the nightmare for a little bit? when she reads silly romance novels when she needs ta be training? she just wants to feel good for once.

but citrine is well aware that she's not the best role model for her younger siblings. her 5 yr old sis is already taking after her n her angry personality. lashing out at her twin sister in a very similar fashion that citrine does ta spinel, pretending ta smoke and getting caught trying ta smoke when going thru citrine's belongings, but she cant help but continue ta be the way she is. and neither can spinel. its like nothing changed. and citrine is watching the cycle continue with their 5 year old sisters while spinel doesn't seem ta notice the problem at all.

but thats how it always is with her isnt it? survival is more important than emotion. fear is a driving force. now what we hafta ask is where exactly these two are drivin ta, and are they even on the same road ta begin with?