#I’ve been thinking a lot about Kain’s lunar trial and how CATHARTIC it has the possibility of being
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#I’ve been thinking a lot about Kain’s lunar trial and how CATHARTIC it has the possibility of being#as someone who struggles with guilt and shame I frequently personify such emotions and sometimes mentally imagine myself fighting them#having a physical manifestation of all your worst/most dangerous traits would be so polarizing in my mind#watching some demon masquerade around wearing your face while you know very well that it is as much a part of you as the blood in your veins#having the ability to duke it out with that manifestation could be so counter/productive#sure you might get some anger out and gaslight yourself into believing such feelings are quelled#but in reality you’ve just made it angrier#and while it recovers from a distance it boils and bubbles and churns and worsens like an infection#I have a similar manifestation planned out for thrush’s lunar trial as a parallel to kain’s but it is formatted in a way that appears as if+#they are watching their own life had they not fled Troia. it’s a manifestation of cowardice and dysphoria and shame#and granted there is no dark thrush it’s lunar sylphs casting an illusion#but still! I had some thoughts and wanted to get them out there#ffiv#st highwind#rambling…
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