not bad considering i havent drawn him since september guaguhaghhehaga

The fandom bias is insanely dumb, i have seen people CRYING(literal in some cases) about other people joking about using a certain twinkish companion in the grymforge as sacrifice.

If you are just mean to certain twinkish companion you are the worst person ever and support SA(no correlation).

If another companion is mean to certain twinkish companion the character is the worst character ever.

They love to use the evil fucked up choice with Gale in a durge run, but wont do any of the evil choices to certain twinkish companion, act 2 has a very fucked up choice to do with certain twinkish companion, wonder how many twink girlies(gender neutral) "had to do it!!!" just because they were playing a dark urge. After reading some comments, close to none, because you ARE the devil if you make him sad or go against what HE the fictional character wants and needs.

There is also the thing about not respecting other companions story of abuse and so on but that's just normal in the fandom i guess because some slavers are hot and Mystra certainly didnt do anything wrong since its Gale.

The double standard is really smth else in this fandom. And when 80%+ of content is about Astari*n, it's getting incredibly tiring and frustrating.

In a truly evil run Astari*n would not be surviving past the first few long rests, let alone be in a relationship with the protagonist by Act 3, but like I said before - these runs are just selectively evil and from what I've seen almost exclusively used by Astari*n fans just to be cruel to other companions (and having an 'excuse' to post about it in said characters' tags) while making Astari*n the exception bc at the end of the day they just want him to approve of their actions and that generally happens for the horrible choices. So it's not an evil run, it's a "l want to please Astari*n" run.

wait what's asmr

aye glad u asked!! u can google it bc it stands for something but its basically tht nice tingly feeling u get in ur head/body when someone plays w ur hair or whispers in ur ear?? and on yt it’s a community of ppl who produce videos that intentionally create this feeling. some ppl find it creepy/weird but i LUV it

ppl use it for a lot of things, but ive been watching it every night for a lil over a yr for a few reasons:1) it’s a good alternative for music if im overstimulated or jus want quiet background noise while i play on my phone or do other stuff before bed2) feels nice3) it’s ppl talking to u which is good if ur lonely or bad w irl humans. it’s helped me immensely.4) a lot of asmrists r rlly pretty girls & i like looking at them + hearing them talk + seeing them smile & exist. theyre like. g rated cam girls hahah. im actually rlly attached to a few, i feel like i kno them personally jus cuz they talk to me every night jus not directly5) relaxes u before bed. good for insomnia

theres more but those r my personal ones.

there’s all kinds of stuff, like it’s this whole lil world, & one of the best parts is all the roleplays!! ppl put so much work into it?? crazy cool

so yah it’s jus. its cool. idk.

heres some favs if ur curious & wanna look into it:

*asmr glow: british/french/israeli makeup artist, she has a wonderful voice & shes very pretty & very sweet. does all kinds of vids but her roleplays r super cool sci-fi stuff. her names sharon shes Cool*palagea asmr: german/russian girl, speaks english tho w this adorable accent, & she’s so beautiful & sweet & cute & genuine and im a lil (a lot) in love w her. does cute fun roleplays. her beauty & voice aaaa i luv her*bohemian whisper asmr: shes superrr pretty & rlly silly & fun. does trigger word sorta stuff*asmr darling: kinda overrated tbh but she was my first asmrist, her brushing the mic videos r 👌👌👌 her names taylor too if tht matters*gibi asmr: QUEEN ok shes so cool she does cosplay so her roleplays r DOPE & shes also funny & sweet & cool & pretty & awesome i like her as a human a lot*fast asmr: i dont watch her anymore but she never shows her face & she does all kinds of shit idk. does a lot of unique triggers.*obviously asmr: one of the few men i watch ( i do Not like men whispering in my ear) but hes a twinkish fella from the netherlands so i dont mind him. he does tapping & mic brushing & stuff. reminds me of martin wallström*isabel imagination asmr: another dutch asmr! shes pretty in a goddess-y sorta way, makes a lot of fantasy roleplays tht r gorgeous. also jus genuine & nice. good-hearted, u kno?*goodnight moon: omgg erin is an Artisté she makes the prettiest coolest vids?? a lot of fantasy stuff, but whereas isabel is like mermaids & angels & stuff, gm is like kinda woodland, medieval but pleasant type stuff?? she has her own lil world revolving around this village & theres someone who runs a store tht sells dragons (maubelle my dorky luv!!), and theres some witches, and an inn keeper….rlly cool creative stuff*asmr cherry crush: shes a porn star so ppl in the comments r pigs, but shes actually rlly goofy & pretty so i like her? does a lot of ear biting vids which Isnt My Thing (it’s fairly unpopular actually) but i like her other stuff & i like her a lot*the asmr ryan: recently discovered him, film/horror film lover who wants to be an actor, super charming & charismatic? he has a derpy dog named happy whos in every vid, & he always signs off w “dont forget to smile” which is extremely endearing. makes cool horror/crime/eccentric roleplays, & other fun vids

i didnt mean to ramble so much but i luv these ppl they deserve good things for helping me sleep & relax

gibi made an intro to asmr that’s great, maybe watch it?? if ive sold u lol

damn im lame hahaha oops