weird question but it came up in conversation recently and now i’m curious: if you had repressed memories, what was it like to have them resurface?
personally, i don’t think my life was better living in “ignorant bliss,” but i can’t rly say i’m glad i remembered either. i wonder how other ppl feel abt this kind of thing. i’ve been living w the UNrepressed memories for the amount of time i had forgotten now, so ig i’m just thinking abt it more w my bday coming up. wow that’s crazy, i’ll have remembered for longer than i forgot
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I am sorry to ask the hardest one...
🙋🏽♂️ Who's your favorite oc?
Oof, um, at this time it's kinda a tie between Nash Martin (from my still-unnamed sci-fi story inspired by Imagine Dragons songs) and Nao Jhor'daima from the Zehm universe. i've been thinking a lot about both wips lately, so yeah.
Nash is supposed to be just one of a group of protagonists (ID story has a whole cast of 'em tbh) but shhh they're my secret MAIN protag because I'm rather attached to them. they're hard to explain because most of the story (and the characters unfortunately) is very much a wip, it's like I love Nash a b s o l u t e l y but i know barely anything about them except that they're in a band called NASA (possibly???) and that they have a formerly-friends but now enemies thing going on with the Much Loved Superhero of the city where the story half takes place, Jordan. Nash also has an odd found family made up of a mad scientist girl, the band's drummer, and a reptilian man
and Nao? well, I have whole freakin' character sheets and interviews with Nao, but basically he's a tiny unidentified monster teenager with furry ears and a posh accent that wants nothing more than to graduate the magic school he attends and become the Ruler of his People as is his Birthright
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listening to dd, bite me and criminal love back to back was my best decision ever
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had a panic attack in the shower and in the following breakdown i realised that I got fucking triggered by my dad because it was just like back in my childhood and I kinda forgot how scared I was of him most of the time. like these days I feel uncomfortable and when my parents fight it puts me on edge but it's been a while since I had such a bad reaction and hell yeah, we love the trauma
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I've known wes for almost 4 years, he introduced me to riot grrrl, to skating polly (and now they are one of my favorite bands ever!), he has been there for me in such a special way and I'm always screaming about how much I love him and stuff like that, I do believe I'm very bad at words so I'll try my best. wes is like a fucking brute force, so strong, so present, he's so charismatic and funny too, got the coolest tattoo, the coolest hair, could drown in his own tears for gerard way and mcr in general but that's one of the strongest things that connect us, there's nothing else in the world that I would love more than just a hug from him, a little of his time. I know he's there, he's always for me but I wish he was here, I wish I could kiss his centipede tattoo and laugh about it. he also thinks about me when mcr plays vampires (which I think it's the sweetest thing in the world) but does he know I always think about him when house of wolves is playing, or when I'm writing something about music for my school, does he know I automatically link him with some of the nicest songs I've ever heard?, just wanted to put that out there, I love him <3 @killrockstar
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my parents' church owes me financial compensation. not just for the Religious Guilt they instilled in me when i was young, or the queerphobic sermons i was forced to listen to as a queer teen. but also because that godawful christian rock they played every sunday still pops into my head and torments me to this day
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