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Not this anon, but was it a mental decision? Like saying 'okay something different is happening now'

Perhaps seemingly, but is there anyone actually """deciding"""? 👁️

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My head hurts I feel like I’m trying so hard ??😭 like I want to cry because I’m tired of everything, how can I still know I’m the awareness when the moment I’m in thoughts it feels like I’m too much into them yk ? It’s when I snap out of it that I’m like oh yeah I’m aware of them but I’m not them

Stop "trying" for something, you are just noticing yourself, what you always have been. Effortless awareness. Just take one moment to truly notice. Read this, I hope it can help. All the best to you 💛

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Yes but when the thoughts talk to each other I’m sooo lost in them I can’t just be aware of being aware 🥲💔

Who is lost? Not YOU. YOU are always the effortless awareness of everything, no matter what seems to happen, no matter what "thoughts" seem to do

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Engage like thoughts talking to each other, like I don’t just let the thoughts come and go but when thoughts come up the thoughts talk to each other, and I feel like I’ve read everything and I know I just need to be, being aware of being aware and notice what’s always constant but it’s like right now I get it but later I’ll still search for something or continue to read and read to be sure that I’m doing it correct that I really understood

Stop searching, just rely on yourself. What makes something "correct?" Just empty labels. Trust yourself, you are all you need.

Doesn't matter if your thoughts "talk to each other," it's all just an empty appearance. Just notice that you're the awareness of them, the screen on which they appear.

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Yes but the problem is that I’m so entertained by them like I just want to let them be but I continue to engage with them 💔

Wdym by "engage"

It feels hard because I think im just addicted to thoughts 😭

Thoughts are just appearances, don't worry about them, just let them be

So we just be and notice ourselves ? And we stay there ? (In being aware of being aware)

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What I meant to say was that if knowing ourselves is not a necessity, then I wanted to ask if just wanting my desires is enough to experience them 🥺

If you're aware of experiencing them, you're experiencing them. For example people in LOA are aware of being able to experience desires through using those methods, so it works for them

So, can we create, do, experience everything we want without knowing ourselves, without limitations, without restrictions?

Isn't it necessary to recognize and know ourselves, isn't it imperative, so is it enough just to want what I want?

Yea anything's possible

Not sure what the second paragraph means, sorry

I'm fine thank you, but if I don't like the answers, can I give myself the answer I want and make that answer correct?

Sure, everything is you. What makes something "correct," anyway? Whether you label something as "you dislike" or "correct" or whatever, it's all ultimately just YOU

Hi! May I ask: how do you become aware? Like how does it start? Like for example how did I become aware of my body, my family, the house I live in the first place when I never saw them before being aware of them? Does that make sense? I don’t know…I’m just lost. I’ve realised the “ “ a while ago, but I “lost” the feeling by spiralling into questioning all of this. And the main question was that: “How do you become aware of something”. Maybe if I can get it answered, I can “go back” to KNOWING “ “. Thank you in advance!

No start or end, just YOU, always and forever. No point in asking why, you just are.

Hello, I'm blue your favorite color 🥹🥹🥹 how are you 🥺 I want to say something, if I am already aware of myself, why am I not visibly aware of myself, I don't want to ask myself questions for this because the answers I will give will be meaningless, which seems like a futile effort to me, and also the narratives of people who experience dozens of people who understand that there is awareness do not affect me, they do not suit me, do you think I am problematic or is this normal? The people who experience can experience as much as I allow or as I want, I determine this, it has always been like this, so I should not worry that their discourses and experiences are insignificant, meaningless, they do not suit me, they do not exist anyway, I wonder if they do not suit me for me to return to myself, for me to return to myself, because their experiences are not the way I want, because it may be for me to accept what I say to return to myself, I apologize if I talked too much nonsense 😔

Hi Blue, I'm good, hope you are as well 💛💛

Why would your answers be meaningless? Everything is YOU, anyway. Any answer you receive from asking seeming "others" all come from you. And if everything is you, what is the point of asking "others?" Trust yourself, YOU are the answer 💛

Who knows why? All an appearance, anyway. But yes, just trust yourself, rely on yourself, because you are all there is !

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Ugh I’m sooo tired it’s like it’s so difficult, I just want to know myself 😔😓

Who's tired? What's difficult? All an appearance. What are you still searching for? Do you think your seeking will end?

How to get the knowing that im “ “ ?

Nothing to "get," just notice what's always permanent

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So when I notice it, that’s it, I noticed it, and now even if I have thoughts I just observe them I don’t engage with them ??

Doesn't matter what you "do" with thoughts, just notice how they don't affect your being/sense of existence. They just come and go

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But what do they mean with you notice yourself fully and keep going deeply ???

Idk, I wouldn't read too much into that if I were you, but they probably just mean pondering on any questions or doubts you have, and answering them yourself. Notice yourself and know that there is nothing more you have to do.