“She was the smell after the rain; a promise of a new life.” (d.j.) →  AU in which Chrissy lives the beautiful, peaceful life she deserves, in a lovely new home full of books and flowers, and with her loved one(s) beside her.  ♥

like ok here let me tell you my new biggest fantasy ok so like we’re in like a xianxia style medieval fantasy drama setting idk details dont matter and shes like this noble and hardworking farmhand in a little village but shes good with a sword too and one dys she finds me like washed up on a shore or collapsed in the woods and dirty and sick as hell okay and she carries back to her hoise because shes so strong and her shoulders are so slim but sturdy and covered in muscle and she undresses me and bathes me gently and nurses me back to health and the whole time im grubby as hell and sick and gross and i like do stupid and awkward things but she just thinks im the most beautuful thing shes ever seen like she cany keep herself away she raises me back from my lowest ever and she falls deeply in love with me while doing it and she never foumd me gross or ugly once she only ever wants to protect me and touch my skin and hold me close and then when im recovered she asks me tl stay with her on the farm bc i have no where else to go and we’re both in love and we have passionate rough lesbian sex in her little farmhouse and absolutely NONE of the crops get tended to that morning because shes busy tending to my crops instead you get what im saying

Last night I was so emotionally drained after reading the seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo in one day that I decided to stay up and watch 2x04 to cheer me up and here are my thoughts.

-They are putting Dani through so much this season let her be happy for a whole episode please. I saw the pictures for 2x06 and she looks like she is having a good time so I hope it last.

-I felt like Micah should have reach to Dani first, but of course having Sophie to look for Dani was the perfect excuse to them hooking up, what I think it was unnecesary. I feel like if Dani and Sophie still want to be with each other they need to sit down a have a open conversation without sex in the middle if that doesn't hapen to be honest I want them to be just friends.

-I love how much Bette loves art, I want to be passionate about things like that. I'm not gonna lie Pippa is a gorgeous woman.

-When Shane mentioned that she left Carmen at the altar I had so many flashbacks.

-Alice talking about Dana broke my heart, I was already emotional but damn I cried. Grieve is the worst feeling in the world, it never goes away, you can be having the best day ever and it hits you this person you loved its not there and they are not coming back so yes I cried because I felt connected to Alice in that moment. I wanted to go througth the screen and give her a hug.

-I feel so bad for Finley not because Sophie went to see if Dani was okay, Finley should know that Sophie still cares about Dani but I felt so bad when she was all excited about the dinner while Sophie was fucking Dani so yes I feel bad for her, I don't know if I should but I do.

-Tess and Shane are cute I hope they get together.

-I loved how Bette listened to Angie with calm and supported her. I think it was a beautuful scene.

-I can wait to see Maribel and Micah having cute dates and also having a healthy relationship so the people around them can see how a good relatioship looks.

-That sex scene between Bette and Gigi caught me out of guard but I'm not complaining.

So I think this episode was better than 2x03 and I'm looking forward to see the rest of the season.