Keri baby I need help! I have too many f/os and I feel like I need to focus on them all so none of them feel left out :( but I feel horrible because I don't have that much time and energy. Do you have this problem? I think you said you have over 200 f/os at some point right? I have ten and I can't spread my love around for every single one of them every day and I'm so stressed, I don't want people to forget that I like all of them
!!! Sweet anon, I’ve got you!!! I have almost 300 F/Os now, I completely understand where you’re coming from.
Here’s how I view it: all of my F/Os are sitting in a room in my head rent free and they’re all just chilling. “On Pause” as I like to call it. Whoever I hyperfixate on, is currently “unpaused”!
Lemme give you examples: Plankton from the spongebob musical is my main F/O, right? He’s always in the back of my head, regardless of whoever else I hyperfixate on. HOWEVER. Right now, Starscream has taken the spotlight... for the last four months, I just. Can’t. Stop. Thinking. About. Starlight! And that’s okay. Plankton isn’t mad at me!! I like to think of Plankton sitting in the back of my head, kinda chillin’, painting his nails, kicking his feet back, complaining to Robbie Rotten about something trivial.
Beetlejuice!! I hyperfixated on him for two weeks. I think. That’s it, that’s all he got. Two weeks. Even though it didn’t last long, he’s definitely one of my top fave F/Os I’ve ever had- one of my mains!!! He’s also in that little room in my head, probably trying to figure out ways to freak out Ringmaster Raven. Raven!! I haven’t made any content abt him for a few months for personal reasons-- also just... chilling. They all love me. I have 50 billion boyfriends and they all love me!
I have lots of F/Os that I haven’t touched in years, but they know I still love ‘em!! All of this is literally in our heads, since it’s fictional, we have control over how they feel and how we handle self shipping in general. You don’t HAVE to give them all attention at the same time, if you don’t want to! It would definitely be stressful trying to get to all ten of them, every single day, whew. I can’t even imagine. I can only really hyperfocus on a few at a time. I may have over 20 TFP F/Os, and I’m hyperfixated on TFP for sure right now-- but the only TFP character I’m truly fixated on constantly would be Starscream and maaaaybe sometimes Megatron. I bounce around TFP F/Os every so often, but Starscream is the only one who is stagnant. Unmoving. In his stiletto heels. Legend.
But if you want to, maybe you can distribute attention to different F/Os every few days on your blog? Like, dedicating certain days to certain characters, or you can just put some stuff in your queue! Even though I’m hyperfixated on Starscream at the moment, I still have my queue filled with spongebob the musical and bee and puppycat content (space outlaw is my newest F/O)!! I tag some F/O imagines and love suggestions posts w/ different F/Os, too. But again, this is only a suggestion- you do what makes YOU happy! If you want a break from focusing on every single individual F/O, you can absolutely just focus on one or two at a time! I’m sure people know you still love ALL of your F/Os!!
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i gasped when i saw your magnus archives au because i'm a huge fan and your artwork on head archivist ooblek is so incredible. do you have any stray headcanons on it, or maybe how grimm translate to entities, or anything really because i'm so fascinated with this concept.
//You got a big storm comin'
Soooo TMA AU was basically caused by @nightmarebcrn and @jinxedcrow getting me into The Magnus Archives and the subsequent chaos thereafter. Barty was actually built slowly after I began season 3 I think (but it may have been season 2 or even earlier. I remember not realizing just how bad I was setting him up for pain). I'm gonna give a write up with as few show-spoilers as possible beyond the basic concept (Entities) and I will chew on the Grimm bc I didn't quite work on them when I developed this but now that you said it that brain's a-firin' away.
So!
The Archivist of Beacon AKA Why Barty Can't Have Nice Things
While I have written a statement on Barty's past, I'll do a quick write up of his history and who he is as the Archivist.
With all of my iterations of Barty, he is neurodivergent. He has Aspergers (low-spectrum Autism) and ADHD. This presents primarily in hyperfocus, being less than adept at social situations, a tendency to shy away from direct eye contact, and stimming (bouncing his leg, jittery movements, counting in dead languages).
Different to his canon verse, Barty is an only child and his parents were of equal age.
His first contact with the entities was when he was a young boy. He was raised primarily running around a now closed, privately run museum that operated near Oxford University. While no doubt several of the items within have made their way into the Beacon Artifact Storage, at the time he was aware of nothing specifically evil. A new lot acquisition included an unusual set of canopic jars that were written off by several scientists as very good fakes. Despite that, one of the employees – Dr. Herbert Renshaw – became obsessed with them and succumbed to their lure. He killed four people by removing critical organs and permanently disfigured a fifth before disappearing with them. While Barty witnessed the attack which killed his parents, and saw what it entailed, he repressed much of it for most of his life. Working at Beacon brought most of it back.
After his parents died he was looked after by his grandfather, who was a strict and no-nonsense veteran of the second World War. The arrangement lasted only two years before he died of cancer and Barty was released into the foster system, inheritance waiting for him when he turned 18.
Shuttled through foster homes, Barty became something of a punk. He had a big chip on his shoulder, was lonely and desperate for a place to fit in when there were so few that could address his needs. Finally he was sent somewhere with a reputation for 'curing' delinquency. Without knowing it he entered a residence under control of the Web.
Qrow Branwen was in his year in high school. While he and Barty didn't at once know each other, as they were both rather withdrawn and loners, they eventually grew close because of similar interests and attitudes. After a few months Qrow spotted a tell-tale scar on the back of Barty's neck. He'd escaped the same boys home the year before in a bid to be placed elsewhere with his twin. Suddenly frightened for Barty's life, he hatched a plan to help Barty escape. Because Barty was far more under the influence of the Web than Qrow had been it had turned into a rescue mission than a run away. The two of them burned the home to the ground and somehow managed to evade implication.
Barty went to stay with Qrow and Raven with their foster mother, Morrigan Branwen. She was careful to help with his needs, and Barty loved her like a mother, though he never considered Raven or Qrow his siblings. In Qrow he'd developed a bad crush that quickly turned into a deep, devoted love. While Barty wasn't much given to the concept of soulmates, he considered Qrow exactly that.
He and Qrow both were accepted into University and he'd thought they would always be together. Eventually though Qrow began to fade away from him, consumed by something else, and dropped out of University. He cut off contact and disappeared. Barty didn't see him again until Morrigan's funeral and never got any explanation for what happened.
Years later Barty obtained both his doctorate in history and a degree in archaeology. His interests were always skewed to the occult, though something always kept him back from pursuing the real deal of the supernatural. He was looking forward to a life of academia, though something always felt empty to him. Sometimes he'd see a familiar face in a crowd and his neck would itch before they disappeared. He never really gave up the torch he carried for Qrow either, despite trying to move on.
After a talk he gave on a lesser known cult during the height of the Egyptian empire, Dr. Ozpin Newman approached him about a job as Head Archivist in Beacon Academy. He might not have accepted the position if he had already been tenured, but Barty had a shaky research position at the University of London, and Ozpin was offering a good contract. Despite knowing Beacon's reputation he agreed... no one could deny the credentials of a Head Archivist of a major academic institute, even one with ties to potential supernatural research.
It was there he is reunited with Qrow again and settled into his job, hardly questioning why Ozpin might want him... why he made such an excellent candidate for Archivist. He was determined to set the archives right after Maria Calavera's treatment of them, set on making a difference, trying hard to hold onto the belief that encounters – despite having been involved in two such events on his own – were rare.
Fear has a way of catching up, has a way of mutating you, as he was ensnared by The Eye, and caught up in a careful game of chess between Avatars. Guilt is acid in his veins as he loses his employees one by one to different entities. Scars began to pile. Secrets began to be revealed, whether the information merely curled out towards him, or a few careful worlds could force them from the lips of those he put question to.
Eventually he had to wonder if he was even really human anymore... when the voyeuristic statements of fear were far more nourishing to his body than food. But surely it's human to be willing to kill to protect Qrow and his people, to make the world right again?
So, that's kind of a basic write up. As for Grimm, I am currently toying with creatures that are far more horrifying than their base in RWBY. The Grimm are soulless manifestations of dangerous concentrations of fear given form, residual negative energies forming into mindless beasts able to be controlled and guided by their Avatars, provided that Avatar embraces its calling. Tools to reap yet more energy for the entities beyond the veil.
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