// little heads up, i'm planning to start clearing a bit my mutuals in a couple of days or so to clean up my dash and stick to the people i really write with. obviously i won't be clearing anyone i'm writing with and interacting with, but other than that i'm cleaning up everything else. if you'd like to stay mutuals please like this post, but only if you do intend to write with me and follow through with it, please, since i want to actually get around to doing more things than what i'm doing already and i really don't want to be just there to boost someone's numbers. i'll reblog this every so often until i actually get to cleaning up.

*:･ﾟ✧ aesthetic: characters being overwhelmed just by feeling grima’s power, especially so when they’re only in his presence.

ϟ Have they ever gotten pleasure from causing others pain? (Efren)

OOC:  Noooo, far from it.  He’s always been self-conscious about how easily his temper kicks off his elemental powers, so he’s worked hard over the years to find strategies to bleed off that temper into more productive pursuits.  As a result, he’s tremendously fit in a gentlemany sort of way:  he runs, he fences, he no doubt does some sort of meditative-type practice.  That doesn’t keep him from having a hair-trigger temper and a fairly strong sense of injured entitlement, but it does keep him from burning down his world.  Literally.

He’s also well aware that he’s the son of an abuser, who – the more he thinks about it – was the son of an abuser before him.  He sees the potential for violence in himself that’s unrelated to any sort of magic, and the idea of repeating his father’s brutality (especially since he’s mad in love with his late father’s far younger second wife) terrifies him. 

( @efren-sorenze )

// well that was certainly a presents announcement

listen literally all im asking for is new megas that aren't 90% kanto mons ok that's literally ALL i will ask for bc not even in my wildest dreams will gf ever make luxray a megaevo so just give me this one thing and give us new megaevos and spread them more evenly across every region EXCEPT kanto. kanto has had enough things going for it ok just this one thing-

// if i reply to something months old that i still owed and u see it. no u didn't

// i did it gnight not opening this game again for another month

// blog update— like i said some time ago i will be clearing my mutuals list a bit through the week. more importantly, i am adding a rule concerning interactions.

i have to stress out that this is by no means petty drama or "she said he said so i have beef with them", this is not any petty thing such as stealing icons or headcanons or whatever. it's about genuinely concerning predatory grooming behavior that under other circumstances like irl situations it is serious enough to be likely considered criminal by some. it's something i'm begging all of you to take seriously, i have NEVER before in any rp blog in my years on the platform felt such a strong need to make a DNI and try to cut off someone completely from my curated space.

If you choose to write with Grim/Barghest/whatever other name he chooses to go by, I would prefer to break mutuals. He has shown repeated toxic behavior towards many people, including manipulating and gaslighting, and predatory behavior towards someone that started at the time this person was a minor, including inappropriate messages, to say this lightly. There are screenshots that I can share if so requested, screenshots that have been posted by both the affected person previously and then by Grim himself trying to recontextualize them to both victim blame and make himself the victim.

You are free to interact with Grim as you wish, and this is in no way an ultimatum, I just cannot in any way see this individual on my dash since it frankly does make me physically ill knowing what he has done, and I want to curate my space for my own wellbeing. I'm sorry if this upsets anyone, but I genuinely cannot in good conscience pretend I did not see what happened and act as if everything is fine, and I don't want to simply water down something this inexcusable.

My DMs are open if anyone wants to ask anything concerning this post, and if you feel you need to block me and leave, I understand.

// mods are asleep posting some of volk's cool glams/jobs—

// just finished end.walker i'm a literal fucking mess don't even look at me i don't remember the last time i cried this hard on a game, literally fighting through the tears just to do that final trial while being bombarded by that boss. fuck this game, 10/10

// happy silly merchant day!

// i was waiting to actually finish this first but the xiv mental illness is real and i had to go feral just to be able to finish the lines in the first place ( and i haven't even gotten to the hw fit let alone started sb in game ) so here's a wip of a stupid summoner cat before the horrors happen

// as a treat to celebrate the presents news

i will in fact move grusha to a sideblog here just so the writing possibility actually exists. i'm not very smart

// i need to be beaten over the head to actually go do the dlc and write some more sorry the mental illness is fucking STRONG rn

just. look at him. look at my clown starting to go places

// volkner loves halloween for the single reason that he can get away with doing bullshit like sending rotom to fuck around with roark's phone and also plenty of sugar going around. that alone makes it superior to any other holiday. he's on his way to torment someone

// my 2024 rp wishlist is just more threads in general with more people im mutuals with pspspspsps come here please i am deprived—

on a slightly more serious note also more plotting in general be it actual plots or establishing other relationships and so on. i have so so so many things i haven't done yet or explored enough that i want to get into so bad

// version 2.0 of the art heavensward fit is also coming along :)