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aftgficrec · 3 years

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Also!! A serving of street/underground fighter/boxer Neil please! Either complete or recently updated? I've gotten hooked on way too many abandoned works haha. Thanks again. :)

Street fighter or boxer!Neil is quite a rarity, it seems. Most of what we found is incomplete, and nothing very recent, so we widened the search to gladiators and vigilantes (hope you don’t mind!). Also included are some works featuring street fighter Andrew. - S

Street fighter/boxer!Neil:

peeping through the curtains (im sure theyre out to get me) by auotn [Rated T, 3726 words, complete, 2020]

It wasn't an unusual thing for Neil, who claimed to go on runs at night, to return home at 2-3 in the morning looking like he just got thrown to hellhounds and had to crawl through a field of nails to get back.

(or an au where neil is mad and needs an outlet)

tw: violence, tw: blood

Plaster by corns [Rated M, 24562 words, complete 2018]

Neil hasn't been to the megacity NYC since he was a child, but since gaining word of his father's disappearance over the border, now is Neil's chance to disappear to England for good. To get there, though, he has a few more plays to do—rigging his next boxing match, and a little more than pickpocketing.

tw: blood, tw: violence, tw: injury

Matt Boyd and Neil Josten bromance feat. boxing by @tell-me-your-vision [tumblr, 2019]

When Matt is set to graduate and leave, Neil is understandably concerned

Gladiators:

Together, they jumped by elawless [Rated M, 18227 words, complete, AFTG Reverse Big Bang 2019]

Neil josten was raised Nathaniel wesninski, the son of the Exocutioners for the Moriyama empire until his mother stole him away before a deathmatch against Riko Moriyama.

No matter how far he runs or how many times he changes his name, he will never be able to outrun his past. With the help of a league of assasins and gladitors up north, Neil once again may have a fighing chance at life.

tw: violence, tw: minor character death

NB: Gladiator art prompt by @hi-raethia

Champion by soulswimmr [Rated T, 21819 words, complete, 2018]

" The crowd roars even as Neil struggles to stay conscious. He won the battle, but there's no pride in it, because as long as he wins, he is still Nathaniel Wesninski to the world, and he is still The Butcher’s gladiator."

tw: violence, tw: blood

Vigilantes:

stars may collide by broship_addict, llheji [Rated M, 20664 words, complete, AFTG Big Bang 2018]

Moonlighting as Abram, member of the city's crime-fighting Foxes, Neil is doing a very bad job at staying under the radar. He's busy enough between his friends, patrol, and bickering with Andrew at work, but with the Ravens gang finally within reach and the reappearance of the Monster, he might have bitten more than he can chew.

(Or, how both Neil and Andrew accidentally fall in love with the same person twice. Lame.)

tw: violence, tw: gun violence, tw: death, tw: torture, tw: blood/gore, tw: nonconsensual sexual touching, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: murder, tw: sexual harassment, tw: referenced car accident, tw: implied/referenced drug use

NB: Art for this fic by @llheji here

Boxer/cage fighter Andrew:

Vinculum by Stjosten [Rated T, 5217 words, complete, 2020]

It is an unbreakable bond. One that keeps them both tethered.

tw: implied/referenced abuse

united under kingdom, and unto each other by papencuts [Rated M, 2099 words, complete, 2019]

“Can you imagine what this would do the crown? Backwater boxing matches, associating with drunkards, and criminals… These bruises, Andrew, gods… People are going to think I beat you.”

“No one is going to think that. It’s almost assumed that you like me to beat you.”

Incomplete works:

This is What We Do (We Nightmare You) by Fallon_SF [Rated E, 15373 words, incomplete, last updated Aug 2020]

In a future where illegal beast fights are the most prominent form of urban entertainment and arena owners preside like slum lords, the Monsters are an unknown threat. But Andrew and his team are fighting for more than just money and fame.

Meanwhile, the son of one of the most ruthless arena owners is hoping to fight for his own place in the world. As he tries to drag himself out from under his father's thumb, he finds a home among an unlikely group of people.

aka, a sci-fi au based off of Sonnie's Edge from the Netflix series Love, Death + Robots.

tw: violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

Fight by thegirlwiththeprettybrowneyes [Rated M, 9581 words, incomplete, last updated Feb 2020]

There weren't a lot of lines that Neil refused to cross. He lied. He stole. He killed when necessary. There was one line that Neil had promised himself that he would never let himself be pushed over.

Neil refused to die in front of Riko Moriyama.

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Gladiator AU

tw: violence

heavy hearts by scorpionprince [Rated M, 6553 words, incomplete, last updated May 2019]

“When you allow a fox the privilege of a full stomach, he thinks he can face the wolf and live. We all know how that story ends. We’ll be leaving now, Nathaniel.”

AFTG Boxing AU.

Nathaniel was sold to the Moriyama's to be a fighter, not an Exy player. Kevin leaves their team to train with the Foxes after his hand is broken, and the task of playing up the Fox/Raven rivalry is left to Nathaniel.

Will he run with wolves, or lie with foxes?

tw: abuse, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: knives, tw: blood, tw: drug use

Fight For You by maximilii [Rated M, 16639 words, incomplete, last updated 2017]

Seventeen-year old Neil Josten is living in a warehouse. Again. Hiding from his father, Neil makes his sole mission survival. But sometimes survival isn't enough. Fortunately, some strangers give Neil another chance to do the one thing that makes him feel alive. Fighting.

An AU where Neil can both start a fight and finish one.

tw: violence

Art

Matt teaches Neil to box by @jamieboya [tumblr, 2021]

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sizzlingpatrolfox · 2 years

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yoongi biased anon here ! yeah hahah im broke so i had to have that much roommates( i love it tbh it's a lot of fun) and it was surprising to me how all of us are queer lmaoo ( my 12th rommates just came out as bi-curious lol ) i guess queer people attract eachother in some ways ! but yeah jimin bd vlive is when i really paid attention to jkk and honestly if they werent idols and just regular people interating in front of me like that i'd straight up think they're a couple ; +

+ i already thought there was sth between them for sure after the hickey thing (bc during run bts i noticed they always gravitate to eachother and that was susto me but still ) but it was for me just friends fooling around like nothing serious :) until jms bd live when he was deadass acting like a schoolgirl with a crush i was like what the fuck lol, but yeah after that i watched gcfs for the first time and they just dropped my jaw to the floor! ++

++ bc i thought i was insane lmao i was in 1d years ago and i have always made fun of larries and shaded them all the time bc shipping for me was so weird ; i never thought id find myself in this situation but here we are hahah ( fun fact i showed my roommates a jkk compilation ( i had to know i wasnt delusional hahah) and they all think theres sth there so yeah ! )

Hahhdhsh I get it, but at least it's a very great experience, I don't think there's anything more valuable than a healthy social life. It is surprising that you're all queer yeah, I'm still shocked ngl. I grew up surrounded by queer people but we didn't know it at the time lmao, it's people I've known since kindergarden or middle school and by the end of high school we were all gay. We definitely attract each other.

I personally love that there's so much talk on bisexuality (or people being bi-curious) these days. Back when I was discovering my sexuality like 15 years ago, bisexuality was almost a myth, especially in 3rd world countries. I knew I liked women when I was 11 years old (it wasn't sexual attraction, just fascination but it was different from the way my straight friends felt about girls), but it was only when I was 15 that I really came to know the word "bisexual" and what it meant.

-- if they werent idols and just regular people interating in front of me like that i'd straight up think they're a couple -- YES. It's the same for me. If I knew them as real people you know from everyday life, there would be absolutely no doubt for me. But since I don't know them, I feel more comfortable leaving open a window for doubt.

I'm on the side of Jimin-has-always-been-like-that-about-JK because I've always seen him as pretty transparent, but I know it was a surprise for a lot of people, yeah. I think it was really obvious during 2014 - 2018 and then it stopped being so obvious and now it is again so people are picking up on it lol.

I was a 1D fan too. Never consider myself a larrie because I never thought they were dating, but I really loved Harry and Louis relationship, I could talk about it for hours. It really was so special even if it lasted like two years 😬 poor men, seriously. I felt terribly bad for them. I couldn't even watch those interviews where people would ask them if they were together and I wasn't surprised when they stopped interacting publicly. Neither were ever comfortable with that.

You know, when GCFT dropped, a lot of people started talking about jikook as a couple, and the majority of the fandom was going around like "omg you're gonna ruin their relationship like larry stop shipping them" blah blah blah. It's funny because after a while everyone just stopped saying that to jikookers lmao. Because it clearly never happened. Their relationship was never ruined because of that.

Yeah I imagine that watching them must be like staring at a flashing sign for LGBTQ men lmao. Even if they're not in a relationship, there is something there, and that's something we can all agree on.

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♪★My deceased father tortured me since I was 4 (I fought back at age 9, when my dad's torture got worse, (on multiple occasions on our he injection me with Meth and Heroin (inside a parked car at Carl's Jr

♪★now I've been homeless 13 times

♪★I rose a 9 year old kid (now 14 years old) named Anthony Castillo-Martinez, he was In an abusive foster home (the same one I was in), so me and my motel roommate and ex girlfriend of One Year. Kimberly Marie-Olivarez took him in

♪★I was mentally unstable and unfit so CPS took him away, (under Kimberly's false accusations that I "gave him drugs")

♪★im known for police, fire department, AMR, sherriffs etc.

♪★Jeremy Baraz & Ismhael Baraz, got shot && I saw the entire thing , and I almost got killed as well

♪★I was Prostituting/got sold, got drugged up and abused for money for us (To raise Anthony, and have a hotel for me Kim and him to live) and she killed herself (right in front of me and I tried to st0p her, but I was to late

♪★ I've been raped by my drug dealers which also drugged me up.people on the streets, Kimberly && many more)

♪★I was in Foster Care a couple times, ×°the 2nd time i was in abusive/Drug addicts, Angela and Jimmy Miller (they tortured, force fed, raped, abused, but me, drugged me up, had multiple people (over 40 a day) come in an rape me one by one

x°first a foster called GHS with staff instead of parents

x° and with Lisa (who was like a grandma to me but she passed away later on so I moved , later finding out that she attempted suicide)

♪★I’ve been in 215 mental hospitals (ETS, Loma Linda, Arrowhead, Cedars Cienai, San Bernardino Community, Delamo, The Willows "CRC", Auoura Charter Oaks, Auoura Las Encinas, UCI, Canyon Ridge, Kaiser, Kaiser Sunset, College Hospital)

♪★lock down treatment centers,1in Utah called Copper Hills Youth Center, ♪★multiple treatment centers

crisis centers (Crisis Stabelization Unit a 24 hour crisis center [CSU] over 80 times)

♪★2 week mental health and drug/alcohol programs (STAY Program (2x), Jumpstreet, Excelsior House, Rancho West, and Telecare Lagos...2x each)

♪★group homes (Rancho Domocitas), ♪★Boarding Cares (Golden Girls, a SSI paid house of all girls)

♪★rehabs (Cedar House 2x, CHYC, and multiple others)

♪★shelters (House of Miracles, Lutheran Mission, Set Free Ranch, Path Of Life, and many otherz)

♪★the streets (13 times homeless/on the streets, LA, OC, Menifee, Riverside, Murrietta, Mission Viejo, Corona, irvine and San Bernardino)

♪★been in car accidents (over 10 times)

♪★i have anger issues (extremely bad), been kicked out of multiple schools since 7th grade

♪★I’ve attempted suicide over 50 to 100 times

♪★I’ve self harmed on multiple occasions (in all kinds of different methods)

♪★I have bipolar (manic depressive disorder type 1 mixed episode).

♪★depression (major depressive disorder).

♪★paranioa.

♪★anxiety.

♪★Buliemia.

♪★insomnia.

♪★Dissociative Identity Fued.

♪★skitzoaffective (extreme skitzophrenia && bipolar mixed) ♪★PTSD.

♪★ocd.

♪★attachment disorder.

♪★Autism.

♪★borderline personality.

♪★amnesia.

♪★multiple personality disorder. ♪★anorexia.

♪★&&..i helped the homeless and people In hospitals (I help everyone way toooo much)

♪★been 0n all mental Health medication (I mean ALL)

♪★ People Tried To Send

Me To Metropolitan State Hospital(highest level of Care)

♪★IMD (Institution For The Mentally Diseased) on multiple occasions

♪★ive been to many therapists, physciatrists, ER's, and been on 51/50, 52/50 holds , concervertaship

♪★and lastly ive got taken away from my mom on four occasions (personal reasons)

♪★I’ve never had a stable home since 2011, now on Augest of 2018 I’m finally home

♪★I help others cus im used to people not caring about me

♪★I have trust issues, im always there to help to care to make sure there OK.

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