#Ive been in this hell with mister immortal man for over 4 years now | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

x-nephophile-x · 2 years

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Yall came to my blog for something and that something for many of you surely wasnt whatever the fuck hyperfixations a villain from a final fantasy game and a youtube funny man’s actually really complex and emotional interactive film in space is.

#my brain goes where the serotonin is and i am merely a spectator in this affair #and it has decided that for the rest of my life my serotonin will forever be drawn from a villain from a ff game and a youtuber #im not even gonna lie tho #Ive been in this hell with mister immortal man for over 4 years now #and with mr iplier??? I investigated it #ive been here with him since he had 45.000 subscribers #and i know people have been fans since day 1 and im not saying that x amount of time means anything anything-wise #but like??? the fact that I was what?? 13 when i found him?#and i remember being in a dark place then #my home life was starting to fall apart and i remember being so damn depressed and struggling to stay positive and hopeful about my life #and my future and i was sure i wouldnt make it past 18 #and idk i found mark and i spent weeks binging everything on his channel #and spent weeks more watching every new video #and i remember just?? seeing this heart of gold in him and seeing how much he cared and how much he loved and how hard he worked #and how much he poured every ounce of himself into everything about his life #and at the end of the day he made me smile and laugh and was one of the few things that did at the time #and to see him now doing what hes doing is just... im thankful for him and im so proud of him; and me in a sense; for getting this far #when i wasnt sure where either of us would end up a decade ago #dont perceive this or these tags idk im emotional and idk if its cringe to be emotional over a youtuber like this but fuck it #ive been here a decade im allowed to boohoo little baby gonna cry once in a while over this man #misc tag: cas rambles in the tags #misc tag: Cas Rambles

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