Every time I see someone cite one of my clips when telling people about a particular charater, analyzing a specific interaction, or making lore predictions, it always warms my heart.
(i said id wait longer but... i missed having it in the background :< plus im working on digitalizing that silly jonmartin drawing so it fits to listen to tma teehee)
DENIAL (The Nile) IS A RIVER IN EGYPT!! SPIDERS DON'T DO THAT!! /ref
In such a weird spot right now, very much debating a reblog sideblog
I know tumblr is all about "reblogging is good for the ecosystem!" which, yes! Reblogging is such a help for art! But at the same time I am one of those people who doesnt follow people who reblog too much because I get stressed out easily when there is too much stuff on my dash to catch up with. Which leads to me missing out on some cool peoples art. And I KNOW I am not alone in this mindset
I am currently trying to keep a balance between 'reblogging enough to get attention on smaller art posts' and 'not posting enough to cause people to unfollow me' but ah, thats hard....
+Colin saying that he 'found/met himself' on his travels is GOOD, actually, and Penelope should be overjoyed that her friend put that kind of work into himself. she should be happy the letters between them were genuine connection instead of him using her as 'free therapy' as some people like to state
+Colin is not using Penelope as free therapy, ffs
+Colin's line about not courting Penelope couldn't have possibly 'ruined her prospects' because she already had 0 prospects
+Colin caring about Marina even after everything went down is proof he has a good heart and nature and would make an excellent partner. (do i think he should have visited her still? no, i think she deserves her privacy, but Colin didn't do anything wrong in the S1 situation and him coming to check on her, being nice to her husband and her children, and feeling concern about her happiness is HEAPS better than how other men in this series have treated their previous romantic partners)
+Penelope being upset he isn't interested in her is 100000% valid. Cutting him out of her life for it however is toxic as hell (and celebrating her 'ghosting' him is very telling)
+Penelope was SUPER out of line multiple times w/ Colin, in particular when he's clearly heartbroken. Nearly confessing her crush on him in S1 was bad and selfish (his engagement JUST blew up very publicly by her hand) and when he comes back from traveling (aka: trying to heal after said blow up) asking about women he met is very tone deaf. reminding him she herself is a woman is ALSO very tone deaf
+Penelope has been and continues to be a bad friend to him, partly by her own admission when he complimented her on being a loyal person and she said she didn't deserve that (good news: this means she can have a character arc becoming a better one!)
+Calling Colin 'stupid' or an 'idiot' simply because he doesn't realize Penelope has a crush on him or for verbalizing things poorly is ableist and it needs to stop being so normalized in this fandom
ok I genuinely think @is-the-owl-video-cute has gone off the deep end. what makes you act like that on the internet for real. I don’t even have a real stock in this bullshit drama but they are just the most reactionary asshole to people? how can y’all look up to them they are genuinely so immature and pissy. they’ve been throwing a fit over users they personally dislike and using absolutely no proof at all to say they doxxed ppl. there’s like zero proof other than they don’t like them LMAO. can y’all log the fuck off please?? before someone actually gets hurt??
Oh I just remembered that very early during the pandemic or a little before idk I had a dream on which I was living on a beach town and working as a teacher and I looked very different (long dark hair, prettier, just more mature, normie & put together in general ?) and when I woke up was like haha that's never going to happen, I could never work at a school or get out of the gastronomic system, I'm doing this for life + moving out is impossible anyway with my salary. And now... 5 years later (that felt like much less??) I'm doing (nearly) all that :|
that hell-wip aside, i do have.. so many ideas. for timothy stoker last life au.
Tim wakes up, back to the ground, the world spinning above him. And, see, here's the thing: he's fairly sure he's meant to be dead, all things considered. That's generally what happens when you get blown up.
...but he's not. He's here. Only, uh... he doesn't know where here is.
…that's an issue.
There's a sun above him. Trees, short and stumpy, their foliage barely wide enough to cast him in the shade. Tim can hear their leaves shuffle just slightly in a wind he can't quite feel, and there's the sound of water nearby, just quiet enough that he's not quite sure he hasn't made it up.
Against his back is grass, and rocks, and some odd bar that's pressing uncomfortably into his shoulder.
Actually, he finds himself more uncomfortable than he'd realized. Which is weird. Because Tim's fairly sure that he's not meant to be feeling uncomfortable. Fairly sure he's not meant to be feeling anything except, like... y'know. Dead.
Well, okay, he's not a liar. He's not going to pretend that a tiny part of him hadn't been expecting sunshine and rainbows and kayaks. Some dumbass tearful reunion with his brother. The works.
But he's pretty sure -- no, fuck that, he knows -- that heaven isn't the type of place you're meant to be lying on uncomfortable grass and trying not to panic. (And if it is, well, he thinks that's a load of bull. And a little terrifying. So: not his problem right now. He smoothly relegates that to 'future Tim's' problem, and hey! Easy! Problem solved.)
there's this girl I'm friends with who is very nice and geeky but she is such an ao3 dickrider and it drives me insane. she was waxing poetic abt it today and I had to resist the urge to be mean abt it in front of everyone but my god
[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]
Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?
[ Transcript continued ↓ ]*
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Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.
Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!
Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.
* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.
one in a million when i watch smthing in the horror genre and don't end up disappointed to/and/or pissed off about it so like "also yeah i liked it. ooo" is like relative to that an off the charts rave review of media of the millennium. also i did think about mh a lot along the way so would recommend its affect/effect if you like mh's horror too
It's a little endearingly funny how if you go in the tma tags you would probably assume the archive squad are fairly close friends or maybe some weird messy found family dynamic going on amongst them, and then in the actual show 90% of their dialogue to each other is wrapped up in a ball of barbed wire while they all desperately need to go to therapy
After many mental debates over if it was 2018 I was barely playing or if it was 2019, and checking So many dates on Jorvikipedia, only to remember that the answer was right under my nose because the first gen 3 I bought was an app horse, and that horse released in December, and I always wait a solid amount of time before buying a horse, I've finally figured out that these horses were all bought in 2019, which is to say, here's the final archive-purposed post of all my years of horse purchasing! Manda's horses of 2019
Probably the year I'm still the most mixed on, given that all these horses were bought almost four years ago, so it's to be expected, but some of them still hold up (primarily the lusitano, even though I want to fistfight whoever at SSE keeps andalusifying them, and the north swedish) and at the end of the day they're a good bunch (except the connemara, had I not had principles I would have sold my connemara by now)