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xxsabitoxx · 5 months

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Pale Blue [2] No Context Teaser Suguru Edition

A/N: taking a little break from my finals just to share this cause I miss writing Pale Blue and physically cannot wait for this week to be over.

Pairing is Geto Suguru x Pregnant Reader

“She will be the last client for this year, please let any new potential clients know that I will not be able to meet with them until after the new year.”

She nodded quickly before departing, leaving Suguru alone again as he reached for the paperwork he set down. “What a kind heart you have, papa Geto.” Suguru hadn’t even been able to read the next sentence, laughing softly at Mimiko’s comment. The brunette girl was kicking her feet, coloring intently beside her sister on the plush rug Suguru had put in just for them. “It’s important to help people in need, you know. She seemed like she could really use it.” He smiled fondly at the two sisters, listening to Nanako hum softly as she scribbled onto the page.

“I guess you’re right.”

“You guess I’m right?”

Mimiko nodded, stopping her coloring to look up at Suguru behind his desk. “Yeah, I mean you really don’t need to help anyone. But you choose to do so even when you don’t have to. You have a kind heart, papa Geto.” The small girl repeated her initial statement, smiling softly as Suguru’s expression morphed into one of genuine surprise. He couldn’t bring himself to say anything, watching her small head turn back to the paper she was drawing on, starting to hum along with the tune Nanako had set. Suguru sat there, wondering how a child could think of such things.

He saw himself as anything but kind-hearted at this point in his life. But still, he didn’t have the heart to say those things, especially not to a six year old. Suguru had barely reached for his paperwork again when your face crossed his mind, making him freeze once more. You had been a constant thought in his mind since the day he left. Not even an hour had gone by where you didn’t consume his thoughts, knocking the air from his lungs and paralyzing him for a moment. He missed you. Fuck he missed you terribly and it was enough to render him utterly immobile at points.

Slowly, he forced air back in his lungs, your smile leaving a permanent mark engraved in his mind. He didn’t regret anything he did up until this point, well maybe except for one particular thing. He didn’t take you with him the day he left. He knew he loved you too much to force you into this kind of life, he needed it to be a choice you made out of your own free will. Something cheesy about loving someone meant setting them free when the time came had crossed his mind when leaving you that letter. Leaving it on the bed he once called his own, so long as you were in it, it was his.

But still, the choice to leave it all up to your own free will did nothing to fill the void beside him each night. How desperately he wished you were laying beside him, curled perfectly into his embrace, face snuggled into the crook of his neck. Your natural musk mixing with your perfume, your hair tickling his hands as he held you tight, your chest rising and falling evenly as you slept. He ached to hold you again, finding it hard to fall asleep each night in your absence. But he had made this choice, he had to own it, even if that meant you weren’t a part of his life right now.

“But he knew, deep down, that it was only temporary; you'd come back to him.”

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humanpurposes · 10 months

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Come So Close That I Might See, Savour Sweetness (deleted scene)

A/n: This is a little extract set on Aemond’s 18th nameday. By this point, Lucia has been married to Aegon for a few years and they are still childless. Dedicated to Sam @randomdragonfires for being such a sweetheart 🩵 Also available to read on AO3.

Series Masterlist // Main Masterlist

Words: 400

The next few weeks were consumed with preparations for his eighteenth name day. He had refused the Queen’s suggestion of hosting a tourney. He suggested a hunt, but the King was not keen on the idea, on account of his ever deteriorating condition. Eventually it was decided there would simply be a feast. A shame, he would have preferred to spend the day plunging spears and arrows into flesh.

He rose soon after dawn on the day of his name day and rode Vhagar, as he always did. He trained with Cole then made his way to his chambers to bathe and ready himself for breakfast with his mother.

He had his undershirt on and was about to reach for his jerkin when there was a knock at the door.

Lucia stepped cautiously into the room. Her hair was pulled up behind her head and she wore a simple gown of pale blue silk. She looked upon him for a moment. His hair was still damp, and the opening in his shirt revealed a small ‘v’ shape below his collar. She blinked rather pointedly, then held out a small black box.

“What’s this?” he asked.

“That’s the point,” she said, “you’re supposed to open it.”

He took the lid off and slipped the contents into his palm. A small sapphire fell with a soft thud against his skin.

“I know you think your injury to be… unappealing, so I thought perhaps you might put something beautiful in its place,” she explained. “You may need to ask the maesters…” she trailed off. “It’s a foolish idea, I’m sorry-”

“No,” Aemond said softly.

A faint smile graced her lips. She came closer to him, to trace the sapphire’s jagged and uneven surface with her finger. A faint floral scent drifted from her hair and he could feel her breath on his chest.

“Lady Johanna used to say, without suffering we would never know comfort. Without fear we would have no need for bravery. She says the gods are bitter so that we may savour sweetness. I've always thought it a cruel justification but...” She looked up to realise he wasn��t looking at the sapphire.

“Thank you,” he uttered.

She took a step back from him with a sharp intake of breath. “I look forward to seeing you this evening, my Prince,” she said. With that, she made for the door, her skirt sweeping around her.

Aemond folded his fingers around the gem. He found it a rather macabre idea, but one he was intrigued by.

#aemond targaryen #my fics #deleted scene #aemond x original female character #aemond smut #aemond fanfiction #aemond x y/n #aemond x reader #aemond targaryen fanfic #aemond “pussy eater” targaryen #hotd fanfic #hotd fan fiction #hotd fanfiction

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muddypyro · 6 months

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and here's something a lil different;

both freaked out and have stress cracks throughout, and i have a theory it may be partly related to the oxide used for this test... [side note - stress kills guys! let these sad fucks remind you to take good care of yourself 🩵]

it's Neodymium!

threw in a touch of copper as well, which will take away from the full dichroic effect that Nd brings, but there's still a pretty decent color shift between a pale robins egg blue and a chartreuse/green depending on lighting source (meaning natural, florescent or incandescent)

shit ran like hell, more than crystalline glazes usually do, so looking into that.

this reminds me of icebergs and winter so this could be in good use as I begin making work for the upcoming holidays (think hella tree decorating and winter-themed ornaments!)

another stunning glaze

#pottery #clay #ceramics #wheelthrownpottery #glaze testing #porcelain #full time artist #crystal growing #chemistry #neodymium #blue #green #dichroic

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venusboy444 · 9 months

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🦋🌟*•. La Luna .•*🌟🦋

i feel like since a child, I’ve always loved the moon and the ocean and how connected they are with one another. And how the full moon controls the tide of the sea to make the sea more lively and excited to be in this push and pull dance with the moon.🩵

So, Ive always drew the moon as a mixture of the sea and stars; to represent the pale lighting of the moon hitting against the pitch black sea to make it appear a beautiful Lapis color with light blue waves crashing along the sea itself, and the stars making way to appear as if the sea herself is glowing. Shes always most joyful with the sea.

Even though the moon may appear sad or angry, shes always wiling to give company to anyone who’s lonely at night, looking up at her for comfort or company.

Shes been there for me even when the tears would consume my whole vision only making the moon a fuzzy white pearl against the cold lonely night sky.

So i made this portrait for her, and i hope the moon loves it as much as i adore her.•*🩵

Anywayss i hope you all enjoy my little art and have a wonderful day today 🩵🫧🩵

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labelledheame · 9 months

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innalillahi wainnaillahi rojiun.

feeling so blue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am gonna miss everything abt you grandma; almh Nenek. i’m so grateful to have been your grandchild. almh nenek was a strong and great woman. may Allah grant almh nenek the highest rank in Jannah & make me & fam reunite with almh nenek again. terima kasih sudah mempercayai dhea sebagai teman bicara nenek. terima kasih sudah sharing cerita cerita nenek ke dhea agar menjadi wanita yang mandiri & kuat. terima kasih nek sudah sayang & baik ke dhea. terima kasih atas setiap & semua cinta & kebaikan kebaikan nenek. nenek adalah definisi dari kecantikan jiwa & paras. tidak ada lagi telepon yang hampir setiap hari dari almh nenek. dhea akan rindu dengan :

assalamualaikum. aah dhea *nada bahagia*

nenek rindu suara dhea

nenek mau dengar suara dhea

lamanya nenek nda dengar suara dhea

dhea dimana

dhea buat apa

dhea dari mana baru angkat telepon nenek

dhea sibuk kah

nda menganggu kah nenek

sudah lah ya nak, nenek mau dengar aja suara dhea

dan dengar dari kak anha kalau nenek rindu. "kenapa dhea dheaku susah dihubungi"

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

dhea minta maaf nek. nenek tidak pantas berlaku seperti itu. dhea minta maaf karena ga angkat telepon karena butuh waktu untuk sendiri.

kata nenek waktu dhea kecil, dhea bahagia dan senang kalau diajakin nenek jalan jalan. ga ngeluh.

dhea ingat waktu kecil nenek ajak dhea sama sepupu; cucu nenek yang lain ke sebuku, nenek paling sayang dhea mungkin karena yang paling muda, nenek menawarkan diri, nenek: dhea mau apa?, dhea: nanas nek, nenek: jangan kemana mana ya, tunggu nenek ke kebun di blkg rumah.

nenek curhat ke orang orang kalau dhea cucu ke sayangan nenek.

nenek senang dhea belikan cangkir baru karena nenek suka minum kopi (walau dilarang minum sering)

nenek & dhea buat rencana ke pasar subuh tapi hujan dan terpaksa batal lalu diundur ke hr besok

nenek & dhea ke pasar

nenek & dhea nyari dokter mata lalu ketemu tapi harus batal karena penyakit saraf, nenek jd tidak bisa naik tangga

dhea senang dulu bisa bermalam di rs buat temani nenek

dhea senang dan akan rindu nenek buatkan pejabu & makanan kacang gula merah itu

ada banyak yang ingin dhea tulis tapi itu tidak akan selesai karena banyaknya moment berharga & kebaikan kebaikan hingga kasih sayang nenek yang tak terhingga. tulisan ini dibuat agar orang orang terinspirasi untuk lebih banyak menghabiskan dan dengan suka rela meluangkan waktu bersama orang orang tersayang, khususnya keluarga. dan agar orang orang percaya bahwa kebaikan kebaikan yang dilakukan dari hati akan selalu bersinar abadi dan tidak akan pernah terlupakan.

terima kasih banyak nek. nenek sudah tidak sakit lagi. 🩵

august 11, 2023

friday.

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