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marcholasmoth · 2 years

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just learned today that i do not, in fact, have to write my lab reports all by myself! i only have to do one by myself; the others i can do with my group.

so.

this morning, i worked with a student who was hours away from giving birth. i helped her with some chem homework, and she happily went on her way.

another one of my students brought me a gift today. chandler brought me a big bag of peanut m&ms and a visa gift card for $50. i have been so spoiled lately, and i could not be more grateful.

i also realized today that i don't have to spend the gift cards and money i'm given on bills - i can get things i want to! which is so wild!!

i also talked to christine this morning. i told her of my successes and the gifts from my students and all sorts of stuff and we got onto the topic of my religious upbringing. i told her all sorts of stuff, background information and things that were taught to me as a child and a young adult, and how i've spent my whole goddamn life under someone's thumb, under their microscope, under the scrutiny of the nosiest people who will never deserve my time.

and then christine told me she was proud of me for being able to get out of that control. and i was validated. and it feels really nice to have a doctor who is not my close friend tell me that i've done a lot of hard work and that my freedom is well-earned.

during our discussion, i also thought of a meme to make and send to andrew:

so i made that and sent it to him. he laughed.

i spent the morning doing nothing else besides running my phone's battery down to 16%, and around 2:30 i ended up on zoom with adri and micaley to work on lab stuff. which ended up with me having a stunning moment of mental clarity: when asked to explain why an equation was equal to something else, i explained it in proper terms without stuttering or thinking too hard. it just. came out. and it reminds me, sometimes, that i'm pretty damn smart. i just need things to help sometimes.

i also fixed the numbers and the equations and stuff and i'm pretty proud of myself for that work today.

and this evening?

well.

we saw spiderman.

the only thing i'm going to say about it on this blog, for at least a month, is that it's wicked good. plus i don't think i've ever seen a marvel movie on opening day, so being in a theater with other marvel enthusiasts made the experience so wonderful. the energy in the room was electric. the whole thing was spectacular, but the atmosphere is what really made the whole evening so incredible.

so if you can, or if you're comfortable to do so, please go see it if you're able. it's so good.

and i also ended up scheduling my booster shot for tomorrow, so i'm at joel's this evening so i can go get my shot early and head home before the snow really hits. and o hope i don't feel like shit tomorrow.

anyway, i'm exhausted and my eyes hurt, so i'm gonna put down my phone and snuggle with joel. goodnight 💜☺️

#molly rambles #operation srr #osrr #2000s #2600s #sunshine boy #christine is an angel

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