Caustic Conceit: A Naoya Zenin Playlist
Details, song list, lyric breakdown, and honourable mentions below the cut!~
A very lovely anon requested that I make a playlist for my personal favourite toxic blonde, and I just couldn’t say no. I delete my playlists on Spotify/Youtube too often for that to be a viable format so I decided to just make a graphic + a list so y’all could go through it in your own time and pick & choose what songs you liked and didn’t to add to your own playlists, if you wanted. Below are the songs listed in the graphic, some of the lyrics that secured them a place, and some honourable mention songs that I wanted to put in but ultimately decided against. They’re still very much on brand, in my opinion, though! Alright enough rambling, here ya go:
1) Headache - Motionless in White:
Some days I’m narcissistic, some days I’m in my way / Some days I try to sleep with pins and needles in my brain / Some days I feel sadistic, a portrait of my pain / Some days I live in fear that I am every fucking thing I hate!
2) Alpha Dog - Fall Out Boy:
You’re not the first or the last / But you’re possibly the prettiest whoa / He’s a fighter past his prime / He’s in the gutter wavin’ his hand / “I’m just fine!” // Alpha dog and o-o-omegalomaniac
3) I’m Not Sorry - Royal & The Serpent:
I got somethin’ to say / “Get the fuck out my way,” / Don’t know if I’ll make it ‘til tomorrow / Without losing all my marbles / I wanna kill everybody / I’m not sorry, I’m not sorry / I’m better than everybody / I’m not sorry, I’m not sorry
4) Ready to Kill - Blackbriar:
He likes a little challenge / It is his choice to let me run / With an evil laugh on his face / You can see he’s having fun // He’s on a hunt and ready to kill / He thinks it’s fun, it is his thrill / I’m chased by a murderer
5) Anxiety - Palaye Royale:
And I was born to be anything I wanted to be / Raised to be fucking mean, I’m a masterpiece / Blasphemy meet again in a world so vicious / Children crying, mothers scream, fathers drink / All you bastards scream!
6) The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance:
If it looks like I’m laughing, I’m really just askin’ to leave / This alone, you’re in time for the show / You’re the one that I need, I’m the one that you loathe / You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose / ‘Cause I love all the poison, away with the boys in the band!
7) X-Amount of Words - Blue October:
You mold, you mold / Yeah, you shape to mold / Oh, you’re bold, you’re bold / But your shape is bold / You’re a symptom superficial / To what they call knowin’ ya / Minus the speed / Could you imagine the phobia? // Systematic, sympathetic / Quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic / Your heart is prosthetic
8) I Want It All/We Will Rock You - Queen & Armageddon:
I’m a big deal, you should kneel, and crawl when you approach me / I got big bucks, big cars, I’m bigger than all the universe and its stars / I could buy your life whatever it costs / Name your price, give me what I need to get lost / I could buy the blue from the sky, I’m a rich hog / Give me it now, I’m not the guy you wanna piss off / By any means, I get what I want and I want it all
9) Brand New Numb - Motionless in White:
I’ve got a switchblade wit / That cuts like a bitch / And I think you two should meet // You’re gonna give me what I need / I’ve got blood on my hands, no guilt on my conscience / The war in your path, the sex in your violence / All of my flaws, I wear ‘em with honour / A purple heartbreak for all we’ve suffered
10) Blood! - My Chemical Romance:
I can’t control myself because I don’t know how / And they love me for it, honestly, I’ll be here for a while! // A celebrated man amongst the gurneys / They can fix me proper with a bit of luck / The doctors and the nurses, they adore me so / But it’s really quite alarming, ‘cause I’m such an awful fuck! // I’m the kind of human wreckage that you love!
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Honourable mentions:
*Necessary Evil - Motionless in White ft. Jonathan Davis: “Blow out the candles, I need not a wish for I am everything / Now crawl to my boots and lick / Kneel before me! // The monster you’ve made is wearing the crown / I’ll be the king and you be the clown / I’ll take the blame and parade it around / You’ve made me the villain you can’t live without!”
*Animal Impulses - IAMX: “Wilder than lions, louder than sound / The birds and the bees are getting older now / There’s a cold breeze blowing over my soul / Shine razor eyes in delight / Shine razor eyes before you die / Shine razor eyes in this light / There’s a cold breeze blowing over my soul.”
*Why Are You So Cold? - The Haunt: “The pathways are cracking / The ceiling’s come apart / The residents inside have all begun to panic / And I think you just might have been the start // Why are you so unusual? / That’s all I have to ask / You wanna be the leader / Then you fall into the back.”
*Such Horrible Things - Creature Feature: “When I was born / I did surely scorn / My proud parents’ name / Then their lives went down the drain / Drove them insane / My birth was a curse / I bit the nurse / Oh, but I love the worst // When I was sixteen / Life was frightening / My brother was quite dull / So with laughter in my skull / Pushed him in a hole / Then buried him alive / He barely survived / Oh, but I love the cries // I’m exactly what I seem.”
*Death March - Motionless in White: “I’m still rotten to the core / So won’t somebody stop this shit? / Fuck ‘em all, I’m over it! / I indulge the hypocrisy and I devour the pain / I give in to the ecstasy but the cold dark remains / I control my own destiny and I won’t suffer in vain / My enemy will not be the end of me / It’s chaos up in my head / My demons are my best friends / Ashes, ashes, we all fall down / There’s just hate in the hole where my heart used to be.”
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Alright, that’s it! Sorry there’s like....so much MIW, but hey, the vibes are there and I won’t fight them. This was a lot of fun even if it was a lot of work! I’d be happy to do this again, perhaps with other characters or “x reader” themes. If you’re enjoying this and have a similar taste to me (or are even just open about new music), feel free to drop an idea in my ask box and I’ll tell you if I think it’s doable or not.
(Also, special shout-out to a good friend of mine for helping me out and introducing me to Royal & The Serpent. You don’t follow me here but in the off chance you see this, you know who you are. 💜💙)
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very much still thinking about this because this essentially HAS to be post time skip. considering everything, the faded shirt print, Eddie already having a grave stone, Dustin's hair being way longer than in s4
but that brings up so many questions. if they seem to already be filming post time skip then what's going on with pre time skip. because while filming non linearly is standard practice, filming post time skip scenes before pre time skip scenes seems needlessly complicated unless there's set restrictions that limit their time there. even hair alone would already be needlessly complicated since they'd have to switch everything back and forth (especially annoying if they're using extensions)
just curious what's going on here. because no way they've already got everything pre time skip filmed in the one week on set, right? unless they'd have considerably more scenes filmed for pre time skip during s4 filming than is the general guess. we know there's definitely Something they already filmed, at he very least it's the continuation of the hill scene. but it could also be significantly more. just based on them having clearly filmed something else at rinkomania. but also there being bts pics of the characters at Lucas'? house which suggests they could have filmed something there already as well (since people like the California group have no business being there in costume for s4 and it's not even a used set for s4 to begin with)
but i guess it's also possible the time skip happens earlier than we think (a year ago the Duffers themselves guessed around e2 but not only did they say they weren't sure yet back then, that's also something i would expect them to not be specific about for spoiler reasons, even if they Did know) so technically, it'd be possible for the time skip to happen sometime during the first episode as well. after the first 20 minutes or maybe at the end of it
just thinking out loud here though because genuinely speculating based on three bts pics one week into fimling is just grasping at straws lmao. but i'm intrigued by the first real bts pic of a scene seems to be post time skip already, because i honestly didn't expect that
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Day 5
Madara is running, mind trying to keep up with everything that just happened. Take a left and then a right, there’s a contact there that can help. He feels blood dripping down his arm but he has to keep going. The shouts behind him are getting louder so he takes a left instead of a right, hoping to find a place to hide for a moment and catch his breath.
He has to make it to the meeting point and get his arm checked out before his date with Leo later. If he has to cancel again over this… He’ll make it. He has to.
Madara must have bled more than he thought at first. He’s stumbling and it’s harder to breathe and he almost doesn’t notice when he runs into someone else until that familiar voice cuts through the fog.
“Mama? Mama are you okay?” Why is he here? Did he have something going on? Madara tries to turn around, find a different place to hide. He can’t talk about this right now, not with Leo. Leo grabs his hand and Madara is too weak to pull away.
“I’m fine, Leo-san.” The shouts that were following him seem to be getting quieter. They must have taken the bait. He relaxes just a little bit. “I have somewhere I need to--” He collapses before he can finish, everything goes blurry and he has to force himself to focus on Leo’s voice. He can tell that someone’s speaking but he can’t tell if it's himself or Leo. Stay awake stay awake stay awake.
He feels his lips moving and he’s trying to say something while Leo is on the phone and applying pressure to Madara’s arm. Please don’t leave. I love you I love you I love you. Leo places a hand on his face and forces Madara to look up at him. Leo is saying something but Madara can’t hear it. I’m sorry you had to see me like this. Leo looks stressed. Madara caused this. He needs to leave before he makes it worse but Leo pushes him down when he tries to stand. His arm is throbbing.
Someone hands Leo a bottle which Leo then puts to Madara’s lips, cool water quenching a thirst he didn’t realize he had. His head clears just a little bit and he can hear Leo finally. Stay with me Mama, please stay awake. I love you too.
There’s more talking and Leo is pulled away while the emergency responders put Madara on a stretcher and put him in the ambulance. He tries to grab Leo, get them to let him into the ambulance as well, but they just strap his arm to his side and begin to assess the damage.
Madara wakes up in the hospital, Leo sitting in the chair next to his bed. Leo tackles him in a hug before he can say anything and the nurses are running in to check on his vitals. He’ll be okay but he won’t be released until tomorrow.
“I’m sorry, Leo-san. I really wanted--”
“What’s going on? Don’t lie to me.” Leo’s voice cracks.
“I was… trying to protect you. There are a lot of people who want to hurt you and I can’t…”
“I can make my own decisions, Mama.”
Madara doesn’t speak. He opens his mouth but any words he could say die on his lips.
“I know you want to protect me but I don’t want you to get hurt because of me either.”
“I know.”
There’s silence and Madara is afraid Leo might finally break things off. His cheeks are wet and he refuses to look at Leo. Instead, Leo grabs his hand and squeezes it.
“I love you. I don’t want to see you hurting.”
He was much more serious than the Leo Madara knew and loved. He couldn’t bear to see Leo hurting either, especially if he was the cause.
Madara squeezed Leo’s hand and made a silent promise that he’d be more careful from now on. Something had to change and continuing to get hurt like this wasn’t helping anyone. Maybe someday they could be happy together with nothing to worry about, but he would have to work to make that happen.
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[ID in Alt text and under cut] [lore also under cut]
Gentles and ladymen I present: He
@rinzydings and I made a joke about Bootleg wishdotcom Moon and uh. Here we are
This is Prototype Moon! He's feral and I love him.
Lore under cut:
[IMG ID: A colored sketch of my version of dca moon, named “prototype moon”, on a grey background. He has noodley, rubber-hose style limbs made of dark grey, ribbed metal pipes that get wider at the ends of his arms to make the palms of his hands, which have three sharp claw-like fingers and a similarly sharp thumb. His face is very simple, with a full silver face and wide, sharp-toothed smile that ends in large curls at the corners that sit by his eye sockets, and a nose that mimics the normal dca’s nose but is mirrored. He doesn’t have eyes, instead sporting shadowed holes where his eyes would go.He has a large, fur-lined hood with a long tail, which has a large kink in it before it curls and ends in a large bell. He wears a layered, flat jester collar with a five-pointed dark blue overlayer and a smaller under layer, and a set of short, puffy blue bloomers with red ruffles around his flexy pipe waist and around the leg holes. His shoes loosely resemble jester shoes, with a large curling toe and a smaller curly piece coming off the heel of the shoe. He has a built in vest with one side being blue and the other side being red, and his hood and shorts are the same blue fabric with cartoonish silver stars all over it. His shoes have a singular big silver eight-pointed star on the top of them and a gold crescent moon on the inside of the ankle, and small bells hang off the large curl at the toe. More small gold bells hang off his jester collar, and his waist ruffle has a gold band across the top of the red fabric. His fingers are the same silver as his face.
There’s notes around him, pointing to various parts of his body. The top note points to his eyes and reads “<- no eyes, can only sense light levels”. A note directly underneath that points to his smile and reads “<- teeth can retract up into mask” with a small sketch of his mouth being “open” beneath it. Slightly beneath those notes is one that reads “<- Arms + legs can lengthen/shorten 2-5ft”, and there’s a final note by his left hand that reads “<- grabby hands”. End ID.]
LORE TIME:
- Prototype Moon is exactly what it sounds like; A scrapped prototype of the dca moon when they were meant to be a pair of stage performers. After Fazbear Entertainment found it was more cost effective (and less dangerous) to have the dca be one animatronic instead of two, the unstable prototype of Moon was scrapped and Sun was reworked into both Sun and Moon.
- Prototype Moon was meant to be the villain of the stage play, and is still programmed that way.
- Proto moon is extremely sensitive to light levels. He doesn't have eyes, so he can't actually see, only sense light and dark areas. He functions like the endos just with light (i.e. if his sensors pick up over a certain number of lumens, his motors lock up and he can't move), so if you shine a light in his face he stops moving.
-> fazbear entertainment used this to their advantage when working on/salvaging parts from him (its easier than shutting him down)
-> When he was officially scrapped, he was locked in something called The Light Room
- He can easily fit in small spaces due to how bendy his body is.
- He's not as sentient as the other robots, only possessing a beta version of the usual software. (We think)
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