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Believe in Justice
Rp account for all my ocs, Shanna and Rose being the main ones, as well as main blog, will tag accordingly. I worked up the courage to create a tumblr, some of you may originally know me as Shanna Anon. I have a deviantart under the alias ShannaHeart. I hope we can get along! Mun has autism, depression, anxiety, and PTSD. She may be sensitive or have trouble wording things, or picking up on social cues. Please be patient! I also have ADD and OCD because I wasn't nerfed hard enough. I'm just playing life on hard mode! Mun is 18+ Current event: None
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Just chill and have a nice night <33
I am! I'm rewatching The Silver Campaign by Lythero lmao
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Hi! I just wanted to give you an update... we've been dating since the anon messages! Thanks for acting as an unintentional matchmaker XD I love my cute little man. -🏋️♀️
Hello! I'm so happy to hear you're both still together and doing well! I still can't believe I actually played matchmaker for you two lmao
You two are adorable, and I wish you both much happiness!! <3
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Hey everyone, I’m sorry for taking awhile to respond. Just… you know, been super out of it and exhausted. Today I went to the dentist and got a temporary crown put on, and they’re making me a new one that I fucking hope will stay on. About everything that could of gone wrong at the dentist went wrong today and I was stuck in there for two hours. Ugh, I won’t trouble yall with all the details though. I just really hope the new crown I’m gonna get is actually good. The last one I had came off five times.
Thank you so much for the kind and supportive messages, I’m once again sorry for taking awhile to respond! We’re in the process of switching to my new psych and my sister goes to her, and says she’s good. Also, we share the same first name. This is hilarious. So that mess is in process of being worked out! Yesterday I also went to my therapist, and on thursday this week will be my brain scan. I’m kinda exhausted from all these doctor visits but at least next week I don’t have to go anywhere. I will admit I’m mentally struggling alot, but I’m trying REALLY hard to not let it destroy me and be positive somehow.
My ears have still been hurting easily as well and I’ve still been getting headaches pretty much everyday. If I may be honest I’m kinda scared about what they’ll find or not find on the scan. I’ll update yall when I get an answer but yeah, right now it’s pretty nerve wracking.
Oh dear, I ended up making a kind of long update post again… apologies! Anyway… you guys’s outrage over this made me happy. So did the support messages and messages wishing me well and sending me love. The heron was adorable to hear about too! I really wish I was better with words but… thank you so much for all of your continued support towards me, especially as of late. You’re all such wonderful people, seriously… I wish I could treat you all to a coffee or tea to show how thankful I am to have such kind people following me. Thank you for always taking time to check in on my blog and send me asks. I seriously love and appreciate every single one of you!!
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Also I'll respond to asks later, I'm extremely drained today. I... think I said that in the update post too? I've been dealing with some brain fog lately so I apologize if I repeat myself.
Know that no matter what, I always read what I get, and I am so incredibly sorry that I don't respond as fast or as passionately as I once did. I love you all, truly.
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Made a post this morning providing a life and mental health update for those of you who missed seeing it. Kinda feel like my posts don’t really reach anyone now as the dashboard is still super fucked on my end-
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Found out yesterday that my psychiatrist has been fucking me up for at least a year now. One of the pills she prescribed me to be on has bad effects with three other pills I’m on, increases suicidal thoughts despite being an anti depressant, and now I have to slowly wean myself off of it and get a new psychiatrist. I still have to take my anxiety meds despite the bad effects the two have with eachother. (I’m also trying to wean myself off of taking two trazodone and only take one. )
You’re supposed to be able to trust doctors, and they’re supposed to care and pay attention to what they’re giving you and what you’re already on. This could be part of why I’ve been so damn miserable.
I also need to get a new dentist, dental insurance, and somehow get in before my gums grow over my tooth that my crown fell off of for the 5th time now. But I also never have money anymore. I don’t even have any to spend for myself most the time and I even went into the negatives this month before I got paid today. But I have therapy today and that’s already $120 being taken from me. And THEN I still have the brain scan on Thursday to try and figure out what the hell is wrong with me and my reaction to sounds now.
My life has seriously just been a downward spiral since 2020. I’m so drained and just tired of it all. I’ve lost friends, a LARGE amount of loved ones have passed on, I had to put up with narcissistic abuse twice, I have trust issues now, my mental state is just at the bottom of the ocean now and I just don’t wanna do anything but stay in bed like, forever. I feel like I’m not in control of my life anymore.
But somehow I have to find the strength to keep moving on. There’s just gotta be an end to this shit eventually. There are still beautiful things I want to live and fight for.
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We are such a small community-
#lmao so true#as much shit as I give the ova I actually still love it#I like to revist it alot especially when I dont have the time to rewatch the entire anime adaption of part 3#jojo#jjba#meme#lol#funny#jojo no kimyō na bōken#jojo's bizarre adventure#Jotaro Kujo#jojo ova
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For like 2 seconds I thought character two was Kaz. Shanna looks great as always!
LOL yeah the bang style is pretty similar XD
Thanks!
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As a Miku and Shanna fan, I am not disappointed~ - 🌶️
Awe, thank you~! Miku and Shanna duet when?
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I've dealt with shit fandoms in my youth, I totally understand. Really nice art!
Yeah, it ended up being pretty traumatizing, ugh. Thank you!!
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Kalinka? Malinka?
Collab art with my buddy, D-issimulate back in 2015. This image holds alot of fond memories and I'm still super happy with how it looks so I thought I'd share here, I haven't posted art in awhile anyway. :)
For mental health reasons regarding my past in other rancid fandoms growing up, please don't ask who the other character is.
I did Shanna and the gradient background. She did the other character and the background details.
The base we used back then is by BaseMania
#Matryoshka#Vocaloid#MS Paint#Pixel art#used base#old art#base#digital art#Shanna#oc#original character#anime#song inspired#collab
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I'm alive
womanly pain
be back when I feel better
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Hey, if there's any way you can, contest that decision. There's surely no way they can reasonably deny you that. - 🦀
Thank you, but already tried.
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Medical everything is totally fucked here... I'm just glad you're in for one.
Yeah. I lost my medicade insurance though because I apparently make too much money. Even though I'm on disability.
I'm just..... so tired of it all, and I don't wanna ruin the mood for tonight so that's all I'll put. I hope you all enjoy the videos and funny little fuck ups I did while drunk!
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Thank you so much for everything!! I hope you're having a good day after <3
Thank you so much and you're very welcome!
Oh! That reminds me! Update on my ears! I won't get the cat scan until next thursday at around 9 am ugh. But it's all they had available. Apparently they're booked. But at least I got in.
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