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krashoutluv · 20 days
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what do u think ak!jays love language (i think that’s what it’s called 😭) is? also, what type of love language do you think he’d like?? like acts of service, words of affirmation, etc.
also random headcanon but i feel like both ak and comic jay r both good cooks it’s just the vibe i get
-🪽anon
Ahkendidhso Ive written about this before but my brainrot my lovely 🪽 anon…
tw; religious themes but their very very very super metaphorical i pinky swear chat. #i love religious themes as a way to metaphorically talk about devotion
Jason Todd is as devoted to his lover as a martyr to their grace. His faith to his loved one is almost insufferable at its core.
Like in a,’ My lungs only breathe because I have faith in your purity. ’ way, so anyways yeah Quality Time and Acts Of Service.
Quality Time- Jaaon can barely pry himself from your presence at times, and yet he does. Though every moment he’s away from you feels sardonic, like that viscous black ooze that he’s named ‘hate’ is getting bigger. Once he even gets a moment of your time his mind melts. He slowly allows himself to indulge in your presence, but in the most unhealthy way possible. Jason tried to keep himself away, he really did, but he always found his feet dragging to you.
Maybe its the little sacrificial lamb in him, the yearn for a greater good in his destruction. Thats what he believe he was conditioned to be, ’The Greater Good.’ Batman cleaned him from the dirt-stricken filth of Gotham alleyways; Batman would make his coat pure and holy, he learned to achieve that ‘Greater-Good’ when Batman wrapper that rope around his neck and lead him to that devil, or saint, he couldn’t tell the two apart sometimes. They both look the same as his depraved reflection.
When his red branded rebirth came he couldn’t help himself trotting to you like the holy little lamb he was conditioned to be. You, the only compass he had, a sense of direction he couldn’t bear to lose. He sits in your presence waiting for his rapture. When not, he’s stuck in a state where can’t tell if he’s more scared of being lost or alone. Jason finds he’s neither when with you, with you he’s stained red but his neck is no longer painfully warm, his body can be mangled, his mind can be mortal. He always trots back to you, because it is the first place he is welcomed to with open arms, yes, you are the warm light of the heavens he was conditioned to bask in. The personification where the death of his self is meant to be.
Acts Of Service - I believe this side of him comes more when its towards the part of the relationship where he’s most comfortable! He’ll run errands, do your dishes, maybe if the guilt of getting your floor a little bloodied gets to him he’ll pay your rent. It takes him awhile to loosen up and stop acting like a house maid. He still does everything he can for you but in an mundane way, like a little routine. (like a little wife omg chat i love him)
Whenever he slips through that window he takes armor off and sets them down on your floor. He’ll walk over to where you sit and kiss you on the cheek, whispering in your ear on how he ordered take out. He’ll come back to you with clean clothes and washed hair, sitting close to you, yet not closer if not allowed.
He’s much like a Saint Bernard now, for he always finds his way back to your side. A gentle giant, neither of you can keep yourselves away from each other; tenderly caring for each others needs. With you, he gave up on his divided sense of pride, his fundamentals and foundations that gave his name meaning were reckoned meaningless, he gave it up and swallowed the bitter pill of which he found the unsatisfactory taste of forgiveness; and with that pill he allowed himself to grieve.
He’s much like a Saint Bernard now, he can guide people to the place they believe to be heavens for their sake of peace. He holds someone in his arms the way they need to be held, he says those things that make someone think, leading them back to the path they left. But most of all he always comes running back to you.
sorry chat this is so bitter sweet i love his self destructive mentality that would take him decades to weed out.
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krashoutluv · 2 months
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how do you think ak!jay would react to an s/o who also isn’t comfortable doing anything sexually yet?? like similar to him they need to wait a long time to fully trust the other before doing anything like that. (kinda projecting here 😭) but maybe they were with someone else in the past and they just felt like used for their body, and they wanna make sure jason isn’t the same way?? in short like how do you think he’d react to someone similar to him (needs a long time to trust and be with someone, needs even longer to do anything sexually, etc)? also sorry if this is like a weird ask and like 90% projection 😭
-🪽 anon
NOT A WEIRD ASK DW, and welcome 🪽 anon!
I’m also the same way, avoiding most mundane intimacy b/c of the same or similarreasons.
So I believe he’d be very understanding and wouldn’t mind it at all or wouldn’t think twice about it,, well unless he misinterprets it as someone being grossed out of him BUT LETS GO ON THE FLUFF ROUTE—
The mutual understanding allows the relationship to pace itself perfectly. Not too quickly and yet not too slow! I can see him and his s/o learning to validate and support each other a lot better because of it, and also being able to slowly learn to assure that they don’t want to exploit each others bodies. The emotional intimacy is more heartwarming than anything.
TBH a mutual sided learning how to love relationship is so perfect for AK!Jason Todd fjdndindoehe💟💟💟
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krashoutluv · 26 days
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soft mornings with ak jay 😖😖😖
urjjjjjjjejejjs just imagine waking up with him and just holding eachother bcuz ur both too tired to do anything. maybe some lazy smooches 😖🙏 ujehabqiwhdnd i wanna bite his biceps im so normal ab him i swear
-🪽 anon
hey! sorry it took forever for me to get to this! but its been rotting in my brain for a good while. like fermented cheese.
i literally cant stop thinking about it, his relationship with his s/o is getting to the comfy stage.
he still falls asleep stiffly next to his s/o, but when he wakes up and he can’t pull the sleepy from his eyes.
he’s holding his s/o’s head against his collar bones and rubbing the back of their scalp.
his s/o can only feel the heavy breaths from his chest slowly moving up and down, jay’s big strong arm wrapped around his s/o’s body.
Its the first time in ages where he wakes up and he’s making those incoherent “i just woke up and i sound like a fucked up dog” noises (thats what i call them winks a little)
licking his chapped lips, while he is desperately trying to move. but he just cant. for once he just cant.
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