secret relationship buddie fics

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i found love where it wasn't supposed to be (right in front of me) by: finduilas "it’s such a long time coming and still it takes buck by surprise. It takes him by surprise even though he is the one that leans in and finally kisses eddie. his second surprise is that eddie doesn’t push him away, doesn’t even look at him with confusion. or worse, rage. no, eddie kisses him back like buck is a tall drink of water and eddie is severely dehydrated. buck knows the feeling" word count: 13k important tags: anal sex, versatile buddie, getting caught, accidental clothes sharing oh, my dream (never quite as it seems) by: woodchoc_magnum "in which buck and eddie are trying out a friends-with-benefits thing (that's rapidly turning into more) when the world comes crashing down on them. as buck hovers somewhere between life and death, eddie has to deal with their friends, family and the buckley parents." word count: 44k important tags: friends with benefits, whump, season six, sperm donor arc, coma, fluff and smut, bottom!eddie diaz

ours to keep by: brewrosemilk 'buck and eddie pass their single, shared brain-cell back and forth, trying to keep their relationship a secret." word count: 8.9k important tags: blow jobs, porn with feelings, pov alternating, pov outsider, crack treated seriously sideways (incomplete series) by: buddiefanrpnj "what was it buck said to him that night… "you don't need to pretend with me." well, eddie is fucking done pretending. aka eddie makes his choice … this story starts at the end of red flag, 6x9" word count: 325k important tags: pining, love confessions, major character injury, first times, oral sex, rimming, demisexual!eddie diaz my hands are shaking from holding back by: barnesbegin "buck refuses to believe friends look at each other the way he and eddie do. however, eddie is dating ana flores. so buck just gives him space and hopes eddie will come to his senses soon. but after a heated fight between the two, where a confession is unintentionally made, things take a turn." word count: 84k important tags: pining, slow burn, eventual smut, eddie diaz is in denial the kids had sex, chim. by: whiskis "buck and eddie's extra activities got buck's voice all fucked up (pun intended)." word count: 5.3k important tags: oral sex, face-fucking, coming untouched, idiots in love, light dom/sub race to the sun (rest when it's over) by: honestlydarkprincess "buck challenges eddie and eddie takes said challenge. It causes their relationship to be revealed in a rather unique way." word count: 3.5k important tags: come slut!evan buckley, multiple orgasms, manhandling, marking, sir kink, possessive sex, dom!eddie diaz, sub!evan buckley, strength kink loose threads by: daises_and_briars "new to dating and keeping it quiet, buck and eddie get a little carried away on a slower shift at the firehouse. but when the alarm eventually sounds, a spur of the moment mistake leaves them a little mixed up." word count: 3.7k important tags: swapped clothes, blowjobs, pranks a phone call in late december by: brewsrosemilk “i’m so fucking cold without you,” he admits, then - and he’s not only speaking metaphorically; the snow storm is raging outside, screaming around the corners of the house; the room is drafty, and somehow despite the sweat gathering at the base of his spine and his neck - he feels cold. he wants eddie. That’s all he wants. - "me too,” eddie hums, though - immediately soothing the anxiety. “never again. never again, i promise,” he sighs" word count: 4.3k important tags: phone sex, fluff and smut

romance is not dead if you keep it just yours by: weasleyworks "basically eddie and buck are in a relationship but have only told christopher." word count: 3.6k important tags: morning sex, kinda secret relationship, idiots in love your laugh (echoes down the hallway) by princessfbi "the long awaited jeep sex fic" word count: 5.5k important tags jeep (car) sex, semi-public sex, rough sex, blow jobs, praise kink, secret relationship.

and no one knows what goes on behind closed doors by: starlingbite "none of the team knows that after a long shift, when christopher is still at school, eddie follows buck across town to the loft. they don’t know that as soon as the front door is closed behind them eddie pushes buck against it and presses their lips together." word count: 4.6k important tags: plot what plot, anal sex, cock warming, top!eddie diaz, bottom!evan buckley, barebacking

general audience rated secret relationship fics

WIP WEDNESDAY

Scott tries to stare him down, but Virgi’s weathered many such contests of will. Those piercing blue eyes, the brow with a slight furrow of stubbornness and lips pinched to a thin line so his dimples barely show work on many people. Alan never lets it get that far, giving in way before Scott turns on the steel gaze. Gordon doesn’t know how to deal with it yet, and usually gives up somewhere under the thirty second mark. John, as far as Virgil can make out, deals with it in the same fashion as children and cats do anything they don’t like: if I can’t see it, it doesn’t exist. And then carries on doing whatever it is he wanted in the first place.  

Virgil just, doesn’t give in. He only engages when he has to so no matter how stern Scott looks – no matter how much like their father Scott looks – Virgil can not back down. There’s no where to back down to; his back’s against the metaphorical wall and he’s staying put. 

(I'm open to any feedback on this section. This is so new the ink isn't still dry and I'm not quite sure if it flows yet, so feel free to jump in with any comments on it!)

I just got slapped with a bible

It’s “realizing that Will’s struggle in S2 with being infected with a virus that spreads and will kill him quickly (but doctors don’t care) is a metaphor for how gay men were treated during the aids crisis” hours

—right alongside Mike (who comes from a family with a Reagan sign in their front yard + a mom who outwardly supported Margret Thatcher), who sat at his now confirmed gay best friend’s side the entire time he was sick and watched as people were willing to let him die because he was viewed as expendable……and now has an ongoing storyline where

1) his relationship with his girlfriend is falling apart because he doesn’t love her romantically

2) he’s staring longingly and pushing toward the freedom his gay best friend embodies for him, and

3) he cannot bring himself to tell anyone around him something because “what if they don’t like it” + dehumanize him for telling the secret truth he cannot bring himself to externalize, despite now knowing something that scares him about about himself:

(Bonus points for the fact that the first time we see Mike push Will and himself toward a girl is after he watches how people were willing to let his gay best friend (and him, by extension) die should they not confirm to expectations)

So...I had a vision

From me/Alian to... fine, I'll throw a bone for Redacted. Mer Ren too ofc tee hee

‘ don’t worry about me. i just want to know you’re okay. ’

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‘ i know it’s getting scary, but you’ve just got your perfect self out of bed & do the best with what you’ve got. i believe in you. ’

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‘ if only you could see your angelic self from my perspective. ’

Soft spot prompts | Still accepting !!

WAAAAH IS THAT WINNDY?? ASKING FOR REAL REN?? WHO IS THIS IMPOSTER?? /pos /t

Puttin the response under a "read more" because it got long!!

001.

"Sorry! Sorry! Ren is really sorry!"

Almost immediately, webbed fingers move to cradle your face closer to his as wide, ocean-blue eyes peer into your own. Ren doesn't seem to process your concerned tone (nor the rest of your words), instead focussing all of his attention on the way your body shook from all the salty water you'd just been swept into. And yet despite the clear worry evident on his features, Ren's touch remains gentle as he pushes a few strands of blue hair from your face.

"Ren will go fight the nasty wave later! Is Alian okay? Does Alian hurt? Tell Ren where!"

002.

"Ren believes he can do it too, b-but... But Winndy's bed is warm..."

Strong arms come to pull you back into his chest, before his head nuzzles its way into the wavy expanse of your hair. He doesn't seem to mind the warm rays of sunlight peeking in through your curtains, nor the way he could feel Persey jump onto the bed to curl up by your feet.

"Do you really have to go to work today? Stay here with me instead... We can even sit in the bathtub again! Now that Ren has legs instead of a tail, I can fit better!"

003.

"You're the angelic one."

He retreats behind the safety of dark bangs once more; clearly not wanting you to see the pained expression on his face. He can feel his hands twitch by his side too, though he doesn't act upon the urge to reach out and hold you — not this time. Instead, he simply stands there, eyes cast downward as his thoughts plague his mind and devour any semblance of confidence he had left.

This side of him isn't appealing. No one would like him like this. No one could love him as he is.

"You're too kind f'your own good. Bright, too." A genuine smile forms at the thought of you. "Y'need a heart of gold to love someone like me."

cant stop thinking about how metaphorical the ferris wheel is in this episode of buddy daddies.

first off it’s christmas time now which means that’s it’s officially been an entire year since they met and now they’re having to give her up, literally one year, full complete circle of time. in addition the way that when they’re going up they feel hopeful about wanting to live a normal life full of normal happiness and normal things. and then they reach the peak and are in awe of the beautiful of the skyline, just like how for those few glorious months they almost felt like a normal, happy family living a beautiful and meaningful yet simple life. and they’re grateful. they tell miri directly how much she has changed their lives for the better. but everything that goes up has to come down, and as they descend they realize how this can’t last. that in order to give miri a chance at a truly normal life, not this one that’s hidden behind a fragile facade that’s destined to fracture at any second, a real normal life, they have to let her go. and as they step off the ferris wheel they realize that this is it. their year is over, this dream cycle is now over. and as they hand her off and she disappears from their line of sight kazuki and rei realize that they’ve never changed. there forever trapped in this cycle, this circular motion of life that always leads back to where they started, no matter how hard they try to change and escape it.

seen a lot of people saying that episode 13 is a spider episode, but am i the only one who sees it as a desolation episode? idk it’s just the cycle of the finance bro clawing his way up to ultimate fortune by losing everything else, and at the end of it all he doesn’t even get to keep his riches. he literally has nothing by the end of it, he’s burned every bridge, alienated himself from his friends and parents and completely fucked up his health. all that suffering just for one terrible loss, he got a taste of the top and it was stolen from him right at the finish line. life metaphorically going up into flames.

Pride: Rundas, Raven Beak

Envy: Gandrayda, Mother Brain

Gluttony: Dark Samus, Ridley

Lust: Gorea, SA-X

Greed: Emperor Ing, Biologic Space Labs

Wrath: Ghor, Kraid, Sylux(?)

Sloth: Queen Metroid, Other M Adam

love story by taylor swift with peter and jason and jason is juliet and peter is romeo (because peter is the one actively trying to work through the problems in their relationship whereas jason takes a more passive stance)

Reading southern gothic as a non-american is a wild experience. Like the corn is high, the days are hot, gravy and grits that the servant cooked are splendid, the swamps are deadly and she used her ex-husband's klansman robe to cover the plants in the backyard in winter. Oh and almost everyone is deformed in one way or another (I wonder why).

idk I had a very interesting therap today but I just

like it's all very well to recognise that I gotta have a fucking open-ended breakdown and jump face first into the Sadness Bog sometimes instead of sitting on all my feelings

but like

I still have to go to work, you know? it's like. ok yeah have a breakdown which like until you jump into it you don't know if it's going to last an hour or a year. yeah go ahead that's all grand. you do have to get up in the morning and go to work though. you're not allowed to not do that. or to not pay the rent or not shower or not eat.

like all my friends and loved ones are constantly like 'you know you're allowed to be sad right' and it's like. AM I??? because I STILL HAVE TO PAY RENT.

(stares at notes app)

what if i rewrote high school musical and made it gayer

I hate having mobility issues with my hands in particular. I used to practice violin so much and never could move my fingers the right way, and same issue with playing piano, everything is so slow and stilted because I don't have that freedom of fluid movement.

the thing I keep thinking about really intensely is that yes, for like 99% of their acquaintance, Crowley was the one who had more understanding of the way heaven and hell really work. but for that brief moment in their first meeting, he genuinely was more naive and idealistic than Aziraphale. like, Aziraphale was scared, even back then, at the thought of questioning god; even right back before the beginning, some part of him knew that he was fearful and unsafe, and he realised that before Crowley ever did. 

it’s honestly almost like some kind of, Aziraphale fell first, Crowley Fell harder - he never completed the realisation the same way Crowley managed to, but he arrived there earlier. And I wonder so much what exact kind of effects witnessing the demons’ fall had on him, given that he’d already obtained some of that awareness that he perhaps was not in a very good place to be. but the only alternative of places to go, as far as he knew, was at the very least just as bad, and in some ways legitimately worse.