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damnedrainbows · 3 months

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//who’s fine with unprompted asks from my muses of just them bugging you? because I’m always spooked to send an ask lol

#MY MUSES ALL WANT TO SEND ASKS BUT…ANXIETY #(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)

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damnedrainbows · 2 months

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freely ignore, this just the broken rambles of a burned out autistic. or maybe my fellow autistics can relate

I am just so tired of not being able to do…anything a normal person can do. or even what I could do a few year ago

I just wanted to work on my niffty doll, but I kept getting disoriented. I only managed to wrap her armature today, and I’ve been at this for a week

I just wanted to watch tv while I did it, but the tv was piercing and the flashing was too much

the light I had on to work on my doll with wore me down and felt too bright, even with my sunglasses

I had to put on my industrial earmuffs but they’re so tight and I can’t wear my sunglasses with it on

I tried to work on commissions, but the fan from my computer was too loud and the screen was too bright even on the lowest setting

my ipad is even too bright with the lights turned down but i don’t want to go to bed. i donkt want to do nothing

i’ll never get out of this burnout. I feel so broken. what happened to the artist that churned things out daily and the rper that was drawing icons like no tomorrow? what happened to when I could make a doll in a day? now I’m lucky if I can make my own dinner once a week

did I really lose everything that I am? I’m just. forever a sensory overloaded ball with severe chronic pain that I think might be elhers danlos (and not fibromyalgia), and able to do nothing but curl up in my sensory swing

I want my life back. im so tired. I’m so new to burnout, so new, only two years into this discovery of me. i don’t know what to do. I’ve lived with this my entire life without knowing anything other than just being different, odd, and quirky. and now I’m paying the price for masking.

please…does any fellow neurodivergents/autistics have advice?

#this is a bummer post….sorry #sometimes you just have to cry about the not fun parts of your brain #actually autistic #//vent #//negative #(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)

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damnedrainbows · 3 months

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ngl finding friends that I had here five years ago again has made me tear up like three times today

#it’s like a lil reunion #(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)

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damnedrainbows · 2 months

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people that have already followed me are following me again? and I need to follow back even though I already did??

I- how many of my baes are getting shadowbanned??

#this has happened 4 times in one day!#(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)

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damnedrainbows · 2 months

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WHO WANTS TO PLOT SOME VALENTINES STUFF WITH MY MUSES 😏

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damnedrainbows · 2 months

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I just want to say a huge thank you to everyone who commented on my last post. I’ll individually answer you all soon but it just means so much as a newly discovered autistic finding so much community and acceptance where I’ve reached out through this struggling burnout. You’re all so kind and I’m so happy to be back here

❤️

now I will be back to the regularly scheduled shitposts and angst soon!

#just thank you so much for the replies #dms #it really helps #finding people like me #and we can help each other #i don’t feel so alone #(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)

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damnedrainbows · 2 months

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me when one of my muses get smooched: ….well now I just have to draw a custom icon for that one don’t I

top favorite icons to draw: hugs, smooches, snuggles, tickle fights, and people crying

#anyway rosiexemporium prepare for feels #(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)

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damnedrainbows · 3 months

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feel like roasting those might taste….a bit terrible

#can’t believe I almost wrote alastor out loud saying I’ve got some condoms on me #see this is why he fucking hates modern tech #(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)

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damnedrainbows · 3 months

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I’m about to turn in for the night and I’ll probably get to my drafts more tomorrow.

it’s been so fun being back

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damnedrainbows · 3 months

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sidenote my god I need to write niffty and al??

I play both of them, but oh my god I need inane weird gross dad and daughter

#the only difference is my niffty is 19 #because for like a year I thought she was so it just wound up staying on my blog #but yeah niffty’s or als hmu #(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)

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damnedrainbows · 3 months

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//my first rp post in 5 years is lucifer licking alastor’s face and- you know what yeah I wouldn’t have it any other way

#it’s great to be back #(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)

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damnedrainbows · 3 months

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I like radioapple but honestly I am so much for father figure Lucifer to the cast including Alastor

like after inevitable beefing for a long time, Lucifer just sees this emotionally constipated deer that’s afraid of love and has major dad issues and is just “ah yes, this is my son now”

#(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)#look it’s my old ooc tag

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damnedrainbows · 3 months

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//if you liked that post about guardian Al and you write Al or Charlie you're getting an ask or starter yeeted at you I hope you know

#me eye zooming over everyone that liked that post to see if they write charlie or al #(salutations flesh skeletons | ooc)

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damnedrainbows · 2 months

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//I may turn in soon or just take a nap but omg this has been fun af. I still have lots of drafts to do, so don’t worry I have not forgotten anyone!

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