They did the narrative threading thing again with going from the Artisanship Commission to the Alchemy Commission. They talk about new lives under new names in old flesh in the Artisanship Commission, and she mentions immediately later the Alchemy Commission, where Bailu is. What a nice lapse

I'm 20!

Omg it's been so long! So yeah, it's March 8 and happy birthday to me! (YAY!). I'm 20 now and it's like I'm actually legal now? Omg, okay, I guess it's already time to mature up cause people said, when you hit 20, it's like everything is on the fast track? Ugh, not really excited tho. Okay, so like any other birthday, I usually end up making these kind of notes which is aim to make goals, to look back or even to look ahead, to be prepared, and yes, to reflect myself. And now, instead of a handwritten notes, I'm going to type it to make it permanent cause once it's online, there's no way you can delete it. HA, jk, i'm just too lazy to find a pen and paper. So well, let's see what achievement or anything that I've done since last birthday: - I do join lots of activities (which is so not me since i've never been into that, ever) - No boyfriend and no, NO one even CLOSE to it (well no actually there were fews but soz not soz, it doesn't count) - No academic achievement... Ha. - I do join BagiKata which made me meet lots of good people like they're my new family (but sadly, I have to leave :(( ) - I start to take care of my skin! HAHA, it's really something cause back then, even when my face was full of pimples, i wasn't really paying attention to it ha) - No more makeup (since I prefer skin care) - TOO. MANY. SHOPPING. - Yes, I'm not going to tell you further about it ha sorry - I went to WTF and met one of fav band!! (The 1975). And IT'S NOT DISSAPOINTING AT ALL like even tho, it was raining and i went there with people that weren't that close to me, overall, it was FUN! - My dad got a pension since last year so well, it took months to adapt but thanks God, everything is back on the track again - I am finally meet my old friends lol I'm sorry but I've had postponed it like thousandth times but finally I made it last January!! - Still hate fruits - Got this abnormal period cycle and well, been going to obgyn but nothing's found so.... fingers crossed. Well, I think that's it. Not much like YEAH IT WAS SUCKS THANK YOU. But, well, eventho there aren't lot of achievements but I did things that I want to do, like got into student's executive, organization, well things like that. It was a very good experience indeed. So, let's talk about the future What do I want? What's my next goal? Where will I be next year? Hmm... i haven't wish for anything much. But some of them is : I want to go to Korea with my friends (which is hopefully happens next July / January, depends on the schedule). I'm also going to Mecca next month so, i really wish that it can be a spiritual experience for me that affects me big (or small? Idk) for lifetime. I'm also going to finish my preclinical years this year!! (Yes, 20 and bachelor hahaha). So in spite of graduating, I have to make scientific project which is something related to public health. I hope it goes well without any serious problem, amen! And yes, those are all that came up to my mind so far. But last and not least, I wish myself to be grateful, thankful and always FEEL blessed, no matter how hard or easy my way ahead. I'm grateful that my family is still here. For my mom, dad, and sisters. I love you guys, not even words can describe it and I'm forever thankful for you. Thank you. I'm grateful for myself, who's still standing and not give up, to still believe in myself despite of the circumstances, to still hang on, and to keep trying. I'm grateful for my friends, for any of you who made my days, for all the laugh, the craziness, and for always be there. Thanks a lot, it matters to me and I hope I can do the same to you too. And I'm grateful to God for letting me live and have my 20th bday. There's no God but He, the most gracious and the most merciful. To days and years ahead, Cheers!