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#I need it to snow so bad so the Christmas vibes to coke back but it's literally just raining like what
doodle17 · 5 months
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SO SO SORRY IN ADVANCE IF YOURE DMING ME AND STUFF AND TRYING TO HAVE A CONVO WITH ME I SWEAR I LIKE TALKING IM JUST AT A CERTAIN POINT WHERE HAVING ONE-ON-ONE CONVERSATIONS WITH PEOPLE RIGHT NOW STRESSES ME OUT REALLY BAD BECAUSE SEASONAL DEPRESSION
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ayellowcurtain · 2 years
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I'll just send them, you don't have to answer this ask if you don't want to 💕
«Rules» : I put one flower of each first letter, plus some bonus at the end - as I said, so many interesting questions ! -, you DONT HAVE TO answer any of them if it makes you uncomfortable 💕 now:
Arum-Lily
Borage (bonus: Bugleherb)
Common Boneset (bonus: Crocus)
Daylily (or Denrobium)
Freesia
Gladiolus (or Glory-of-the-Snow)
Hellebore
Irises
Lantanas
Mugworts
(Norwegian Angelica and Orchid, both HIGHLY optional, family is very personal)
Pincushion (bonus: Petunia)
Rose (or Rosemallows)
Snapdragon (or Sunflower)
Tulip
Vervain
Wolf's Bane
Yarrow
Zinnia
I tried to choose the most interesting one, and again, you don't have to answer any of them 💕
Hello, anon!
Are you ready?? Hope I didn’t miss any of the questions you asked 😘
Most of them are under the line so I won’t annoy people too much with a long post
Arum-Lily: What’s the farthest you’d go for a stranger?
I’m not sure…I’m extremely shy, and the thought of having to interact with strangers gives me so much anxiety. But when I’m forced to, people tend to say I’m very nice…so I don’t know hahaha
Borage: Give a random fact about your childhood.
One time me and my mom sat on the couch to eat a bag of passion fruit my grandma had brought from our family’s farm and we ate like…10 passion fruits each.
Bugleherb: How would you spend your last day on Earth?
The thought of not being on Earth anymore is probably one of my biggest fears, it triggers a bunch of weird things on my mind so I hate even thinking about it (please don’t feel bad! The most random things can make me think about that this and it happens often) but I would like to drink a lot of coke, eat a lot of good food, listen to music, cuddle, random things like that.
Common Boneset: What are you looking forward to?
I was thinking about this today. I love this end-of-the-year vibe and I love some hot days in between Christmas and NYE where everyone is home, chilling, at any time of the day you’ll most likely end up going to a brazilian barbecue to eat way too much, and drink way too much and just chill with some people you like. So I’m looking forward to that.
Crocus: Have you ever been in love?
Yeeah
Daylily: What would you do if your parents didn’t like your partner(s)?
Probably keep some distance, I guess? Like between me and my partner and my parent(s). Live my life, check on my parents from time to time, etc. I love my mom (my dad is cool too…sort of) but I do think some distance is nice and needed anyway.
Dendrobium: Who is the last person that you said “I love you” to?
My mom just went to bed and she tells me she loves me every night and vice-versa so yeah, my mom a minute ago.
Freesia: What are three good things that have happened in the past month?
1 - I’m back with my mom (how ironic compared to the other answer, I know!) 2 - On my second flight back home I had nobody next to me!!!!! 3 - I got some money :)
Gladiolus: What is something you hope to do in the next year or two?
I really, really hope to be living somewhere else, and with a solid job, doesn’t need to pay me lots of money or be a “high-position”. I just need a job I like and that doesn’t give me anxiety. Oh! And be loved hahaha
Glory-of-the-Snow: What are ten things that make you happy/you’re grateful to have in your life?
My mom, music, my best friend, Alice, my hoodies, Coca-cola, my family, writing, photography, my daydreams.
Hellebore: How do you show affection?
I’m pretty sure anyone that already met me would say I’m not a very affectionate person, so a very clear sign I think it would be if I’m comfortable around you. I think it’s hard to explain but I’m pretty sure it’s clear when you see it.
Irises: Who can you talk to about (almost) everything?
My best friend and Alice, the only two!
Lantanas: What’s the best compliment you’ve ever received?
I hear often that I have a nice smile…and I like to think I do have a nice one (another trigger but we’re not going there!) so a nice smile is a good compliment for me.
Mugworts: What was it like for you as a teenager? Did you enjoy your teenage years?
Also another topic I was randomly thinking today. Between like 13-16 was sort of a living nightmare. And earlier today I came to the conclusion that 17-20 was peak!Teenage Thais having a good time, even if there were bad times too. Those years were pretty cool, and I enjoyed life the way I wanted.
Norwegian Angelica: Tell us about your mom.
1,45 m - don’t know what that means to those that don’t use meters but she’s TINY but she’s loud my friends - long blonde (not natural) hair, lots of freckles, lots of talking, extrovert, life of the party type of person. She’s the glue that keeps my family alive and together and that’s not exactly a good thing but I love her for trying, even thought I basically tell her daily that she’s constantly hurting herself in order to keep everyone happy. We’re very different and somehow work like fine wine as a team.
Orchid: Tell about your grandparents.
Gonna keep it on one side of the family to make things easier because I have no idea how to describe my granparents from my dad side. I love them, tho!
Grandma: A tiny, also loud, very strong personality, leader of the pack type of italian grandma. Did she raise us all “right”? Not exactly, but she did what she could and all most of us have now is because of her so yes, Grandma! I’ll fight to be my own person instead of just a part of your pack that you desperately try to keep as one unit for everything - and that’s a fucking disaster - but you’re the badass bitch!
Grandpa: The most grandpa-grandpa there is. Same height as me, black, always wearing some fancy clothes, veeery chill until it explodes type of brazilian grandpa. He also, obviously, basically built this family, not only as humans but with of financial resources. I’m glad I never got on your bad side! He’s always learning something, ready to tell you something new. He played tennis, he studied all types of economic college thingys, he practiced all types of fighting, he’s now learning english. Crazy chill grandpa!
Petunia: If you’re in a relationship, how did you meet your partner(s)? If you’re not in a relationship, how did you meet your crush/how do you hope to meet your future partner(s), if you want any?
Tumblr. As someone who’s extremely shy and won’t go out, won’t socialize, won’t meet new people, I need it to be like in the movies: people look at each other from across the room or something and they know.
Pincushion: How do you deal with pain?
Me with pain is me very, very, VERY grumpy. Even though I have a extremely high pain tolerance, even the small amount of pain will make me so grumpy it’s not even funny to be me.
Rose: What’s your favorite sound?
Ceiling fan. And second place is heavy rain (no thunders) at night.
Rosemallows: What’s your favorite memory?
Probably the night I was at a show and somehow lived my teenage groupie-daydreams for once.
Snapdragon: At this moment, what do you want?
A back massage would be lovely, thank you.
Sunflower: What is something you don’t want to imagine life without?
My mom, music, my people <3
Tulip: What would be the best present to get you?
A house
A plane ticket
A tip! https://ko-fi.com/ayellowcurtain
Vervain: What’s stressing you out most right now?
Not knowing what to do with myself. I need to find a way to live somewhere else legally with the little money that I have. The plan is to be ready to go by May or June.
Wolf’s Bane: Where do you want to be in life this time next year?
Somewhere else!!!!! 🤣 In every aspect. But again: with a job that doesn’t give me anxiety, enough money to pay my bills, with someone…
Yarrow: Do you know what vore is?
I didn’t but I googled and 👀
Zinnia: Give a random fact about yourself.
I painted my whole house (an apartment) during the first wave of the pandemic, and I loved it! I’ve been daydreaming about it for years and so i was happy to get it done! I love to decorate, and build, and paint and do stuff like that.
Hopefully I didn’t forget any, anon! Thank you so much for the asks! It was so fun to think about some of these :33
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rinnnyxr · 3 years
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Taurus - Earth paperback books going off the grid the “change my mind” meme introduced friends to natural wine dab pens chunky knits collecting hopscotches vibe check using hands as utensils trail mix wary of new people refined taste in art thanklessly supportive can’t take your own great advice comfortable footwear splurging on candles bear hugs *sort by price: highest -> lowest * cleaning as you go lazy Sundays annoyed by people who lack follow through rainy day blanket forts probiotics motivated by spite 6/24
Gemini - Air chewing gum free trials answering a question with a new question editorializing diabolical laughter spilling other people’s gossip think pieces knowing what makes anyone tick messy car bar hopping schemes embodiment of the ‘tongue sticking out’ emoji stirring the pot vocal in ever group chat used to be famous on Wattpad “hey Siri” actually loving small talk would fight or fuck a stranger computer desktop full of unorganized files rooting for villains reading tabloids in the grocery line pretending to look busy can list 10 famous Geminis swiping Tinder without looking 3/24
Cancer - Water baking from scratch dreaming of an RV trip craving codependency scent-based memories Sunday morning open houses keeping a list of baby names holding hands cozy nights in same best friends since 1st grade serial monogamy needing a foundation of trust texts < phone calls longing stares mood playlists vanilla-scented everything saying “please” and “thank you” feeling misunderstood taking great pics of your friends favorite season is autumn black and white filters vintage tea sets silent treatment home resemble a dollhouse nostalgic for a historical period you never experienced 7/24
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I can’t wait to not live with my parents I check facebook everyday I have no idea what to do with my life after I graduate Malibu is my choice of rum I strongly dislike the taste of beer I remember lyrics easily My room is an absolute mess at the moment I don’t have a twitter account I love Jake and Amir ^Their older stuff was better though I enjoy playing video games I’ve driven drunk I’m trying not to smoke weed anymore I lovelovelove finding new music I wish I could wear shorts all year People seem to think I have a “bad reputation” I am not a slut ^But I admit, I am a tease at times Apparently I lead guys on without even knowing it I want to travel I suck hardcore at pool I shop at TNA I watch Jersey Shore ^Sammi is a dumb bitch I am super excited for Halloween this year ^I’m gonna look cute I still listen to Christina Aguilera ^I like her older stuff waaay better than any recent shit I have a bad habit of not texting people back I want a new phone oh so badly I was 16 the first time I ever smoked weed I haven’t saved any money in months I don’t wish I was taller, I like my height I love spending the entire day at the beach I hope it doesn’t snow this winter I have friends I don’t trust I’m uncomfortable hanging out with people younger than me I have never liked a guy younger than me I like playing solitaire on my iPod I hate Usher’s song “OMG” I can’t see myself ever being addicted to cigarettes I want a new job Someone misses me a lot more than I miss them I wish my boobs were a bit bigger I enjoy bitching people out when they deserve it I hate days where nothing goes right I really don’t care for Christmas ^I look forward to New Years more I wish I had a good book to read I love when I make the right choice Sometimes I’m a sore loser I chew gum every day I usually shampoo and condition my hair every day I hate hairspray I would never get eyelash extensions People always think I wear hair extensions, but I don’t I think I look fine without makeup ^But I still wear it practically every day I haven’t gone out to see a movie in awhile I’ve wasted months and months on a guy who wasn’t even worth it My mom constantly judges me Ke$ha’s music is catchy I was never really a fan of Britney Spears The only sport I’m really interested in is soccer The only “fast food” place I eat at is Subway I never have whip cream on anything I order at Starbucks I love just chilling in Starbucks with a drink and something to eat I like to party I kind of want to start watching Glee French fries are delicious I hate crying in front of other people I always plug my iPod in when I drive There’s someone I’m looking forward to seeing next summer I like the size of my computer screen I love when my legs are hairless and smooth My nails are always short I can’t remember the last time I bought a CD I only wear tampons ^Pads just gross me out and are uncomfortable I hate when something I want to wear is dirty or in the wash Half the clothes I own, I don’t wear Smirnoff Ices > Palm Bays I’ve never been in love ^But I’ve been in lust I’m not a very cautious driver
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1. I’ve only had two boyfriends. And I’ve only kissed two people. 2. I’m really picky about everything. 3. There isn’t a single thing that I wouldn’t over-analyze. 4. Every time I’m on the computer, I’m on Tumblr. 5. My biggest fear is that I’ll look back on my life and feel like it wasn’t even worth it. 6. I don’t know how to change that. But I’m trying anyway. 7. I still don’t drive but I hope I’ll have a car by the beginning of 2021. 8, is my favorite number. 9. Jersey Shore has to be one of the best reality shows ever. 10. If I had to marry a girl it would be Rihanna or Lady Gaga. 11. I have spider bites on the left side of my lip. 12. My hair is dyed red. 13. I can’t wait until I have enough money to go shopping. 14. Winter is my favorite season. But I quite like fall. 15. I would love to travel to different countries. 16. I’ve never even left the east coast. 17. I’m not extremely religious but I love my church. 18. I’m very sentimental. 19. It doesn’t take much for something to remind me of someone. 20. My dreams are always really crazy. I like to analyze them sometimes. 21. I’m so glad the new season of House has started. 22. I should really exercise but I seriously lack motivation. 23. I’m constantly using adverbs. 24. When I’m feeling emotional, I like to write about it. 25. I kind of feel lost. Like I’m floating with no direction. 26. I probably worry entirely too much about my future. 27. This winter, I’m going to work on totally changing my wardrobe. 28. I love it when I can really get into a song or a book. 29. The amount of Facebook creeping I do is probably not healthy. 30. My nails are always painted black and white. 31. It really bothers me when I make a list and it begins with the same thing so this survey is annoying to make. 32. Purple is my favorite color. 33. There’s a career that I would love but I don’t really know how I’d even get involved in it. 34. I want to be fucking rich. 35. I’d rather live in the city. 36. My parents have been divorced for a long time. 37. I’m a big daydreamer. It affects my life a lot because I wish that I could actually live in the imaginary world I create for myself. 38. I hope that one day, I’ll feel like I’m good enough for someone. 39. Cherry Coke is the best soda. 40. It honestly blows me when people say they can’t tell the difference between Coke and Pepsi. But it’s even more appalling when they think Pepsi is better. 41. I’m pretty liberal. 42. I’m really easily annoyed and I can’t even stand people for the most part. 43. I try to find out why I do the things I do and feel the way I feel about everything. 44. I hope one day, I’ll find someone who’s worth knowing everything about me. 45. Honestly, I think I’m an interesting person. 46. But I really don’t like for people to find out that much about me. 47. Lately, I’ve sort of been into making lists. 48. I’ve changed a lot over the years. 49. I don’t regret anything.
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Gemini Ohh..those mood swings Constantly second guessing themselves Expert procrastinator Hate taking responsibility for any mess up Laugh at their own jokes They always light up your mood They will always tell you the truth even if it’s harsh They can’t stay at one place for too long Avoid conflicts at any cost Still flirts with you like you’re their crush 6/10
Libra They’re very indecisive They have a child like energy They hate when things don’t happen the way they wanted They love exploring new places with you They’re so charming that you’re sometimes scared of their loyalty They get very sarcastic after a fight They always have time to listen to your problems They can be very stubborn sometimes They have a really good taste in movies and music They like writing for you 7/10
Aquarius They’re very romantic They don’t give up easily They’re good listeners They hate being controlled Kind of impatient Most empathetic person you know They love to live happily and freely They’re good at remembering dates They act stronger than they’re actually They’re always down to try new things 5/10
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