#IDK YET MANNNN JUST COMPLAINING AND BLOGGING AND TALKING AND RAMBLING ON MY PUBLIC BLOG WHEEHEEHOOO
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healing means being so confused on how to deal with the ocs you made while being so deeply mentally ill. i would scrap them but now i'm too emotionally attached to them
#this post is about my sonas that are basically splits of each other#peril/emi/caitlin are simultaneously my most developed ocs while being my most mentally ill + deranged ones#im unsure of how much of their backstory im ok with posting. because of the way it is.#but. ill try.#caitlin is me when i found out what s-x was. emi is based on my first ever 'sona' i made around that time. peril is who i wanted to be when#i was 14. literally just what i looked like at the time + features i really wanted (more masculine ones + wings/horns/claws/slit pupils)#(also green eyes with red hair i still love it even tho i'm not super connected or sure on the hair i want to keep the redness of it)#caitlin gets (unhealthily) s-xualized. emi purposefully s-xualizes herself (bc at first she thinks it'll make ppl like her. then she starts#being malicious abt it.) peril was me but 'fully transitioned' (ftm). it's funny to think about it.#peril is now. like. s-x neutral. to the unaware. she's female but also with whatever genits she wants (bc fiction)#i have born male characters with large breasts. some others just 'pass' as women naturally (traps imo) (they're my ocs so it's fine)#so liiiike..... i can do what i want#anywaysssssssss i think healing means forgiving myself for being a cringe preteen. and doing that means changing these ocs#.......Somehow. idk how yet but maybe for now peril'll forgive emi first and maybe i'll bring caitlin back from limbo#IDK YET MANNNN JUST COMPLAINING AND BLOGGING AND TALKING AND RAMBLING ON MY PUBLIC BLOG WHEEHEEHOOO#.txt#my ocs#osha violation
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