i listend to Harvest Moon an embarrassing amount of times while doodling this IM GONNA THROW UP

youre genuinely one of my favorite mutuals! i hope this isnt weird to say, but i feel like ever since your boyfriend broke it off with you, youve been much more lively! from what i know it seems like from the start he disrespected your boundaries and continuously made you uncomfortable. of course it would have hurt a lot at that time, especially with the anon jumpscare and such. but people had, and still have your back!

youve got a really vibrant personality that shows through your text posts about your story – that youve put so much effort into, or you getting excited about computers and robots, or your love for your hometown. ive also noticed that youre really hardworking! when anon jumpscare happened, it would have been really easy to just give up on your project and be all sad (honestly probably would have done that in your place) (would have been understandable, twas a rough situation), but you managed to complete it in time in the end!

of course, you shouldnt overwork yourself, taking breaks to recover physically and mentally is good and you should do it when you can. but i really respect and admire your perseverance throughout it! and i loved your project too! i cant want to see more of what you make!

ive been wanting to try to befriend you for a long while now, i just dont know how to approach you. my typical approach to making friends with my tumblr mutuals is to message them on tumblr first, have a small conversation, ask for their discord, & from there we either continue talking or ill message them another time.

im saying this because i considered taking my typical approach with you, but i dont want to scare you. ive read a lot of what you post within the time weve been mutuals, and can see just how anxious socialising makes you.

i may not be the same as you, but i get anxious too. im scared of saying wrong things too. im scared of coming across as Too weird too! even now, writing to you, im scared! im thinking carefully about what im saying because i just want to be nice to you, and not say something wrong or mean or stupid. im even scared that this ask is getting too long, yet i still have plenty to say!

point is (well, points), is that:

1) the people who you want to talk to but are scared of very likely (unrelated to you) have fears & insecurities of their own, and are scared too.

2) i care a lot about you. i check your blog regularly to see what youre up to and because im interested in the things you say. im a regular post liker of yours.

& 3) id like to be friends with you, but i dont want there to be any pressure. we dont Have to be friends. if we do end up talking and you dont want to be friends just yet, or at all, ill respect your wishes and keep my distance

4) nothing. i just know you like this number

smilesies!

(p.s. im scared to press send, but im doing it anyway! if youre scared of doing something but you know you want to do it, do it scared!)

going to screenshot this ask cuz it’s so nice it made me bigcry actually for real uuuuuuuu ;-; thank you anon a lot

part of the reason i got more active here after the breakup is just cuz i stopped using vent app which is where all this whining posting and such would usually have gone cuz that’s what my ex used and i didn’t/don’t wantt o get contaminated by being anywhere on the same minefield as him and also i think it died which is good. but thank you for liking my presence and personality and being so niceys i relally really appreciate it

i would like to be friends if you want to i really really would like you said though it is Scary but not doing something will only make it worse i think i’m sorry if me being a nervous wreck made you not w ant to message me it’s still ungodly terrifying to get messaged randomly out of the blue when ik’m not expecting it even when it’s nothing but nice and friendly but i do like getting messages and being like thought of so i od n’t mjind too much ultimately cuz if anything i can hold off on replying until the initial panic dies down a tiny bit even if i got jumpscared by it i want to make friends and i don’t want my constant state of disproportionate terror to make that Impossible

bigsmile….thank you anon

Hi! Before I get on with my question, I just wanna say I love your analysis(s?) of the show cuz honestly why, rlly? lol but I wanna ask, is Leave for Mendeleiev(? Idk how to spell) still being made? I discovered it on Ao3, rlly good i love it, and it says it hasn't been updated since late September last year? Maybe its being posted somewhere else and im missing it? If you respond, thxxxxxxx uuuuuuuu! *throws kudos*

dfjgjkdng tHANKS!

Though, Punch is writing Leave for Mendeleiev, not me. Leave for Mendeleiev is also not really something I could write for (you guys know me; outside of LadyBugOut - which I only do snippets for anyway - I don’t write long stuff), so even if I was given the option to take over, I wouldn’t do it.

ALRIGHT LISTEN HERE, YOU. YOUR PIRATE DAISUGA IS SO STUNNING THAT I CANT STOP LOOKING AT IT. THATS SO ILLEGAL I JUST WANNA REPORT YOU TO THE POLICE! Like seriously I want to print it out on a tapestry the size of my entire wall so that I can force everyone who comes into my house to see it, how fucking DARE YOU make me feel this giddy I am a big strong adult and shouldnt feel this way about art you MONSTER IM TAKING YOU TO COURT, GET YOUR LAWYER ALL LUBED UP, BASTARD I LOVE YOU BUT YOU WILL PAY

wjfgjdkjgDFJFSHUSUHHFS THANK U MY DUDE, DON’T WORRY MY LAWYER’S ALL PREPARED, we got our defense of “No, U.” ready, we gon wreck u in court,,, hOW DOES THAT FEEL HUH BEING WRECKED BY ART NOW U KNO WHAT I GO THROUGH EACH TIME U POST SOM STORY HUH, tbh screw lawyers, square up we settling this like men, in a swordfight full of taunting n thicc ass tension, loser walks the plank

anyway thank uuuuuuuu i hope u also like the otHER daisugas that are coming next, i promise i did my best for all the ones that are already done n that ill keep putting all my effort in the ones i still gotta do (rip to my homework but it aint as important as a ship from a volleyball manga n that’s just how it is)(responsibleness? dont know her) 

n also i wanna see more pirate content so im glad i had an excuse to make some cuz im legit too lazy to do any if i wasnt prompted by that event, ppl,,, where’s the pirate daisuga,,, think of the potential,,, the power,,,, underrated AU...

entry 5? i lost track oof

nom nom nom, oh sup, me allergies are better but still are killing meh slowly. :O im so exited my package is coming tomorrow! yayayay i have responsibilities now, i have a plant lol. i use auto correct so much, but i also hate it. it changed my lol into lot. dude i use discord now its basically messenger but better no offence. mr clean. HENDOOOO IIIIIIIOOOOO ILL ALL WAYS LOVE UUUUUUUU. that’s just stuck in me head oof. i bought a thumb book holder thing cuz i like to read. ill show u the link i bought it on Etsy but theres one on amazon too, https://www.etsy.com/listing/591765199/book-page-holder-thumb-page-holder-book?ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=thumb+book+holder&ref=sr_gallery-1-8&col=1 WOAH THAT IS LONG. i have to do 2 entry's cuz i didn't do it yesterday. whelp to bad. hadouken. yo i reunited with an old friend on roblox lol. my roblox is ethnacae. ye, i drew spongebob memes all day XD. im addicted to memes. DAILY DOSE OF MEMES. ZA WARUDO. dis is requiem, da. dum dum dio. aight ima do me other entry now baii

I. Am. Offended. The disrespect? Jasmine??? Not even Jazzy. Jasmine what have you done ???? A swimming team ? Swimming team. Half naked very wet bias ? *hes not the only one very wet after this fic tho if ya know what i mean* Do you WANT ME TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK ??? PLUS YOU INCLUDED MY BIAS WRECKERS ASWELL LIKE NO FUCK YOU after all my love and support you attack me like this i am in pain. Like I always compliment the smut and fluff but I forget to tell you how funny you are?? 1/?

Cuz like yeah the smut got me blushin *sweet jesus steamy shower sex with my baby boy hobi my angel Im having chest pain rn* and the fluff got me smiley *please write more fluff youre my fluff queen* but like I never compliment the funny parts like I was legit giggling while reading I love the arguments the boys were having n stuff it really fits them in general like you nail their personalities *except slacking jimin cuz we know that boi be working the hardest but i like him in this fic* 2/?

Ahhhh I just really love you and your fics and I just wanna squish your cheeks and tell you youre my fav cuz you deserve the world and you feed me so well plus youre pretty as fucking fuck istg hard to be fucking loyal to my bias when your fav writer is out there serving looks *fans myself* rude. Im still shook tho SWIMMING TEAM yESs my fantasy its like you KNEW and my sweet precious noodle Hobi all soaking wet in just shorts *pain* im blushy and smiley and ilysm you lil bean god bless you jazz

KFJDSHFKJDSHFKJSDHFKDS IM YELLLINNNNNGGGGGG JFHKDHFKSDFJDSKF I LOOOOVEEEEEE UUUUUUUU HHHHHH IM SMILING SO HARD MY CHEEKS HURT!!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPY U LIKED IT I DID KINDA WRITE IT WITH U IN MIND

i think my next project will either be a little bit out of the regular thing (??) but super fluffy orrrrrr something else idkkkk i HOPE UR FED FOR A WHILE BC IDK WHEN ILL HAVE TIME TO WRITE ANOTHER MONSTER LIKE THIS JKDKKSD