hi bff omg i decided to reply in the ask hehe. but yes i def enjoyed reading i love the way you write!! also im kinda curious but in your fic seungmin voice records ideas right? is that what you actually do irl? i thought it was so cool and interesting while reading since it's my first time hearing that. i didn't know writers do that as well 😭

but anyways yes hyunzxv is me HAHAHA and i was referring to your fic 😫 i haven't read any skz fics in a long time so when i checked the tags yours was on top and i'm glad it was the first (and last because i still can't move on i took my recent post seriously) fic i've read. anyways i'm sorry if this was too long i think you can tell i was so affected by your writing?? i'm glad i discovered you and i'm looking forward to more of your writings 🫶

AAAAA IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED MY WRITING 🥺💓 and about the voice notes, i do it but not a regular thing- like if i have something thats like really long and i cant put it into proper words yet, then i'll just voice record myself describing the idea ! and when i have more time or energy then i'll organize them in notes. but usually i just do go to notes right away if theyre just short ideas^^ im not too sure if other writers do it too? but i wanted to make the last line have more impact and the concept of someone recording their voice saying an almost deep confession just had me saying "yes lets do this"

dont worry about the ask length!! i love it when yall have something to say about anything, especially my writing 🥰🥰 it gives me motivation knowing i really do have people who read and enjoy my works ૮ ・ﻌ・ა🤍 thank you for looking forward to my work! i currently have two other oneshots available and one ongoing smau so if youre ever finding something to read, you can check out my masterlist >< i recommend "written on paper" its a lee know fic and quite long, but its currently my best work so far <3 (this one has a happy ending 😆)

DUDE while i'm awake i just wanted to tell you i am SO glad that you like community /gen like it makes me so happy to see someone like. actively enjoy the show i recommended!!! also i saw ur ask abt fic recs and i am Working on a Response but i really wouldn't be surprised if you've already read everything i would recommend aaaaa but anyway ty for putting more trobed on my dash!!!

DUUUDE i was just gonna send u an ask ab this!!! tyvm for introducing me to this AWESOME show omg!!! i Love them all so much (i am putting abed in my shirt pocket rn so i can take him everywhere with me. i love him) it is SUCH an amazing show ahhhh!!!!

bdhfjfjfjdjf <333

ayyyy im excited 4 some recs!! :] take yr time tho np

BDHFJFKG yea this past week i have just been Stalking the trobed tag fr!!

anyways yes. shoutout to funky little found family in this fictional community college!!!

BWAHAHAH DARLING OMG NO ITS NOT EMBARRASSING WHAT SO EVER IM LITERALLY SWOONING OVER THE OPEN COMMUNICATION AAAAA

may u two have a wonderful time catching up smiles <3 and pls send outfit photos for when u do go out 🤲🏻

eeeee lots has happened since the whole tumblr fiasco of uploading and reuploading solo queue i ultimately gave up feeling overwhelmed bc of real life events going on at the same time /SO. MANY. THINGS. HAPPENED.

good things follow with being back in school again which now makes me a struggling uni student but im absolutely loving it soooo much since im studying a profession i love 🥹

as of rn i have finals (quite literally wrote my first of five, so four more to go weee)

now that lifes somewhat calmed down i’ve decided to pick up tumblr once again, i truly missed you and everyone here ahh

lowkey kinda embarrassed to confess but solo queue was meant to be a 22nd birthday gift for you but alas its december and im rewriting so much of it after giving it another read

DAISYY OMFG it went really well :') he asked to meet again over drinks and ofc I said yes, we're still yet to decide when, but he said he'll be busy the next couple of weeks and said he'll give me a shout at some point I love communication I folded I forgot to take a picture of my outfit omfg, we didn't even have our phones out when we were talking either, literally could sit there for ours omfg

MY LOVE I'm about to jump in your dms, tell. me. EVERYTHING. ANDD good luck with finals!! you can do it<3

but literally, I feel you, and stop it rn :'> I had solo queue in the back of my head but take your time!! as long as I'm tagged hehe then I will look forward to reading it when it comes out ♥

I'm happy to see you back here though, I came back just at the right time hehe

AAAAA up until now i still feel giddy n happy over getting scara i really CANNOT thank u enough pls i feel like you're the reason for this bc i rmb u saying "maybe you'll win next patch" around 3.1 AND I ACTUALLY DID ??? TWICE NOW ?? u r the lucky charm frfr but wndnw im now gonna be a nervous wreck bc of raiden 💔 hoping the luck comes thru again bc if not :')) idk how i would cope ... we still have 19 days before raiden's banner comes up !! more time to manifest HAHA aaaa im scared

+ btw have u done the new quest omg ?? i only finished doing it now bc i was soooo hooked up on the TCG (hehe another namecard to grind for 😈) but it was SO GOOD!! idk if u already done it n i dont wanna accidentally spoil anything but i'm just gonna say that sumeru's archon quest is such a wilddd ride omg seeing it all come to an end ?? oh boy.

+ PLS I FEEL LIKE EM STATS WOULDNT LEAVE ME ALONE YET .. i got sucrose on standard !! n now im rlly fighting the urge to build her right away :// need to save up my resin and mora smh but SSNNSN seems like im gonna go back camping in vv domain again after this :')) im already dreading it huhu

+ ava ngl the tags r making me go 👀 rn ... what r u planning ... i fear for the person im abt to be once u reply to that ask ... HAHA but seriously i hope it gave u inspo !! even though it's literally just me being insane abt rockstar thoma LMAO

ai!! it’s the way i didn’t believe you for a sec when u said u got qiqi !! there’s absolutely no way 😭 AND I LITERALLY SCREAMED WHEN I SAW YOUR AVATAR !! LIKE YES!! you and me kuni havers at last !! maybe this is gonna be ur lucky banner <33 and raiden will come home earlier than kuni !!

+ i haven’t yet!! i’m gonna do it later but exploration might sway me from it i am having so much fun using kuni 😭 you won’t believe it but he managed like 24k on his skill w/o supports and then 72k swirl hydro dmg on his burst IM SO WOW !! tcg!! i played it yesterday and im not gonna lie i need a bunch of tutorials to understand which is which and what is the function of everything. but there was a sense of adrenaline when i was playing w fischl!! i might battle w the remaining ones i have in mondstadt :)) but finals are literally just around the corner 😭 might save some after it idk im in pain <//3

+ OMG the scream !! the sweat !! the everything !! when sucrose appeared on screen for me too !! i was so happy but i have 0 purple exp materials for maxing kuni yesterday 😭 all i have left is the brown one but thankfully i still got 5m mora !! i might prioritize farming for exp materials before diving into building sucrose baby girl gotta wait i have nothing for her but ascension materials 🚬😔

+ im gonna cook up something spicy for ur rockstar!thoma i swear ✋

Omg my sweet Elle so sorry it took me forever to respond--i am as hectic as ever hahaha omg YES!!!! our boy looks so good :') I can't wait to cry about the new hq movies w/ you!!! AND OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (Or belated birthday now!!) No way, I'm a Leo too--August babies unite <33 HOW WAS IT?? And aaaaa thank you so much for reading and leaving the sweetest tags ilysm, it really means everything to me--it makes my whole week when you leave tags!!! xoxo P.S. I have no idea! I have Sakusa fic that I want to release soon and a vv long Oikawa one...any suggestions?? Much love as always!! Ate Dee <3

Oh please, ate Dee. I really don't mind hehehe. I understand that life happens XD.

I also can't wait to talk about the movies with you! I feel like when August 2023 arrives, my whole dash would be about Haikyu! Final (I want it to come fast but at the same time I'm not ready TT___TT). But what if our beloved Oikawa appears in 0.1 seconds? Shkshskhsksh srsly I feel like I'm gonna cry inside the theater even after the credits scene.

Thank you!! 😘😘😘 It was a fun and peaceful celebration. The scenery and the gentle breeze of the wind made me want to spend a day with nature (living in the modern city is not really my cup of tea). The walled city is vast so we really had to walk for minutes. And even if there are street pedicabs, we don't want to ride them because most of the drivers take advantage by increasing the fares because tourists flock to the city. After that, we went to eat unlimited samgyupsal - the meats are delicious and my sister and I had fun with just the two of us heh.

When we got home, my feet were aching, and it didn't take long for me to fall asleep. And when I woke up the next day, my whole body is aching hdaksjhdaskjhda but it was worth it hihihihi.

How about you ate? Have you tried eating in a Korean grill restaurant? If you haven't, you should try it. And omggggg??? You're an August baby too!? That's so cool! In my fam, most of us were born in August and now, I learned that two of my mutuals here are also born in August >.<

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE DEE OR BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOW!!!! I hope you had fun

p.s. You and your fics deserve all the recognition and love <33 and please remember that I will always support and look forward to your fics.

p.s. omggggg Sakusa fic and Oikawa fic?????????? I'm so excited but guuuurrrrl, I cannot choose between my two faves 😭. But, if you feel satisfied and excited with your fics then any of them will do. You can post them one by one, or at the same time. Both decisions work for me hehehehehe

Love lots ate Dee! Mwah!

From,

Elle

Omgosh, I've been meaning to send this to you for awhile but thank you so much ;-; Your reblog tags always put a smile on my face and I'm so happy that you think my art is gorgeous?? QAQ Thank you for being you :D

@pan-kuzu!!!!! UM (AAAAA UM HI !!!!!) OK I ADMIT I WASN’T EXPECTING A RESPONSE TO THE TAGS AT ALL BUT I’M REALLY HAPPY IF YOU LIKE / ENJOY THEM / IF THEY MAKE YOU HAPPY TOO AAAAA ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;( AND YES YOUR ARTS ARE ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS I LOVE HOW YOU USE COLORS/SHADING ESPECIALLY AND J U S T )(+ EVERY TIME I SEE YOUR MICHIS / YAMICHIS / arts in general on my dash ETC. ON MY DASHIT KILLS ME[ Joumi was/is still my Mimi otp but young me had a HUGE soft spot for Michi as a kid too, being a huge fan of both Taichi and Mimi /aaaaa and they were kind of an “ignored pairing” back then too SO YES THANK YOUFOR CONTENTS FOR THEM EVEN NOW ;;;;; ][ YAMICHI TOO = INCREDIBLY GOOD ] )

OKKKK THANK U SSSMMM FOR THIS FIC😭😭😭I was going insane waiting and it was WORTH IT, YOU KNOW THE ANGST BABEYY, it's my favorite fic of seojun x reader❤❤ it's going to hurt when it finishes.

Lowkey was rooting for Suho but IT'S FINE, I'M FINE HAHAHAHA love them, love their friendship. SEOJUN CAN JUST MAKE YOUR MOVEEEE ALREADY, EVEN SUHO IS TIRED OF YOUR BS.

Hope you'll have a beautiful day and good luck with the Uni ;)

Pd: you remember of tagging me, tsm🥺🥺🥺

hello!!!!! omg i’m sorry if the wait was so long honestly it was the most frustrating for me too 😭 (i’m surprised so many people are still interested in reading the remaining parts esp i feel like the tb hype is dying a bit...)

anyway THANK U SO MUCH aaaaa i’m happy to hear this is your favorite seojun x reader fic it means a lot! :,)

and suho.... understandable.... i got swayed by him too tbh 😭 but yes look forward to the next/last part bc it’s allll just seojun finally making his move on y/n :D it’s time for him to redeem himself LOL

thanks again and no problem!!! hope u have a good week!!!! 💕

OMG your comments on my rinharu post 😭💜 YES YES YES!! dude ILY!! Would it be okay if I copied your comments into a post and replied to it? If you want me to keep you anonymous I can, just let me know. The fact that you agreed with so much just SENDS because I i'm in love with Rin and RinHaru and it feels so good that someone understands. thank you for making my night <3

OMG OMG OMG, HELLO!!!! OMG OMG. I’m freaking out, omG (LOL, sorry, I just. You should’ve seen my face when I read this ask LOL, I’m beyond happy AAAAA🥺) -- To answer your question, of course it’s okay!!!! You totally, totally can copy my babbling into a post and reply to it??? I’d feel honored, tbh!!! And no need to keep me anonymous, it’s more than fine if you show my username!!! Thank you so much for asking first, though!! And honestly, thank YOU for making MY night!!!!!!!!😭💖 With BOTH your post and with this ask!!!! Reading your post made me so, so, so incredibly happy, honestly, you have NO idea!! I just watched Free! like, last week and I haven’t even had the time to watch the movies and third season because of college, but first and second season + the specials/ovas + take your marks is enough. I’m dying already. SO MUCH CONTENT. And I’m so in love with Rin and rinharu and just need to scream about them because my obsession is fresh, haha. So it made me very happy seeing someone that understands!!! Also, because I think is kind of hard to find someone who’s so incredibly in love with rinharu AND loves Makoto, too, so it was so nice to see you do!!! Reading your post was like reading my own mind, so it made me really, really happy!!! -- Anyways, so, I’m making this reply so long LOL, sorry, I’m just so excited rn, you have no idea asdhkashdkjhk.

But, to summarize, yup!!! It’s totally okay to do that!!!

AND MIGHT I ADD (just because I really need to vent about free! with someone HAHA), that while I did think Makoto’s feelings/acting towards Haru could be interpreted as romantic [especially after that “I don’t know, maybe I was jealous of Rin?” in second season], I also always thought of him as the supportive best friend that knows that Haru likes Rin??? At least in the first season I always intepreted it that way??? Little Rin introduces himself, little Makoto looks at Haru; little Rin says he’s going to Australia and little Makoto just looks at Haru so hurt, like he just knows how much is going to affect him. And with a lot of other moments, too, imo, haha, like when at the beginning of ep 12 Haru is looking for Rin and Makoto sees him and he just laughs, like “Haru, buddy, your crush is showing” and says “Rin is not here yet. He sure is coming soon, don’t worry” or something like that??? Idk, it was so cute for me; thank you, Makoto (he ALSO cares a lot about Rin, which is less obvious because they don’t interact THAT much like haru//mako but it’s a SHAME, because I’ve always thought their friendship is so precious, too?? Mako obviously cares about him, and Rin obviously cares about him, too!! I want to babble about them, now, too... Ugh, I just love free! friendships tbh). Also, when he tells Rin that he’s the one who showed Haru what was important for him at swimming. Or when he just KNOWS that going with Rin to Australia is going to be special for Haru. Idk, I just love to think that Makoto KNOWS, because Makoto knows Haru pretty well, so it would make sense that he noticed how important and special is RIn to Haru (tho, tbh, with how obvious it is, everyone must know by this point LOL). BUT ANYWAYS, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING ME THIS MESSAGE, IT MADE MY NIGHT💖💖💖💖🥺 ILYT, THANK YOU FOR LETING ME BABBLE IN YOUR POST AND UNDERSTANDING AND ACTUALLY APPREACIATING MY COMMENTS, I’M SO GLAD SOMEONE UNDERSTANDS AND ALSO LOVES RIN AND RINHARU WITH AS MUCH PASSION AS ME🥺🥺🥺💖💖

P.S. OMG I’M SCREAMING, I JUST SAW THAT YOU STARTED FOLLOWING ME, TOO???? OMG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, WHAT??? My blog is such a MESS UGH, THANK YOU SO MUCH🥺🥺🥺🥺 Scroll through my rinharu tag if you want to see what I’ve rb/posted about them, though is not that much ajdhkajhlkdls. Thank you again🥺🥺 [Feel free (haha) to unfollow me if all the random/other anime posts are too much for you, though😂 ajdlakdflsj I post a lot of other content/from other anime fandoms, too, so i understand if it’s not your thing, haha]

hi blu! it's santa 🎅 i'm so sorry i was gone for so long, life's been a bit of a mess (you know, xmas is coming, the elves are overworked, our raindeers get impatient and grumpy, all that stuff 😉) but it's getting better! hope you've been well!

16 is also too cold for me :( i like it when it's warm. but yeah, it gets really cold in winter here. it was actually -10°C last week and i just stayed home under a dozen of blankets 😔 but it snowed a bit so it was nice!

i don't like wearing suits but other women in suits?? YES PLEASE. best thing ever.

peek-a-boo is a masterpiece! super fun song and the mv was insane. my absolute fave! something like that would be amazing for a winter cb!

ah dreamcatcher are amazing! i mean the girls, they're super funny and i love how close to each other they are 🥰 with some groups you can just see that the members love each other to pieces and that's the case with dc so if you get into them more, you won't regret it!

oh, what kind of books do you like? i also read a lot! and i even studied literature haha 😂 and you were a football captain? cool! super cool! i've never been much into sports (i just like the gym lol) but i used to train archery in junior high and loved it!

i actually LOVE pink haha but i agree about the pink/green combo! makes you think of magic and potions and all that stuff~ and green with blue makes me think of summer... sitting on the park bench, looking at the trees and the sky...oh, how i wish that winter could end soon 😔

idk if your exams are already over or not but just in case: good luck! 💗

- santa 🎅

hi santa!! gkkgkgk its cool dw!! well on the plus side u cn have hot chocys everyday fr

also yes. suits just have that...something like lord. also yes i just recently got into skz and twice. i might be getting into weki meki and dreamcatcher soon yass.

well anything with a good plot i'd say? hints of angst. some sort of, even a bit, happy ending. romance plot. pjo and tfios and hunger games.

oMG archery sounds so cool i've always wanted to try it. also yes ssksks. yess i made this thing with chungha and a green/pink cover it's somewhere on @yongbokleee under the tag chungha. also yess. green with blue has always been very :AAAAA: bcse it reminds me of a lake in the forest yes what u said sky and leaves yes.

my exams got over the day u sent this dgjivkbjk but yes they were like meh but also at the same time some of them went :chefs kiss:

OH MY GOD

I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED SUNSHINE ANON'S LAST ASK I WANNA CHOKE MYSELF WJDJWICHWJDM

sunshine anon i am so sorry :( but at least i screenshotted (?? is this right?) it before i deleted it. i was answering you but i forgot what i was talking about on my last answer, so i saved it as a draft and then tried to remember what it was, but tumblr still has many bugs on my device so when i entered the "sunshine anon 💘" tag and my answer (the one i was writing) appeared i thought i had "answered" you already, so i deleted the answer but your ask was gone as well 😔 im so so soooo sorry for it i really didn't mean to delete your ask but since i screenshotted (??¿) it before let's just let this pass lol

HERE IT IS AAAAA

this will be E X T R A long and im so sorry for that, really TT i hope im not a burden to you aaa

okay so let's pretend this part ahead (except the ask for obvious reasons?? lol) doesn't exist. thank you

"BIPPIDY-BOBBIDY-BABY" OH MY GOD WJFJWJDJSJ YOU REALLY ARE THE MOST PRECIOUS THING ON EARTH AND I JUST ???? HOW CAN SOMEONE BE THIS CUTEEEE

ummm im fine i think? or getting fine, idk exactly. today was the weirdest day ever omg and of course! you always make me feel better 💕

it's so strange to live the same day everyday :( aaaand about that ... i really don't know exactly where i should start.

so, on that day, i didn't say more than 10 words at school, because i don't really have friends and i felt like i was being ignored by the entire world ?? and, later, during school break, my ex came to me and told me some things and then asked me to come back to her. she told me that she really does love me, and that after i had to break up with her she just couldn't stop crying, which is something she had never done for anyone before. or at least it's what she told me :') i can't tell exactly if what she was saying was the truth or not, because i was with her through so many crazy things and i can say: she lies sometimes just to convince people. sometimes it's really necessary (so that nothing bad will happen to that someone or etc), other times she just does. and i am almost sure that she told me these things just to get me back. idk, something just tells me that this seems a bit off and skeptical. plus, i don't think i want to come back with her, because of those lots of homophobic things *only* my mom told me on that day she came over, and i don't really want to hear what my dad, who's a lot moodier than my mom, has to say. neither my brother or my schizophrenic aunt who lives with us. i actually am the most open-minded person here in this house, if not the only one. i am broke enough after everything my mom said and she is still the only one who talked to me about it. anyways, i am worried about what they can tell her, what they can do to her, and what they can do to me, as their daughter. i am just so worried and anxious i can barely talk to her like i did before, and this is making me even more anxious because i feel that i am making her feel worse everyday and i can't help but blame myself and continue avoiding her thinking she deserves something better than this. i am a total mess, i'm sorry :(

yeah, i am okay, i just feel really bad for her. i hope you're okay as well btw! 💕

oH that's really cool! i'm currently trying to get more into ateez and the boyz as well. they are sooo talented and seem sympathetic, i like them 💗

oh, my day... as i said before, it was a pretty weird. but it's okay, i'll say what happened today ❤️

i was kinda quiet during the beginning of our classes, until our break. i met with some of my friends from another class, and i haven't talked to them in what seems like years omg. it was great and i was finally saying things other than "present", "okay" and answering our teacher's questions. bur then we had to leave again since we're all in different classes. and when it was over and i was at my class already, my ex came and she gave me some sweets. it was kinda awkward tho, but it's okay. and after that, when i was picking my material from my backpack again, i realized a girl who sits close to me had a jungkook picture on her phone case. i just went to her and said something like "..... is that jungkook" and she said "yES" and we became friends lmaoooo

moving on to when we were leaving school,my ex told me that she would be alone at home and asked me if she could come over, so that the shouldn't be alone and would have someone to be with and etcetera. i said okay, b u t there's the thing. i had decided to go mcdonald's with some other friends and my brother and i totally forgot that. (here's what we did: we went to mcdonald's some hours before my singing classes and when it was time for me to go me and my brother would leave the remaining boys decided what they would like to do after it.) aaaaand to make everything even worse, i can't contact her. she doesn't have a cellphone, neither telephone at home and i don't have any near relative's number as well. and i just remembered of her when i was heading to mcdonald's already. :(

it was pretty fun tho, we recorded some random things, we were kidding a lot, joking at many things and... IT WAS SOOOO HOT 😞 AND SUNNYYY I EVEN TOOK THIS PHOTO WHEN WE WERE THERE AHDHSJDJX

i really liked this photo btw c:

after my singing class i can stay a bit longer (long story and this is long enough lol) so i decided to record some videos/audios (they're actually videos but the screen is just dark and there's only me singing so idk what to call that) and after i was done the both of us left and we were just talking about some random things and deciding if we would buy some sweets to eat or not. in the end we actually didn't, because in front of a store (I don't know the word in English and i can't find anything... my battery is running low so i don't have much time to search, but it's a place that they sell things for your living room, your bedroom, decorations... things such as sofas, beds and etc) we almost got assaulted by two boys near my age. we are fine, they couldn't get anything, but we're traumatized, specially my brother who was assaulted before. we entered that store to sit and rest for a while and we called our parents. my dad came to get us home along with my other aunt who lives in front of our house. when we got home i uploaded those videos on twitter and i tried to calm my brother. after that, nothing extraordinary. but still, today was definitely crazy.

anyways... how about you? how's life going? and how was/is your day going?

thank you for making me happy once again, angel. i love you i💕