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still-thetroubledaddict · 7 months

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I am so sick of people pretending they fw me when they really don’t

#troubled addict #I’m tired of being lonely #I’m tired of people who actually seem to give a fuck being states away #I’m just so mother fucking tired!!!!#and I wish I was able to realize how unappreciated I was when I was younger #Because trying to make friends when you’re older is so much harder #And feels so embarrassing

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vacantgodling · 10 months

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✨preferences should not be standards for writing advice✨

#whenever i see writing advice i just get annoyed #honestly one of my biggest gripes about writing communities in general is this #constant need to regurgitate certain pieces of writing advice like they’re ambrosia of the gods #my biggest writing advice is to just stop fucking listening to all writing advice that has to do with #prose and style #just stop doing it #read books and find things you like and craft your own style of things #i know this is not simple for everyone but i’m tired of constantly seeing #i think flowery prose bogs things down too much #and i think that direct prose isn’t good enough at putting people in the world #like mate—everyone has preferences and preferences do not make good advice #so like #i wish people would stop acting like their opinion is the next best piece of writing advice #it doesn’t help anyone it just causes fucking insecurities #i am also having sensory overload so perhaps ren doth bitch too much #but you can pry flowery prose and run on sentences and incomprehensible blocks of text from my cold dead hands #bc it makes me happy to write like this and fuck off #ren hot cakes #i’ll delete this later im just cold and annoyed #and unfortunately you can thank my mother bc im extremely passive aggressive

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saetoru · 1 year

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ppl who consider 30s to be old are wild to me bc realistically most people spend up until roughly 24-26 in college and so you’re basically saying you can rly only live your life for about 4-6 years freely before you’re considered “too old” to enjoy anything. wtf are ppl supposed to do for the next 30 years after that jackass ?? you tell me 🤨 are they supposed to just buy curtains and a new blender and be content with that 🤨

#like #if i’m in my youth rn #by your standards #this is a fucking stupid youth bc i spend every weekend writing papers #y’all are annoying #and i’m tired of seeing this on dash every other day stop telling women in their 30s they’re old !!#this reeks of misogyny too !!#what you’re really implying here is that 30s is the age where people (mainly women) start to show signs of aging physically #or are expected to be mothers by then and sell their souls to be the picture perfect mom and give up all happiness to put their kids first #and there we get into deeper issues with women in society and why we just never win no matter what we do #that or you think adulthood is all about work work work and taxes and bills and to that i say you are setting urself up for misery too #so rly #take ur internalized misogyny or just overall low iq #whichever it is #and let people exist as they please <3

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nocasdatsgay · 2 months

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I don’t know what the universe is trying to tell me but if I come across one more scenario where the MFC is laminating about not having kids of her own I’m going to Kermit

Edit: I don’t hate the lamenting but I do hate how my brain is reacting to it currently 🥴

#it just feels like a higher volume I’m running into #like fucking hell stop reminding me #always the aunt never the mother #always the bridesmaid never the bride #it’s not like I date anyways or let a man near me🤪#I’m going to have to bring this up in therapy aren’t I?#ugh I’m so tired of this healing journey #about me #jen.txt

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princeofhags · 8 months

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act 3, or as I like to call it: Orin PLEASE stop negging me

#s2g everywhere I turn….#minthara call your crazy ex off my tail I’m mclosing it #also fuck this kid who won’t leave me alone #do you think my companipns would hate me if I judt….killed her #I’m really tired of her already and I told her to go away but then she showed up at camp #i have not like a single child in this game but I also just. dislike children Ahkaajsksk #i DID gain approval from minthara when i basically said ‘fuck them kids’ tho so #at least my queen would stand by me #like I’m a very evil weezard who doesn’t want some snot nosed brat around and doesn’t give a shit about a ‘missing mom’#anyway…end rant #bg3 spoilers #honestly sorry for being such a hater bc like #i know on demeter’s run she’s going to love yenna - she likes kids and is a mother #and would be very protective of her #but iraestra??? already told the brat to get lost and she doesn’t like Repeating Herself #lmfao if orin takes her she’ll be like ok go ahead and kill the kid i dont care actually

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caramelcuppaccino · 1 year

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#i am so sick and sad and tired #i am a 22 old young adult and this is what i have to see #people of my country under wrecks #the dead bodies of the people of my country #my own relatives spending a fucking cold night outside fearing to enter their own houses #the official organization of rescuse of my country lying to my people and not sending enough help #the fucking religion ministery of my country saying they will pray instead of donating their fucking unnecessarily high budget #i don’t deserve to go through this #those people don’t deserve to die #i have seen people of my age tweeting they have lost their siblings fathers mothers and still trying to help others-#-without even processing their own pain #people of my country not trusting their own goverment’s organizations and relying on a singer’s organization #why #just why #why must we always go through so much pain #i’m so sick of it #i’m so sick of seeing my people suffer cry scream for help #why can’t i live like my peers around the world? why can’t other people live like their peers in other countries?#i am just so tired #i was not even a teenager when i read rape news animal murder news earthquake news rebellion news teenagers death news #i just hope we will not hear any more bad news #because i am so tired #tw death #tw anxiety #tw earthquake #i just needed to get this out #tw rape

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evilrry · 3 months

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in theory i’ve built a nice little life for myself but in practice ive never been more miserable lmfao

#like i like my job and i made my apartment very homey and i love my cats but jesus christ ive never felt more alone and ostracized from the #people around me and it isn’t for lack of trying and at this point idk what to even do anymore!! what about me is so off putting!!!!!!#like. my own mother doesn’t want to spend time with me how the fuck am i supposed to make friends let alone find someone who wants #to be with me romantically i’m just so tired

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sashimiyas · 1 year

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isagi’s still friends with your mom and cousins on social media even after you guys break up. you can never escape talk of him bc he still tells your mom happy mother’s day every year and answers your baby nephew’s phone calls whenever he steal his parents’ phone and entertains them

#reinas.inretrograde #godddd i’m gonna write about this #he makes it so hard to stay broken up #‘stop telling my mom happy mother’s day’ and he just blinks bc he doesn’t get why that’s wrong but totally does at the same time #also :((( i’m not ignoring anyone in my inbox!!!! i want to talk to you guys #but i’m so tired. i have to wear a fucking blazer at past 8pm tonight. torture. capitalismcore takes so much out of me #hoping for a break next week!

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wetchickenbreast · 5 months

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people love to encourage a shy girl to be confident until she stands up for something and it slightly inconveniences them. then all of a sudden i’m selfish and mean and cruel for daring to criticize

#i am not your fucking play thing i am not a pushover or a little doll for you to dress up #i have thoughts and opinions and emotions just like everyone else #i am a fucking person #and i’m tired of being treated like shit by so many people just because they think they can get away with it #so obvious that my mother just wanted babies that she could mold to be just like her I AM NOT LIKE YOU #girl with no problems

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katnissgirlsmakedo · 6 months

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crazy things happening in redacted land. horrific era remember i can’t speak about it directly i can only make vague hints and sort of make little jokes and jests. i don’t know how i’ll ever get my fyp back to normal when all this is over for me wow. oh well that’s a problem for another day. anyway. crazyyyy things happening in redacted land!!!

#also. if my group members expect me to edit with them tomorrow they are in for a surprise! i will not be doing that peace and love #i told them i couldn’t and asked if they would just start without me and they didn’t respond to that because we had other stuff to talk abou #but i did tell them. and i made no effort to reach out today about a time to meet tomorrow. so.#like they should expect nothing from me tomorrow frankly. and if they don’t start without me and like. refuse to do anything just the two of #them i might scream. you guys don’t need me there all the time…. why am i your mother this is ridiculous #i’ve done stuff with either of them without the third person like it stands to reason they can work without me #yeah they don’t have all the footage but they have enough to start laying some scenes down not chronologically #not my fault he didn’t back up every sd card to his hard drive when i suggested he do that #basically. i am staying home and not leaving my house and having tacos with my dad tomorrow #yes that is a more important thing to be doing with my time than editing my film. i’m tired of this film and being in my college town…#i want to eat tacos with my dad is that a crime. in this fucked up society….

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mrsdulac · 1 year

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having the worst day so of course I come home only to be locked out of my house

#bc my mom likes to bolt the door #even tho she knows I’m not present #bc robberies take place in broad daylight #in the middle of a busy apartment complex #mhmm sounds legit #im literally gonna scream #i just want to go inside #take a shower and decompress but no #now i have to go sit in the fucking lobby of the leasing office #and wait until mother gets her ass up to open the door #im so over it rn #like it’s a small thing i know #but im in no fucking mood #work was fucking shit #i had several people verbally abuse me #and i had to do like two returns which weren’t even my sales but of course ppl don’t care about that #they just wanna be shitty to the first person available #and im tired and my feet hurt and i just want to fucking relax #but my mom locked me out so now #like a pathetic stray i have wander around with my tail between my legs #i am so done rn im actually gonna cry

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thebatsarehere · 2 months

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Hey sorry really quick, does anyone mind if I

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#I don’t even know what’s wrong I’m just so fucking!!!!! rghhhhhh #I’m so fucking tired I’m so. annoyed that things are the way they are #I’m mad that people aren’t fixable I’m mad that I’m being made into a mother STILL #I’m mad that I don’t own my own time I’m conflicted about friends and things #I am just. so fucking annoyed that the life I made up in my head based around the person I made up in my head. could not have been real #boys will live a life based on naivety and denial and get upset when it all comes crashing #sorry all I need to do some art about this I just haven’t gotten there #too busy working and packing and babysitting and rotting #👍🏼

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lewmagoo · 11 months

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#just oldest daughter things:#carrying your mother’s trauma along with your own #i’m so tired #my family is such a fucking mess

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dancing-with-stars · 8 months

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my mom is literally yelling at me bc i “study too much” and she says that’s selfish and i shud be doing other things and spending time w my family. like. as if everytime i spend time w my family i don’t just end up hating myself more.

#to delete #like girl maybe the reason i don’t want to spend time w u is because u yell at me everytime i do #all we ever ever ever talk about is how stressed she is how everything’s so hard for her how she hates her life and i make things worse by #being a terrible child #like god im fucking trying #i’m so so so so so sorry u feel the way u do i wish the world was kinder to you #and i will always be there for my mother if she needs someone to talk to or someone to listen no matter how much it hurts me #like idk maybe she is right and i’m an awful kid #i’m sad a lot and i get angry because no one ever listens to me or treats me like a person with a heart and feelings.#but i’m so tired of being yelled at all the time #i just want to go to a place i can call home and feel safe #idk maybe i’ll have a couple cats and cool trinkets and awesome lamps and vintage clocks.#no gray walls #no fighting #no more flinching #only peace and colors and love and warmth

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kalach-cha · 8 months

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i feel so terribly sick in the head i don’t know what to do

#having a truly terrible night. i don’t even know what i look like or if i’ve ever been mentally and physically healthy #i feel so so wrong and i should never be allowed to drink again. when did i get so self-destructive and raw #i moved from a place that i hated (it was my home) to somewhere beautiful but so so wrong. i hate these streets and i hate this view and i #just want to feel like i’m home. i never had a home though did i? i grew up hating where i lived and always wanting something more #i’m moving again in less than two weeks. another country. another place that will never feel like it’s mine #i drink and i sleep but i don’t eat or see the sun. it’s like i’m barely alive these days. video games are kinda the only think keeping me #sane rn. and even that’s coming to an end. my mother thinks i hate her and my stepfather is fine with ignoring me. i haven’t seen anyone #like me or even just my age in nearly two months. i hardly speak to anyone. i have no money and i can’t work. what am i supposed to do??#all i am is tired and angry at the world. and i’m in bed and i’m hungry and i don’t know what for and i want a fucking drink.#fucking hell it’s too late for me to be like this. i just want my best friend back.#michi.txt #vent in tags

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bloominstorm · 2 years

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Like… is Takemichi gonna die..

#let me just say I’m disappointed in Mikey’s backstory/POV #we’ve been waiting for fucking ever to finally hear his thoughts and see what makes him tick and we got subpar shit tht didn’t explain #everything like WHY DOES HE HAVE THESE DARK IMPULSES IT WASNT BC OF HIS PARENTS DEATH OR SHINICHIRO #HES BEEN LIKE THIS EVEN BEFORE HIS MOTHER DIED AND HE DIDNT REMEMBER HIS FATHER BESIDES ONE MEMORY #then we finally get to see Mikey’s unfiltered and raw thoughts on shit tht happened and all the important shit gets ignored and the shit #shown is rushed and doesn’t really reveal shit??? like why didn’t we get more on his true feelings about takemichi #i for one wanted to know if his friendship/affection was genuine considering we’ve seen how he really is and how he has no issues trying to #kill him.. like did he only fuck with Takemichi because of his similarities with shinichiro it’s like wakui started on it then said fuck it #back to Takemichis POV it’s so annoying and not rewarding at all for readers who’ve been waiting on this #Mikey talked about Kisaki more than Takemichi Thts just ridiculous #also can we PLEASE get his feelings on Draken’s death like why tf are we still waiting for tht #but Mikey is fr evil af because he’s completely aware of what he’s doing and he’s still trying to kill his old friends #dude didn’t you leave to protect them I understand they came to you but beating them down is enough why are you actually trying to kill #takemichi like he’s genuinely trying to beat him to death and he’s doing this consciously #i get he’s far gone but there’s no way to come back from this #also Takemichi is literally so close to death wtf I wasn’t wakui to give Takemichi anything really since it’s clear he hates him and is up #Mikey’s ass but my God why have him just charge in endlessly to just get his ass beat are we gonna see some variety #like my dudes vision and hearing are literally impaired now because of Mikey’s deranged ass when is enough gonna be enough 😭#but now with the vision he got now I’m hoping this will give him the upperhand in the fight #because I’m actually tired of seeing him get his ass beat it’s enough now #he’s been getting dogged the whole series can he FINALLY have his moment fr #like an actual moment where he’s not the punching bag??? he had it against Kisaki but tht was bittersweet since he wasn’t the one to #actually kill his annoying ass #so at this point I’m over Mikey and want him taken out so like..let’s get on tht #tokyo revengers spoilers #Tokyo revengers 266

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