i want to Bite his throat :|

it never ends / there is no escape

Time’s running out and you know it. / Did you decide? (repeated)

sheltered

December 2022

szayel: *literally just. standing there*

my goofy ass for some reason:

here i redid it and edited it a bit. the head accessory kiiinda looks like my horns ig? looks better than the double ears anyways lol. the hair wasnt dark enough before either but i always keep my screen brightness at like 20% and keep forgetting to change it when i do these things sfhdfhdg

i added the eyebag/estigma, black sclera, facial hair, and black part of the hoodie in picsart. oh and the lines on szays shirt. looks. not great lmao some things still arent right but but i dont wanna mess with it anymore.

UHM HI THIS PICREW HELLO???

my mother keeps accusing me of lying about my neck and back pain and how hard it is for me to walk some days, just to copy my father. like?

why

why would i do that lmfao

you think maybe the reason we have similar health problems might be because were, idk. related???

smfh

UHM HI THIS PICREW HELLO???

oh noooo!!!! / i'm running out of time / i'm running out of time again / i don't wanna face it / i don't want this to end / nooooooo!!!!!! / i'm running out of time / i need help i need something / quick someone please / i'm running out of time and / i'm scared please help / nooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:O your moodboards are so gooood! could i get one with a black gshep, fog, rain, and possibly a theme of wandering/being lost if that's not too much? :D

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

black german shepherd moodboard for @szayelapowo!

A thing about schizospec people is disorganized thoughts and speech. For example I can’t normally think straight, it’s hard to describe but it’s like my mind is underwater and you know you can’t see straight underwater and everything is blurred? My mind gets like that. My speech dosent coordinate with what I’m thinking either and I stutter, my words get mixed together, sentences only get partially said, it’s a mess. Now I’m not saying that every schizospec persons thinking and speech are like that because each one of us have a different experience. It’s hard for us so please be patient when we get like this. It is frustrating and we are trying our best.

This dog loves cats!!!

Where the cat loving puppers at??

I'll follow you into the bleak emptiness that stretches forever and ever and ever / even in the endless oblivion, I'll love you / I'll walk with you until nothing matters

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