#(we get rococoa on the way back to candia and amethar should be happy but he can’t help feeling like there’s some sick trade at work | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

willowcrowned · 2 months

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it’s actually wildly funny that amethar’s epithet came about because he was the only person in his family not horrifically murdered. imagine if every single one of your relatives got stabbed and from that point on everyone called you “johnny no-stabs." that’s amethar’s life

#his life is SO sad and SO funny #and frankly I have a lot of ideas for ways we could make it sadder #like killing ruby in the cathedral fight #(we get rococoa on the way back to candia and amethar should be happy but he can’t help feeling like there’s some sick trade at work #like when he was in that cathedral wishing for his big sister back—wishing she could come fix his mistakes—#he spent just a second too long being willing to offer up *anything* in exchange #how can he not blame rococoa? how can he not hate what’s left of her? the only person he hates more is himself)#also. killing liam as he tries to drag jet’s body back to the castle alone #(how can he not when he left ruby’s body behind in the cathedral?#how can he not when he was the one who wasn’t strong enough or quick enough to save her sister?)#(and then amanda maillard follows them out of the castle.#and amethar looks to his wife—who may not have loved him but did love their daughters—for comfort #and she won’t even look at him. and she’s in amanda’s arms)#just like. kill that dude’s family #amethar the unfallen for real. everybody he loves dies. and he has to keep going and going and going #a crown of candy #dimension 20

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